Let's begin.....

Anish:you still need more clarification Ragini?
Ragini looks at him.

He moves to the kids: Don't worry babies. You will go to your chaachu only.
They smiles trusting him.
Anish:soon chaachu will come home so what will you do?
They looks at him.
Anish:Going with naanu and will have your breakfast and then wait... Wait for Chaachu. He would come and pick you from there. Okay?
Siya:promise?
Anish:Promise!!!

And Om was standing there and he takes the kids with him.

Anish folds his arms on to his chest and walked and stood straight in front of Ragini.
Anish just nods his head stretching his lips:i thought at least you will tell me at this moment but you didn't. How would these kids know that what has their mumma planned?
Ragini:Ani..
He stops her:whatever you had to speak you have already spoke and now it's your time to realise your mistakes and what you are leaving behind with your insecurities!

He smiles a bit:the tears in your eyes says that what these kids words matters...let me change the sentence what Sanskar matters in your life.You know people would judge you no matter whatever you do, that's not the way how we should live alright.it's something decided by you.and i know you want a best father for your kids,as per my knowledge Sanskar have already taken the place..
She was about to interrupt...
Anish:i am not yet finished Ragini.don't cross question when it's the time for you to think about each and everything.you might be confused how i am so sure while saying Sanskar have already taken the place because of Siya Soha.i had to act sad or do something to bribe to change their answer from chaachu.
Who is your most favourite person?that was chaachu.
Who loves you most?that was Chaachu
Whom you share secrets with? That's also Chaachu.
Who is best partner to play?that was too Chaachu.
Who makes you smile everytime? that's chaachu.
And Chaachu also know their favourites likes and dislikes.
With whom you want to stay always with? that's too Chaachu.
And etceteras Ragini... I know you are aware of all this,but still?
He looks at her questioning.

Anish:not even a day you seemed a bit peaceful,like something was disturbing you because your heart already knew that only one person can be reason for peace.You know what..you don't have the value of the things when it was with you.and you realise it more when you lose it and you can't get back.see me only though i loved preethi but still i used to get angry on her for every small things may be because i didn't valued her when she was with me and i have taken her for granted and may be to realise her value i lost her and i can never get her back....

There was silence for some moment.

Anish:in your case it's totally different.you deserve to have a love life too Ragini and i think I don't need to explain.when life is giving you a chance to hold it back then hold it tightly and in much stronger way.embrace everything which the new life is offering or i am sure that you will regret to the extent where you can't turn back the things even if you crave to..you might think I don't know anything, meine bhi pyaar kiya hai Ragini.kisiko khone ka dard kya hai yeh mein bohot acchi tarah se jaanta hoon, I don't want anyone to lose their love because of me. now you have to realise on your own. It's totally your decision.(after a pause) not everyone gets the second chance which can be more beautiful then anything. These anger, these insecurities and the confusions are not above the person who have considered you as the life.So think!!!
He moves from there.

She stood there.
"To deal with me don't do something which you shouldn't!"
"Pehle nahi tha but abhi hai aur hamesha ke liye hoga bhi yeh mera waadha hai aapse"
" Because i am Suhaan's brother?so you get scared that you might get dumped again?"
" When it's not a misunderstanding then why should i tell you that besides that no matter what I won't change my mind"
" I don't know if it would happen or not but this is my determination!"
" Love is living with whom you are most comfortable with.."
" Aise tho meine bohoth se ladkiyon se mila hoon but do that mean i should make them my life partner? This is a crap! "
" Aap kisi aur ko woh jagah de sakti ho par mujhe nahi.hai na?"

She just sat there at a empty bus stand and cried bitterly.
It wasn't that she had to feel for her Brother-in-law.it isn't either that she had to recognize his each and every gestures towards her Brother-in-law which even told loudly that he is with her.it was not even that she had to sense the silence between her and her Brother-in-law which told thousands of words. It was that She had fall so deeply for him.was this relation a permissible one?
She sobbed and cried.this relation was something she never even thought.she was feeling awkward at this moment.she realised that she is dragged towards him no matter how many times ever she thinks to move far from him but she was pulled back.

