prince
"okay, i know you keep this tracked and can't help it but try not to the low again" i say to anxiety, "it affects all of us..." i add...that wasn't the best choice of words.
"way to make it about yourself" he retorts bitterly, arms crossed and hood up. "if i could really track when i hit these lows, i would distant myself from everyone".
he hits these lows every few months, sometimes weeks. he just doesn't find time to rest, thomas is overcome with sensory overload and we're all nervous.
morality gets very jittery and jumpy, any small thing gets him riled up.
logic is quite chill, he doesn't push things on others and he's just kinda...laid back which isn't a good thing.
and then...stuff happens to me which i don't wanna talk about. our 'symptoms' worsen if we even bump off anxiety (it's never a good thing to be touching against each other anyways) he's very closed off during his low but we make sure to check on him.
"y-you know how they all get, especially me" i say, getting an annoyed look in response. "i mean, we just worsen thomas's mental state whe- i-i'm sorry" i add after he scoffs, turning and crossing his arms. "just go, i'll talk to you when i'm feeling better" he mutters, head moving to look down, and i sigh, standing and leaving his room.
"how's anxiety?" logic asks, while he doesn't seem to care, the raise of his brow say otherwise. "he's...he's doing okay, he doesn't want anyo-...he doesn't want me around him" i retort, glancing down. "what did you do?" he asks, arms crossed. "i don't wanna say" i reply, and he just nods. "where's the other one?
"no idea". "but is that a good idea". "definitely not".
"well, go get your boyfr- go get your friend" i quickly 'corrected' myself, logic thinks it's a secret, but morality had already let it out, he isn't able to keep secrets easily, that's why i don't trust him with valuable information.
"hm...fiiine, watch that tongue of yours, prince" he nods, slowly walking off to find him.
"will do" i nod. now, to help thomas.
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so, i'm starting school on wednesday...which means less updates than usual. i apologise for my inactivity, maybe this will explain it;
i hope so.
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