Murderous Person's Point Of View

I will give you an explanation,
About what I did to our nation.
I have hurt and scared one to billions,
Of very, very unlucky civilians.

My whole life I envied my brother,
For he was glorified by both my father and my mother.
He was perfect, I believe it was fate,
I tried but I was never as great.

At one time, I discovered I was gay,
But I wasn't celebrated that day.
My family said I was a disgrace,
They said it right to my dumb face.

The hatred in my life grew,
As my vengeance did too.
My anger got the best of me,
And I didn't let the people who cruelly judged me be.

I killed my entire family,
Because they crushed the real me.
It might seem evil and tiring,
But I don't regret a thing.

I accidentally killed some bystanders,
I went from having some to absolutely no manners.
The side that society saw,
Was the side of me who broke the law.