It was very strange almost 7 years back they met.he had accompanied the family.she stood near the window watch out along with her cousin sisters.though this was not on her wish.she wanted to watch the person whom she was going to get married.since everything was done within the family as she have met his parents.
"Blue shirt guy" her cousin squealed.
And he shakes hand with her father and she tried to see his face.
And the next minute he looked above as he felt the gazes.
Her cousin sister even commented "badi kismat wali ho Ragini jo itna accha aur handsome pati milne wala hai"
She quickly moved back when her aunt entered inside.
They were gossiping about about the guy.
And Ragini was all the way silent.with perfect words she was literally lost in her thoughts when the same cousin sister interrupts:oh ho Ragini,blue shirt guy was his brother.but actually was the white shirt guy.
She was silent again.it really did make difference in her which she couldn't understand!

After the 8 months of gap she got married to Suhaan.
She was been sitting alone and her husband was been talking over the phone for hours.
And she was bored and hungry everyone were busy looking after the guests and Surbhi placed the plates of food in front of her:Bhabhi eat it or else bhaiyya will scold me.
She smiles thinking of her husband.he cared for her.
But the next moment she heard a shout.
Surbhi:ouch..bhaiyya i gave her!
Sanskar muttered:why are you shouting idiot?
Surbhi:you told i gave.
He face-palms.
Ragini looked on.

Ragini was arranging Sanskar and Sameer's room!
She reads the books there.
He was about to enter the room but stops seeing her reading the book.
He was been always shy and hardly stood in front of her.
She closed the book and stood and she turns he was standing near the door.muttering to speak to her:mein...yahan..aap..i came.urgh!!
She smiles
He looks at her and smiles being embarrassed and she moves out!

Suhaan:who told you that Ragini have to study?
Sanskar looks on:but she was talking to you so i got the application bhaiyya!
Suhaan:no..she don't want to..
Sanskar:but?papa also told she can study.
Suhaan:why are you so concerned?
Sanskar:bhaiyya?
Suhaan smiles:in future if your wife want to study then let her... don't think of my wife okay?!
Sanskar looks at him:but a qualifications are the identity dad have taught us and you are saying this?
Suhaan smiles:no.. I don't want her to..
He sees Ragini standing there.
Suhaan:Ragini..i really don't want you to continue with studies so stop all about this topic.and also Get me some tea and bring some oil and massage my head. i am so tired this day!
He moves.

Ragini smiles:Papa ji!
Anup caresses her hair:You go and do what you want?i will tell Suhaan.you have finished first year of Msc and now an year more then you can opt for job or anything you want to...
Ragini was overwhelmed:but...
Jaya: don't worry about him.
Ragini smiles as she knew it was Sanskar who told to them as he accidentally happened to hear her conversation with her friend about her studies.she had discussed this with suhaan even before the wedding he just excused.

And from past few days sanskar was late to home and early to go.she wanted to thank him from many days but couldn't.
She simply acted of reading while waiting for Sanskar.but he didn't turn up that night.though they lived in same home.after he helped her to continue with the studies.
Seems like if he was in some tension. She thought it might have been exam and career pressure but to the reality it wasn't!

Suhaan got her the flowers and congratulated her for getting good scores.
Ragini was happy that he was happy.he sometimes dominated her,she ignored though she was hurt and always apologised to him for his mistakes too.and at the other time he also played of caring husband.strange things about a girl,even the wedding is with her wish or not.if she liked that guy or not?but after marriage no matter what she have to accept everything and only love him and obey him.this is why Arranged marriage feels worst sometimes!
But she had accepted him long back.there was no space for her to cherish the married life or get to know about each other.and suddenly she had to accept the motherhood too.

And she walked passing by Sanskar's room,suhaan was constantly said busy as he have night duties.She stopped listening the sound and heard carefully she heard his cries.it was late night she came to get water but he was been crying inside the room.she was concerned for him and wanted to knock and ask him of what happened.but they didn't speak or interacted much that she directly could ask him about this.she quickly walks out and then comes and knocked the door.
And in fraction of minutes he opened the door.
Ragini forwards the dinner.since he was late this day too and didn't had the dinner.
He didn't meet his eyes to her and he took plate from her she could sense there was something really wrong and she remembers he was going to give a campus interview. That was possible he was soft hearted if he was rejected since he had kept hope. It was true too he was rejected in few of the best companies he applied to work for...
She slowly moved.

And time passed Suhaan sent Sanskar to California..
And she gave birth to twin daughters and then Suhaan's betrayals!

Seconds passed to minutes to hours,she was sitting there still..
She wipes her tears and walked to her home and they was everyone gathered at the hall.
She stood there for some moment.
Jaya:Ragini...please accept Sanskar.
Ragini didn't reply anything.
And she sees Anu and Surbhi convincing the kids who didn't speak with anyone and closed the door.
Ragini moved insode the room and closed it.
Everyone felt that she would scold them or might take her anger out on them.

