Let's begin...

Nayan:Sanskar..what type of girl you like?
He sipped coffee:why suddenly this question?
Nayan:I mean..if there is someone you like?
Sanskar:Actually I won't lie..mujhe ek ladki pasand thi,note that just pasand thi..
Nayan:so what happened then?
Sanskar:Sometimes thinking it's too early it gets too late!

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Ragini:Sanskar liked a girl before?and ...it's sure if this diary won't tell me I will not know!
She looks at the ground sitting at the auditorium.

Sanskar who was looking around.siya Soha were instructing him on the race among the father's of the childrens.
He looks at Ragini,while she raised her hand.
Surbhi sits beside her:did the competition start?
Ragini:no not yet.
Surbhi:I thought I am late!

Soha:you have to win from Anya's daddy,he always wins it!
Sanskar:will try!

And soon the competition starts with a race.
It wasn't actually a big deal for him.he won the contest!
Siya Soha jumps in happiness.while Sanskar smiles seeing them.
And they hug him in happiness.
And a man comes there:Sanskar?
Sanskar looks at him confused for a moment.he still couldn't identify him!

Siya:he is Anya's father!
Sanskar looks at her and then at him and passes a smile.
He:I knew you didn't identify me.I am Arjun ,Abhay's brother!
Sanskar:oh...
Arjun:it's so long,I didn't see you!
Sanskar literally lacked with words.
Arjun:I think you guys lost the connection..
Sanskar:yeah after..after college!
Arjun:how about you visit our home?
Sanskar looks at the little girl beside him and he literally changed the topic:is she your daughter?
Arjun:Yes..between you are the father of twins..?when you got married?
There comes Ragini and Surbhi.
Sanskar:this is my wife,Ragini.
Arjun:Hai!
Ragini smiles at him.

Arjun:between these kids competition are screwed up.
Sanskar smiles:yeah...well will meet next time!
He forwards his hand to him,Arjun shakes hand with him.

Sanskar moves.
Ragini:who was he?
Sanskar:he...Arjun,I knew him randomly during my college days!
Ragini:oh..so you got a partner.next time for some parents teachers meet!
Sanskar looks at her:is it only me thinking that I am being pushed for everything?
Ragini:I am a poor,so who I am to say no to you?
He wipes his face with towel and nods:so this poor should remember that if I win you had to give something!
Ragini:I am so poor that I don't have anything,I am just empty.
Sanskar:okay fine.you just have to come with me!
Ragini:where?
Sanskar:that I will tell you with time.remember you can't question me that time.just zip.
He signs as if zipping lip!
Ragini nods.

Ragini:okay I need to ask you a question.who's your first love?
Sanskar looks at her.
Ragini:you have to say you can't back off..
Sanskar:First Love...Mom and dad!!
Ragini:okay second love...when I am not in the scene.before 4-5 years.
Sanskar:of course family!
He sits tying up the shoelaces which was loosened!
Ragini:Third Love?
Sanskar:computer that dad gifted,it was my girlfriend those times!
Ragini:umm no okay 4th..
He passes her a look:Are you alright?
She scratches her forehead.
While he laughs..

And then winner was called
Siya Soha comes there to take him.
Sanskar turns to Ragini:if I just go on counting like that...where will be your priority!
She smiles.
While he goes with kids and collect the trophy.

Ragini was puzzled:if it was that simple..then what was the need to burn all those things?
And all the answers she can only get from the diary.

While they were returning.
Siya:I am so happy today!
Sanskar smiles.
Soha:me too.
Surbhi:so for this bus will take you to eat your favorite ice cream!
Both shouts:yay!
Siya:that bhaiyya will also be present?
Surbhi covers her mouth.
Sanskar:which bhaiyya?!
Surbhi:bhaiyya..koi nahi!
Sanskar:hmm..
Soha:daddy you don't know there's handsome bhaiyya.who plays with us!
Surbhi face-palms.
Sanskar:Surbhiii!!
He literally dragged her name.
Surbhi:nahi bhaiyya he was just stranger!
Soha:mumma you told to not meet stranger.then you also meet that stranger.he calls you boudi and ..
Surbhi mutters:next time I won't take you to eat ice cream!
Siya:it was a stranger bhaiyya!
She turns to Surbhi:now you will take us right?then leave Soha here and take me I didn't say!
Surbhi face-palms.while Ragini laughs!
Soha:daddy..he was a stranger bhaiyya!
Sanskar laughs.
Ragini:he was Surbhi's friend.very nice guy!
Sanskar:oh!
Surbhi breathes relieved!

Surbhi asks him to stop near by and he stops.
She takes kids along while they wave their hand to Ragini and Sanskar.

