Blue - Troye Sivan ft Alex Hope

"I, Taemin."

Yeosang smiles softly to the other male, who's looking at him innocently as he repeats his words, "Yes Taemin, but you say I am Taemin."

"I am Taemin," And he pauses, pointing to Yeosang, "Taemin friend."

Yeosang's smile twitched wider, unable to help himself from reaching over and caressing Taemin's long caramel blonde hair, "Something more,"

Taemin furrows his eyebrows and tilts his head to the side, just about ready to ask more questions, but suddenly his attention falls to the door when it clicks opens.

A heavy sigh escaped Yeosang's lips, expecting the nurse to kick him out already so she can check up on him.

However Taemin's eyebrows furrowed, followed by Yeosang to get a little confused.

"Yeosang friend?"

Friend?

Immediately Yeosang turns his head, his whole face dropping when he sees a familiar ravenette stepping inside the room as he looks at Taemin. It only took seconds for Yeosang to shoot to his feet, immediately blocking the way from getting closer to Taemin with his face twisting in rage.

Jeongguk.

He's here.

The audacity to come here.

"Don't you dare get near him," Yeosang growls, seeing how the ravenette's face falls, "I swear I will-"

And behind him, also entering through the door..... Was Jimin.

Jimin....

The now ginger haired male looks conflicted about being here when he stepped in, especially when his gaze met with Yeosang's that he even made him take a step back to glance at Jeongguk cautiously. It actually took Yeosang by surprise that Jeongguk only looks back to Jimin with a small nod, relaxing the other male before looking at Yeosang.

What the fuck just happened?

Was he.....

Was he asking for permission?

"Yeosang mad, not friends."

All eyes in front of Yeosang falls to the man sitting up on the hospital bed.

And Jimin's lips began to twitch, shaking his head in disbelief, "Taemin.... Come on this has to be a joke."

He still thinks is a joke?

Yeosang narrows his eyes and was about to even say something to send him out, but Jeongguk only sends the ginger haired male a glare that was like a leash like an order to be quiet. Jimin's lips zipped with an eye roll, so Jeongguk looks back to Yeosang with a quick bow.

"I will give you guys some privacy," And with that he only sends Jimin one last look before getting out of the room, closing the door shut behind him.

Leaving a tensing silencing behind as Yeosang stares at Jimin, who just didn't even seem like himself anymore.

Everything about hun seems like he's on edge or even paranoid. He's looking around slightly cautious, holding onto this grim look like a cover to perhaps what he's truly feeling.

With Jeongguk gone, he could've eased himself a little better, but he didn't.

If anything he seems more on guard.

That's when Minho's words came into mind for Yeosang on how Jimin is not okay, none of them are, and their relationship is changing them.

This Jimin isn't the same one Yeosang knew before.

And that slightly terrified him.

"Who's this?"

Yeosang snaps off his train of thought, remembering that Taemin is here right now but thankful that he didn't remember any of his previous memories so he wouldn't have to think of Jimin so..... Horrible.

Not yet at least.

If Jimin truly cares, this is his second chance to fix his attitude.

Remembering the text message Jimin said about hoping Taemin would die flashes Yeosang's mind, and his fist balled tightly as he goes back to sit on the chair beside Taemin.

No fighting, not now.

"He's um.... He was a friend."

Taemin twitches his lips to a frown, watching as Jimin walks to stand to his other side while watching him carefully- as though Taemin was going to jump up and laugh to how this is all being a game at any moment.

And it wasn't.

Taemin is no actor, he wouldn't have pulled through with something like this and for it to last.

Maybe this is Jimin's way of not accepting the truth.

"Was friend?" Taemin whispers, eying Jimin the same way back, "No more Taemin friend?"

Jimin sits down on the chair, glancing at Yeosang - who refused to look at him as his entire focus is on Taemin- before looking back to the other male with a twitched smile.

"I messed up.... So no more friend."

Messed up?

Ha, you could say that.

This actually made Yeosang snort, shaking his head, "Right, like wishing him to die right?"

Taemin's eyes widen, lips now twitching into a shakily pout, "Taemin dead? Taemin bad?"

Immediately Jimin shakes his head, "No no Taemin not bad. I just..... I don't know," He grunts, making Yeosang chip his frustration a little to a minimum just for Taemin's sake, "I don't know what's going on with me."

Abruptly Jimin stands up, taking various steps back, "I have to go, I'm sorry, I can't do this."

Yeosang can see it.

He can see the way Jimin is torn with reality, with what is right and wrong, who he is or becoming. Seeing Taemin like this was like a hard slap across the face, and he doesn't know which reality to even believe anymore.

But Yeosang saw him through Jimin's fragile crystalline eyes staring at Taemin.

He saw his Minnie.

Minho was right..... Them being close together all the time in his relationship provokes things to his mind, but away from it for a while will do good for him.

For him to reflect.

So he can't leave, not yet.

That's why Yeosang sighs heavily and rubs his own blonde hair, "Just stay.... For a little while," Jimin snaps his eyes to him, rubbing his hands shakily as though he's trying to anchor himself, "Besides, I'm going to remind Taemin on how to say 'I' so maybe you can help me.... Since I'm a horrible teacher."

Jimin stands there for a second or two, clearly debating his options while also glancing at the door cautiously. Yeosang could see the rising fear if the door opens behind Jimin's gaze, in fear it'll open with his lovers coming in to tell him a thing or two.

Yeah, Yeosang may be bothered by him and what he said about Taemin, but like hell he'll ever let anyone hurt Jimin.

"It's okay," He managed to whisper, making Jimin's eyes cast towards him and Taemin a little more anxiously, "They won't hurt you, not around me, promise."

Taemin suddenly gasps, looks at Jimin, "People hurt you? Not good," And he reaches over, gently placing his hand over Jimin's that are constantly rubbing over each other, "Yeosang protect, safe."

Jimin's smile twitches a little, "Not it's not like they hurt me-" He pauses to control his breathing, closing his eyes for a second to gather his composure with a shake of his head, "I'll stay."

Even if Taemin didn't even know him well, his smile when Jimin agreed was almost illuminating, and beautiful. It's like his face glowed as Jimin sits down beside him, sending a shaking smile to Yeosang who gives him an appreciative nod in return.

"Name?"

Forgetting for a second Taemin's memory was lost, Jimin's face falls in a deep frown. Yeosang could feel that sting in his heart as Taemin looks at him expectantly for his answer, but then Jimin forces another smile.

"I'm Jimin."

"Jimin," Taemin repeats slowly, suddenly smiling widely when he looks at Yeosang, "From message?"

Yeosang nods slowly, smiling on his own while caressing his hand down the side of Taemin's head to caress his hair.

Quietly Jimin watches the act between the two, something about it making him feel familiar. Just the environment feel familiar, even if everything is not the same anymore.

Even the special glint once held behind Taemin's eyes when he use to look at Jimin is long gone.

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A/N:
It's interesting seeing this conflicting of reality the three are facing. This situation was like a slap across the face and they are just.... Trying to cope in some way.

Let's see how Taehyung is doing with all of this!

I PUROLE YOU! <3333