Warning: Domestic Abuse Mentions

Messages

Jeongguk:
Hi....

Jeongguk:
Sorry I know we agreed to block our numbers but..

Jeongguk:
I want to apologize

Taehyung:
...???

Jimin:
What?

Jeongguk:
Glad to know you guys didn't block me as well

Jeongguk:
Well...... Our relationship was full of shit before

Jeongguk:
I mean we didn't start off like that but it gradually did and...... I couldn't control my impulses before and it fucked us over badly

Jeongguk:
So I'm sorry

Taehyung:
..... Okay where is this coming from?

Jimin:
This sounded so fake.....

Jeongguk:
It's because we're not use to being nice or genuine

Jeongguk:
I've been..... Reflecting a lot I guess.....

Jeongguk:
And you know.....

Jeongguk:
Jimin..... I treated you like absolute shit

Jeongguk:
I took advantage to how weak you were and I was so..... Horrible to you

Jeongguk:
And Taehyung..... I don't think we ever last a day when we wouldn't fist fight and I'm sorry I dislocated your arm that one time....

Jeongguk:
Point is, I hate confrontations and that's why I don't have the courage to talk face to face but hopefully one day I will be able to

Jeongguk:
I'm sorry

Jimin:
.......

Jimin:
I don't know....

Taehyung:
.....

Taehyung:
Has Ten put you up to this?

Jeongguk:
His influence made me reflect

Jeongguk:
So I guess I should thank him for it

Taehyung:
Hm

Taehyung:
Well you're not the only one who has to apologize

Taehyung:
I was a asshole of a boyfriend

Taehyung:
I was so possessive and jealous that I wanted you guys to myself. It was so bad that I couldn't stand anyone around you guys and I would let out my frustration to you guys or the person

Taehyung:
I made you guys lonely for a long time and I'm so sorry......

Taehyung:
I promised to protect you Jimin and I ended up pushing you away so bad

Taehyung:
And Jeongguk we promised to be a team and look after one another but I ended up making you into my enemy and shit..... It's so bad to remember how toxic we were

Taehyung:
I'm sorry I couldn't control myself and hopefully with more time I can grow better as a person

Jeongguk:
This feels weird.....

Taehyung:
Yeah we're not...... Affectionate

Taehyung:
Jimin?

Jeongguk:
Anything you have to say?

Jimin:
.....

Jimin:
I just..... Can't.....

Jimin:
You guys..... Ruined me

Jimin:
How do you expect me to move on from that?

Taehyung:
Jimin

Jimin:
No let me finish

Jeongguk:
Okay, go ahead

Jimin:
I'll admit, at times I did get angry and raised my voice at you guys, I said some not so good things when I was mad

Jimin:
But that was after you guys-

Jimin:
Tying me up to a chair for a whole fucking day when I just went out with a group of friends-who stopped talking to me may I add- is not okay

Jimin:
Calling me an attention whore and horrible names during sex or in general is not okay

Jimin:
Leaving me on the bridge when I was going to take my own life and saying you don't care is not okay

Jimin:
Making me fear talking to other people and overthinking my words so it won't sound as though I'm flirting because that's what you drilled into my head is not okay

Jimin:
I'm not okay

Jimin:
I had to go through so much therapy, counseling sessions, even therapy circles to not think of myself so low or that I'm not a horrible person

Jimin:
I ruined my relationship with my parents because you guys didn't like them.....

Jimin:
I HAVE SCARS! SCARS TO WHAT I DID TO MYSELF IN HOPES ONE DAY I WON'T WAKE UP TO THE NIGHTMARE YOU BOTH CAUSED ME

Jimin:
I literally had to run away with a break up note because of how terrified I was of you guys

Jimin:
I'm sorry..... I can't accept your apology

Jimin:
Not now

Jimin:
Maybe not ever

Jimin:
Maybe I did love you during that time..... But that's not going to blind me anymore

Taehyung:
Jimin......

Jeongguk:
I'm so sorry

Jeongguk:
By the tying up on the chair, calling you these things, ugh I'm so sorry

Jeongguk:
It haunts me...... It really does and..... Gah I'm not good with words!

Taehyung:
I know you you're not ready, but I hope one day you can accept my apology because I genuinely want to start over and be a better person

Taehyung:
I'm truly sorry

Jimin:
Yeah me too

Jimin:
Maybe if I had a spine back then, we wouldn't be like this

Jimin:
I wasn't perfect, I hurt you guys too by going to places or seeing people you told me not to

Jimin:
Maybe it was for my own good, but during that time I hated the lack of trust you guys had for me and was reckless

Jimin:
Guess I dug my own hole

Jimin:
To which you guys took the shot and buried me

Jimin:
So I'm sorry I caused this mess

Jimin:
But I can't...... Let this go yet

Jeongguk:
I hope one day we can move past this.....

Taehyung:
Maybe not now but..... Hopefully one day

Jimin:
I have to go....... Goodnight

Taehyung:
Jimin..... Are you crying?

Jimin:
No

Jeongguk:
Don't lie please

Jimin:
Maybe

Taehyung:
This is risky but....

Taehyung:
Three way call rn

Jeongguk:
What?

Jimin:
Huh?

Taehyung:
I'm not going to sleep like this

Taehyung:
Answer

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A/N:
I don't know why but...... This chapter felt so.....

I got so emotional and I don't even know why.....

What they went through together.... Ugh it saddens me to think that some people have to go through this in life :(

I did once and...... It was a nightmare.... But I'm better now, the experience was just so scary.....

Honestly the song 'Love The Way You Lie by Eminem ft Rihanna' goes so well with them.

Alright let's get the next chapter!

I purple you! <333