Both kids turns their face:where is chaachu?
Ragini moves to her wardrobe and picks up a dress.
Siya:Anish uncle told you will get chaachu.
Soha:Mumma bring chaachu now!
Ragini:am going..now don't shout!
They looks at her:you are lying.
Ragini turns to them:wait for sometime..
Soha:wohi tho nahi ho raha.
Siya:Go fast fast and get ready but i know you are lying. If you didn't get chaachu we will not talk with you and we will not even talk with anyone too.
Ragini face-palms and they sit on the bed folding their arms on to chest.
She gets fresh and then moves to them and kneels in front of them.
But they didn't speak anything this time and she moves out!

Om:Ragini where are you going?
Ragini:am going to turn back everything!
All looks at her confused.
She smiled and they didn't wanted words.

She moved for some distance and it rains and catched a bus due to the traffic road was blocked and she continued to walk and reached....

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Sanskar smiles,tears rolls down his eyes unknown to him.
He don't know how he have to react to this.what he will speak to her next?how he gonna start his conversation?he would be gentle to her and will pull the chair for her.and he would ask her how she realised.he want to cherish those moment watching her.like he want to listen to her.then would make journey get Soya Soha and his family back.this time with all rights and leaving behind all of the past relationships and will begin the new life!

Ragini came changing into a black cotton saree with golden silk border.
And he sees her.it wasn't that he didn't saw her in Saree but today it's different you know!!
And she sneezes breaking the moment.

Sanskar places the hot lemon tea for her.
Ragini sneezes again.and then again and again.
He looks at her:Why did you drench on the rain?
Ragini:it waste(sneezes)to say when already drenched!
He pulls the chair for her and she sits on another chair taking the tea:is this for me?
Sanskar looks on.while she sips the tea and she looks at him who was still standing pulling the chair and constantly was staring her.
Ragini:what happened?this wasn't for me..?
He gets annoyed and sits on the seat.
Ragini:manage.. i need this!

Ragini opens the news paper and reads it continuing sipping the tea.
While he just looks at her#MomentsRuined

Sanskar: let's go and get Siya Soha..
Ragini looks at him:i was going to say this!
He nods:okay then i will come now..
He moves.
While Ragini smiles and she looks at the way he went.Yes,for a moment she didn't realise that he pulled the chair for her once she sat then she understood.

He was in his room.he grabs his watch and wears it and was about to move but stops seeing himself on mirror and smiles and brush his hair.he wanted to look good,this has become the priority at this moment.
He was confused.as he never gave importance on looks.now he is suffering!
He was about to put some gel but stops as what if she thinks now he is showing off?
He face-palms and then he laughs.

He moves out and he sees She was ready holding the umbrella,as it might rain again anytime.he moves out and locks the door.
Sanskar:since car is with Sameer let's take taxi..
Ragini:No..
She entangled her fingers with his: let's take bus.
And she literally dragged him.
And he looks at his right palm which she was holding.
Damn when this is the reality why he is feeling like it's a dream?and he would wake anytime...
Because the reality was most beautiful then the dream.because never in his dreams he thought she would share her feelings for him.

Kahin Pe Ho Raate Kahin Pe Sawere Awargi Hi Rahi Saath Mere
Thehar Jaa, Thehar Jaa Ye Kehti Hai Teri Najar

Ragini stops and turns as he seemed lost.
She smiles and looks at him shrugging her shoulders and signs him what?
He smiles looking other side and she pats on his arm:Kahaan?where are you lost?
Sanskar looks at her and smiles and nods his head.
Ragini:i know that you can't believe it. But Believe it lest I don't want you to miss anything thinking it as a dream!
Sanskar smiles.
And she sees him lost again.

Kya Hal Ho Gaya Hai Ye Mera Aankhe Meri Har Jagah
Dhundhe Tujhe Bewajah Yeh Main Hu Ya Koyi Aur Hai
Meri Tarah

She smiles and pats on his arm again:Oh Mr.Charming Chale?
He looks at her scratching on side of his forehead actually he was clean bowled now!
She laughs.and drags him with her.

Kaise Hua, Kaise Hua Tu Itna Zaruri Kaise Hua
Kaise Hua, Kaise Hua Tu Itna Zaruri Kaise Hua

To be continued......

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