28.
Jimin closed his eyes enjoying the warm water on his body. He had been in the shower for a long time now.
Who knew this could be so relaxing?
After the horrific night he had, he needed this peace time. Being a human sucked. At times he even told himself it would be better to be like before.
But he kept pushing through the unknown and the pain. At least now he had this feeling for Yoongi.
That was something he didn't want to ever let go of.
The worst part of it all was that Yoongi was still in love with Hoseok. How would he ever compete with him?
Instead of overthinking too much he kept showering. He could worry about that later. It would be there when he got out.
So, he grabbed body wash and rubbed it over him. He started with his face then down to his neck.
As he got lower to his crotch area his breathing got faster. He started experiencing pleasure he didn't think existed.
It started off as innocent touches. As it progressed it got more lusty. His body was moving and he couldn't control it.
Even soft moans and groans escaped his lips. He kept touching himself until he satisfied every possible need he had.
The burning sensation in the pot of his stomach grew until he released with a shaky breath.
Once he was done he looked down at his erection with a blush. Why was he so embarrassed about it?
It had felt good just two seconds ago. Why did it feel so shameful all of the sudden? He quickly rinsed off and made sure to wash his hands for a longer period of time.
When he got out the shower he dried himself and avoided looking at his crotch area. All this time he had looked at it like just any other part of the body.
Like an ear, or an arm, or an eye. Now, every time he looked at his private area all he could think about was lusty thoughts.
Once he was dressed up he made his way to the kitchen. He could smell the food Yoongi was cooking from steps away.
"About time. Where you building the shower or something?" He chuckled.
"What?" He asked confused.
"It's a joke Jimin. You know because you took so long? Never mind. Are you hungry? Better be because I made a shit ton of food."
"Should you even ask that? I'm always hungry. Don't be a pillock." He said sitting down.
"Where the fuck do you get your shitty ass insults from? They're not good by the way."
"From my head. Of course they're good. They're unique. I don't need to use vulgar language like yourself to make a point." He smirked.
Yoongi rolled his eyes mocking him behind his back. "I know you're mocking me. So lovely to see how fascinated you are with me."
"Not fair. You have superhuman abilities that's how you know what I'm doing." He told finally looking at him.
"Talking about that why didn't you give me a pair of eyes in the back of my head? That'd be very useful. What if these eyes get tired? What will I use then?"
"Umm your other senses. Duh."
"Well, I would've liked an extra set of eyes and an extra set of arms. At least let me be more flexible or something."
"How do you know you're not flexible? Maybe you are. You just haven't tried."
Jimin shrugged, "Maybe you can show me how flexible I am."
Yoongi dropped the fork he was placing on the plate. "Uhh...what?" He nervously asked picking it up and putting it in the sink.
"I don't know." He mumbled unsure. He really did wish Yoongi would show him though. He shook his head trying to stop those thoughts from returning.
"Breakfast is ready!" Yoongi announced hoping to end the awkwardness. He placed a plate in front of Jimin and one for himself.
When Jimin looked down at the plate he swallowed feeling ashamed once again. Two sunny side eggs, two sausages, and two waffles.
What a wrong choice of breakfast.
"What? You don't want it?"
"No...it's...it's great. Thanks." He forcefully said picking up the fork.
Yoongi nodded beginning to eat himself. A few seconds went by and Jimin was still staring at his food.
This was very unlike him. He would usually tear that plate up. If he could eat the fork he would.
"What's the matter? Your emotions?"
He slowly nodded his head keeping his eyes fixated on the sausage. "Yeah. Something like that."
"What are you feeling?"
"Lust." He whispered looking up.
Yoongi's eyes widen. Oh. It was happening. It was actually happening. Holy shi-
"Well...mmm...it was going to occur eventually."
"I know. I didn't expect it to be this way." He told.
"It's fine. The lust will slowly go away. Right now you're so heightened it can be a little...hard." He shook his head suddenly regretting using that word.
"Hmm." Jimin responded with a smirk.
"What?"
"I finally get it. Your joke. That was funny."
"I guess it was." He chuckled.
"But seriously though. I feel so...so...I keep thinking about it. Sex. I can't stop. That's all I'm thinking about right now."
Yoongi cleared his throat feeling his face redden. Fuck, this was weird. Never did he imagine himself talking to Jimin about sex.
"There's ways you can minimize the feelings. You can try to..." he mumbled mimicking a hand job.
"What? What's that? What's this suppose to do?" He asked doing the motion himself.
Yoongi instantly grabbed his hand to stop him. It was only making him think of Jimin doing that and it made him so shy.
"Like touch yourself." He quietly said.
"Oh. I've already done that in the shower." He quickly covered his mouth after saying that. Great.
"Ah," Yoongi replied surprised. "Well...was it...never mind. That's a weird question forget it."
"Nice? Yeah. It was." He admitted with a red face.
"Okay." He breathed shaky.
"Do you usually feel guilty after doing it? Because I do. It's shameful."
He nodded, "Yeah. There's always been stigma around sexual desires. I guess it's a human thing:"
"Wow. Humans do suck."
Yoongi chuckled, "Yep. I guess we do."
"Hey. One more question:"
Yoongi took a bite off the waffle and slowly chewed. Jimin's questions kept getting more and more detailed. He didn't know what to expect.
"If I ever do have sex. How will I...who will...my mind is telling me that if I have sexual intercourse with a male either I...do it or they do it to me. And with a female well I...do it. Right?"
Yoongi swallowed and cleared his throat. Dammit. It felt like both of them hadn't stopped blushing since the conversation started.
"Well yes. If you have sex with another male you will have to decide who gets to...you know. With a female you will to do it."
"Ahh. Okay." He responded finally taking a bite off the waffle.
Yoongi kept looking at him as he kept eating. The curiosity to know what gender Jimin was attracted to was killing him.
Because technically he hadn't made him to be heterosexual or homosexual. He just created him to develop his own likings.
"Jimin?" He asked quietly.
"Hmm?"
"Since you've developed sexual feelings I assume you know what gender you're attracted to. Right?"
"Uhh yes."
"So?" He added hoping to not sound too nosy.
"Females are beautiful. They're the prettiest in my opinion."
Yoongi nodded. He felt a deep disappointment and didn't understand why he cared so much. Jimin could like whenever he pleased and that shouldn't be his problem.
"But I think I like males." He whispered.
Yoongi's attitude shifted and he couldn't help to smile. A sudden relief fell over his body. "Cool." He said.
"Yeah." Jimin smiled in return.
And so they ate in silence, but smiling.
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