"Lisa, you come for therapy?" Ask Jin as he saw Lisa walking the alley of the hospital hurriedly. The said woman shook her head and just grabbing the man's right hand.

"Can we talk. Just a minute. I promise." She whispers walking toward the direction of his office.

"Okay. What happen?" Ask Jin after they enter his office and sitting comfortably next to each other.

"The pill. It doesn't work anymore?" Ask Lisa to the point. "I called my colleague, and they said it doesn't make sense and they ask me for his latest healthy report to learn about the anomaly." She said quickly knowing that she is stealing his time. The patient was queue ing outside. He sighs and lean his head on the back of his chair.

"Lisa."

"What? You found something?" She asks now looking at him excitedly.

"You know somehow, everything will have an x factor where you can't predict or arrange. No matter how perfect you design every single thing."

"Meaning?"

"It's his feeling. Lisa, just like you. His body already gave up right now."

It doesn't make senses. He will have his own kid, his own family. His dream will come true in months. Why would he give up?

"And if you are still wondering and hard to accept it, I'll try my hardest to tell you." He spoke with a finality. "He wants to be happy only with you."

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"You don't like the food?" She snaps from her zoning out when Kai tapping his chopstick on the bowl. He is still sitting in front of her, eating their dinner calmly in the kitchen.

Only with you.

"Doll!" Kai is complaining bluntly now, looking at her in curiosity. "What's happening?" She shook her head and now begin to eat.

She can't get out of the scene that happened this noon, about what Jin told her. Her heart feel hope growing bigger inside of her chest. And egoistic growing with that too.

But she is just too afraid to step into that storm. She looks up at Kai who's still learns her facial expression frustratedly knowing that something wrong happens inside her mind.

He will hurt Jungkook.
But...

If she stays out from this maze, she'll be the one who will hurt Jungkook by letting people take advantages from her man.

Chin up, Lisa!

"I was worried of Jen's mentality after the incident where Jungkook collabs." She carefully led the talk. Still trying to play it safe. Kai seems eating that bait, he looks at her apologetically hand reaching for hers to hold.

"Doll, how could you still worry after how bad she treated you. Sometimes I am confused what to feel about your kindness, should I be proud or even hate that." Lisa bites her lips, chest pounding so loud that her ear ringing from fear.

"She is pregnant, Kai."

"Then what? She won't ever change even if she grew wings on both of her shoulder. No. She will still the same Jennie. To commanding everything. Wanting everything. Stealing everything." Lisa couldn't comprehend that.

"Have you ever loved her genuinely?" And he is at loss of words now. "Aren't you the same person being lovey Dovey with her after we broke up? Aren't you someone who was spending his time with her behind her husband's back? It's not even a year away, Kai?" She looks at him with a strange emotion through her eyes that's make Kai seems worried.

"The matter is now; it was over now. It's a game over. And I am with you right now."

"Honestly I am so scared to restarting with you."

"What? No." She was trying to take her hand back but he preys hers again and lock it with his. "I love you. I've been loving you since the day one we met. In the past I was rebel and jerk guy, I acknowledge it. I don't even try to think something twice. But now I am different."

You still the same.

"You looked at her the way you look at me. And I am just too afraid to lay my heart to you. Afraid that you'll turn your back against me one day."

"I won't. You never hurt me the way Jen did." She tried to find something looking into his eyes. "She is foxy. A poison that can make you forget anything, everything. Destroying you. And when I am aware of what bad things we do. When I try to stop it, she tries to trap me."

"What trap?"

"That pregnancy." Her eyes widened. "She told me it was mine, I never cum inside of her I swear to you. All the time I spent with her behind her husband's back was to get closer you, to see you again. It wasn't my intention to have affair with her, but she was so quick giving me poison."

She feels like floating, like nothing not even gravity can hold her still on the ground when slowly her brain registering in her mind.

"Lis. Please. Please believe me!"

He hugs her when she gave no respond, eyes still widened, blinking once twice. Shock after what he spilled.

"I only love you."

"But what if it's really yours?" She said coldly. Monotonously.

"I never-"

"What if it's yours?" She said again but now louder make him release her from the hug, holding her shoulder and look into her eyes, eye to eye now.

"Then the baby will still have the Jeon sure name."