"I think we will find snapping turtles here." Yoongi mumbled leaning closer to the ditch. He almost lost his balance but Jimin caught him before he fell.

"Clumsy human. Let me look instead. Can't afford you to get hurt."

"I-I wasn't even going to fall. I had it under control."

"Right. I don't see one. All I see is mud and grass."

"Well we have to look closer. Come on let's keep walking." He said grabbing his hand and pulling him away.

"Okay." He obediently responded.

It was a hot humid day and the sun was so bright like it was angry at the world. Jimin didn't have a problem with it, however Yoongi had forgotten his sunglasses.

So the whole time he was squinting his eyes to even see a couple steps ahead of him. "Ahh! It's hot as shit." He told slightly aggravated.

If the temperature wasn't 60 degrees or 15 celsius he didn't want to step outside. But he swore to Jimin he'd find him a snapping turtle and he would do just that.

Even if it meant melting and dealing with the horrendous weather. "It feels amazing to me." He smiled stretching one hand out and closing his eyes.

"Fuck no. It's like an oven out in this bitch."

"Look try this!" He said pulling away.

Yoongi turned to face him and watched. Jimin was now stretching both hands out with his eyes closed.

"Do this and you'll feel the amazing sensation. The sun will soak up in your skin leaving it warm. Pay close attention to the nature noises surrounding you. It's so relaxing!"

Yoongi sighed and did what he was told. Jimin opened an eye and looked at him. He didn't look very content.

"Do you feel it?"

"Hell no. All I feel is the sweat drip in my ass crack. That's all I feel."

Jimin rolled his eyes and stood behind him. He extended his arms behind his and intertwined their hands together.

Yoongi's heart skipped a beat at his touch. "Do you feel it now?" He softly whispered against his ear.

He nervously nodded his head. Jimin too a sniff of his sweet scent and held his hands tighter. The day was approaching.

The time was running out and Jimin didn't know how to consume all of Yoongi before the day would come.

The minutes, the hours, and the days were going to quick. Slipping from his hands without control. He had told Yoongi they'd be okay.

That he would be okay.

It was a lie.

He was scared and angry. He didn't want this to end. He didn't want their love to just be a summer thing.

He wanted a forever with Yoongi. When he had told him he wanted to die the day he did he meant it with all of his heart.

Jimin felt the tears brim his eyes as he placed a soft kiss on his cheek. "You're the love of my life Min Yoongi. I have no doubt about that."

Yoongi's heart sunk to his stomach. The nostalgia hit them both like ton of bricks. Reality literally kicked them in the back with no mercy.

"You really think so?" He whispered.

"Yes." He responded against his neck.

A few seconds went by and he slowly let go of his arms. He could tell Yoongi was upset and that's not what he wanted. He wanted them both to be happy. Mainly Yoongi.

"Anyways, we should go seek for some snapping turtles. We don't want the night to come and then we won't find any for sure."

"Yeah-yeah let's go." Yoongi mumbled clearing his throat.

They kept looking at the ditch unable to look into each other's eyes. It was too much for them at the moment.

"What's your obsession with turtles anyways?" Yoongi asked after a while of silence.

"They're so cute."

"Regular turtles are. Not the snapping ones."

"Don't be mean. What did they ever do to you?"

"Nothing. They're just so scary looking."

"No uh." Jimin argued.

"Yes uh." He said leaning over to see.

Jimin grinned poking his cheek. "You're sweating."

"Yeah. It happens. Told you it was hot as shit."

"Not to me." He teased.

"Ha ha. Funny. I wish you'd sweat and then you'd know how awful it is."

"Can't be that bad. I don't see a turtle here by the way."

"Dammit. Where the fuck are they today?"

"Who knows. Maybe they know you're a turtle hater and they are hiding. I don't blame them. You're pretty scary." He smirked.

"Whatever. Come on."

They concentrated on finding one until Yoongi spoke up again. "Jimin, I hate myself."

"What? Why? You should never hate yourself okay? Take it back!" He said stepping closer.

"I can't."

"Yoongi take it-"

"I can't. My obsession with Hoseok lead me to waste so much time with you. Time I can't bring back and now I regret that."

Jimin then quiet down. If he was honest he wished he could bring that time back as well. It wasn't going to happen though.

"There's no point in living in the past. All you're doing is torturing yourself. What we need to do is enjoy our lives right now. Let's live in the moment and not worry about the future or the past."

He sighed sadly, "I just wish things were different."

"You and I both. It'll be okay."

"You keep saying that but do you really mean it?" He wondered. How come Jimin be so sure it would be okay?

Wasn't he scared? Because Yoongi was. He wasn't ready for another heartbreak. He had just head from one and to relive that again was awful.

Especially since he knew Jimin would be gone forever. At least with Hoseok he had some comfort in knowing he would maybe see him again.

Whereas with him he would never be with him. Not after his memory was erased. He wouldn't remember their talks, their hugs, nor their kisses.

That was painful.

"Let me ask you this would you be with me if I didn't have to leave? Like actually be with me? Be my boyfriend and my lover?"

"Yes." Yoongi said without a doubt. It even surprised him that he didn't hesitate. It's because he really didn't have a doubt about it.

Jimin smiled, "Good. Me too."

"That's not going to change anything though. So what's the point in asking?" Yoongi said slightly aggravated.

Not at Jimin. Just at everything else. "Wait, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be snappy. I'm just..."

"Me too." He finished with a sigh.

"You know I'm going to quit my job." Yoongi said.

"What? Why?"

"I can't keep working there. I can't know that you're going to be there and that I won't be able to-to be with you. It's hard. That's why I had that newspaper."

"But you love your job." He quietly mumbled.

"I don't care. I'll find another job."

"You don't have to quit because of me."

"I want to." He clarified.

Jimin stepped closer and tried to find the words to comfort him. Yoongi shook his head. "And now we can't even find a fucking turtle! We've been here two fucking hours and the turtles are hiding from me!"

"Woah. It's okay. It's no big deal." He said trying to calm him down.

"Yes it is! I wanted you to see a turtle. A freaking-a freaking snapping turtle-"

"Hey. It's fine." Jimin cooed pulling him in a for a hug.

Yoongi immediately wrapped his arms around his him holding him tightly. Jimin rubbed small circles on his back.

Neither of them could contain the tears. It was impossible.

"Hey!" Jimin said in between tears.

Yoongi pulled away and saw what he was pointing at. "It's a snapping turtle!" Jimin screamed.

"Holy shit! Yes!" He responded both crying and laughing.

They looked at it in admiration. Two hours later they had finally encountered one. They had never felt so accomplished.

"Jimin."

"Yes?"

"I love you too."