Sanskar:saved her or else today..
Ragini:why to scare her?they want the space then we should give it.at the right time they will say whenever they think it's a right time!
Sanskar gives a heavy nod.
Ragini:that was not funny!
Sanskar:when did I make fun?i was just impressed with my wife's thoughts...between where is this javithri its been so many days!

And his phone rings.
And he connects the call to music system.
Sanskar:shaitan ka naam liya shaitan haazir!
Ragini hits him lightly while he laughs.
Maithri:you are gonna pay huge for this!
Sanskar:haanji Boliye kyu yaad kiya?!
Maithri:Earlier how big philosopher you are...love,destiny,trust this and that!
Sanskar:because there was someone to listen to it know javithri.
She shouts:Maithri!
Sanskar:you know the crazy stuff no matter how I save your number as Ja..I mean maithri but it autocorrects to javithri!
Maithri:if I don't add poison in your tea then change my name!
Sanskar:then change your name,I don't like tea. am a coffee lover!
While Ragini silently laughs listening their conversation.

Maithri:accha yeh batao...Anish called me yesterday!
Sanskar:and you are okay still,you are not unconscious.tell me in which hospital you are admitted..
Maithri:overacting..
Sanskar:tough luck in front of drama queen!
Maithri:leave that first tell me why he asked me to meet him!
Sanskar:how would I know?
Maithri:you don't know?
Sanskar:I don't know!
Maithri:then what should I do?
Sanskar:don't go!
Maithri:why will I not go,I will go?
Sanskar:then why are you asking me!

Maithri:listen...will he propose me?
Sanskar:I think ....Anish ke itne bhi bure din nahi aaye!
Maithri:idiot!
She disconnects the call.

Ragini:she got angry!
Sanskar:chalta hai!
She smiles:she was my friend but now see...

And they reach home.

Sanskar goes to fresh..
Ragini moves to hotel where Sameer was handling.

In sometime..
Sanskar comes and pokes on her right arm and stood on her left side..
Ragini turns to right and then left.
He smiles:I have an important meeting at office.i might be late.wait for me!
Ragini:what's this?everyone say don't wait and sleep!
Sanskar:will you do that if I say?
He raises his eye brows..
Ragini smiles and nods.
Sanskar:okay bye..
Ragini:but have lunch!
Sanskar:no I will get late if I stay for lunch..I need to go,I will have something there!
Ragini:okay wait..
She quickly moves in and gets a wrap.
Ragini:have this then!
He nods.
And he goes.

She helps in hotel for sometime until the lunch is over.
She moves in
And continues with reading the diary.

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Though he didn't reveal much but I got to know that he was affectionate towards a girl but those feelings doesn't define anything.since it was just an attraction!

And I also got to know though I have feelings for him but he doesn't!

He had different goals in his life,his family,his career and friends.but he had no time for Love.may be I could have known him more thoughts,I could have confirmed it.since these are still my doubts,if Nakul didn't interrupt in between!

I don't know what I should do,it's getting difficult for me to control my feelings for him but as well i do not want to spoil the relation we share!

And I didn't realize days suppressing my feelings.we crossed with the final exams.and we decided of continuing with the same college for PG's

And Sanskar got busy with his brother's wedding.and we hardly met!

And finally his brother got married we all had a blast on this day.we met groom and bride.

We have been sitting outside his home.
Sanskar was serving for us at night..
And soon everyone started to leave.
And surprisingly he called me to have a private chat!!
And this Akashi teased me a lot and she left with others since Sanskar told them that he would drop her!

We have been walking for sometime. And finally he broke silence:Nayan.
I looked at him.
Sanskar:Akashi...told me about your feelings is that true?
I was shocked,How could Akashi say..she didn't even tell me!
Sanskar:she accidentally happened to tell me!
I looked at him:Yeah..it's true.
I had some courage still left in me to say this directly looking into his eyes.
He smiled but didn't say a word then.
And I couldn't ask him more.
I was on my thought,if he likes me...

We reached near my home.
Sanskar:you know I told that I liked a girl?
She nods..
Sanskar:you also know that those feelings have nothing.its..it's just baseless.
He forwarded his hand to me:but...Now I Like You!
I was shocked and couldn't express my feelings to enough....
Sanskar:will you hold my hand for forever.No matter whatever the ups and downs be we will be together!
I placed my hand on his palm and he hugged me.
The first hug..I can't express my feelings.

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Ragini closed the diary.
She was feeling different,confused with her emotions if she is hurt or sad or uncomfortable.
But when he knows everything about her and he still love her,accepted her the way she is.....
Then she should also do the same...
But the thumping heart inside her was going through something else.

To be continued.......

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