Warning : A long ass chapter.

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"The cake?"

"Check."

"The cocktails."

"Check."

"Foods."

"Check."

"Okay." Finally, Rose can smile proudly after everything well done, the preparation for Jungkook's birthday was on her hand. And its 3 hours to the party time. Jisoo was handling the decoration, and it was done beautifully.

They were supposed to hold the party at the guy's dorm, but due to Jungkook's good mood he held the party on one of his hotel venues, adding some names and makes it harder to Rose but she won't complain, she loves her job.

"Don't forget about the surprise sets." Said Rose suddenly as she saw Jisoo walking pass by her. Jisoo stops suddenly and smile while giving her thumb up.

"The flowers, rings and the special cake already on its place. Aigo, I really want to see Lisa's face when Jungkook propose to her in front of so many people." And of course, Jisoo with her giddy feeling smiling widely makes Rose jumping in excitement.

"I know right." Rose then watching the hidden spot where the surprise event will be held. "Finally, they can be united. After all this time."

"I am happy for both of them." Jisoo nodded in agreement. "You know Lisa been the pain of my ass with all of her complicated act. I wish there will no more pain and drama for them."

"But I heard the final court today for the divorcement was canceled." Rose is pouting, she is still remembering when Jimin calling her, informing that there was a condition that make the court canceled.

"It's only postponed Rosie, Jungkook and Lisa will be fine." Jisoo gave the younger a gentle stroke on the back. "Now can we go and caking our face first. The party will be coming."

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"Nice dress." Lisa sighing desperately as Jungkook come from her behind, hugging her protectively and hands all over her body, mouth kissing her neck actively. "You didn't plan to show what's mine to them right, baby?" Lisa bits her lips as her back arched when his lips getting down kissing the exposed back of hers.

"Oppa~hh" she can't breathe with all the things he did to her body.

"Too much skin exposed." His hand on her cleavage, the dress had so many revealing spots, it shows enough of her upper breast. Not that she never complains but, Jieun said that Jungkook would like this dress so much. "Too short." Another hand grabbing the bottom of her ass where the dress ended.

"You hate it?" Lisa worriedly said as she looks in the mirror watching her reddened face because of him.

"How can I?" he said back kissing her neck and without any warn he already inside of her, from the back, and is fully clothed. She gasped as the sensation hit her. She doesn't know when Jungkook pulling out his member, or when Jungkook took aside her panty, it just makes her confused, but Jungkook wont gave her time to think about anything before he pumps in her faster. "I love the dress. I love your braveness to wore them for me."

"Euhmm.. wha-what?" she asks as her hand grasping the tip of the dressing table, feeling his hand on her hips, leading her body to giving up fully to him.

"Who ask you to wear them?" his voice sounds heavy telling her that he tries to control himself to not do her harder. Because she still needs to walk to go to his party tonight.

"Noone ahh... oh god." She cursed as Jungkook pick up his pace.

"No lies."

"Euhhh.." her tears threatened to fall as the tightened feeling gathered inside her womb, her head spinning as if her breath will be taken away. "Ji-jieun."

"Beautiful, you always look beautiful with anything you wear." He then watering her back with the butterfly kisses make her feel happy, precious, and loved. Her heart warmed. "I love you the way you are. So don't try anything if it's not your will." She listens on his words as he rocks inside of her harder. "I love you." He groans as he sets them together in the same time climax.

There was a silence following after their climax, body still connected to each other. She looks up to see him smiling from the mirror. His face glowing with happiness and it makes her heart in pain, its burden her with the thoughts 'what if I can't stay with him? What if I am not what's best for him?'

His eyes catching hers from the mirror as the same smile painted on her lips.

"I love you too." She finally said the words that make him chuckled in contented feeling, hugging the woman from behind hiding the blushing face on her neck because no matter how far the steps they take in their relationship already, he will never be ready to hear that his feeling is mutual with hers. Every time he hears her confession of love, it makes him shy. "Anyway," she looks at the mirror reflection on the mirror and then looking at his eyes. "We are already late, Rosie and Jisoo unnie will kill us."

"Shit." He cursed halfhearted releasing his connection with her down there and let her comb her hair again to look presentable even though she will always be in front of his eyes. "I will demand cuddle after the party." He pouts then zipping his pant back. She smiles and nod.

"We will."

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"Hey, dude congratulation!" Jungkook with his widest smile hugging back his friends as he enters the hall. Taehyung become the last person to hug Jungkook before he whispers on Jungkook's ears softly. "Thought you will never show up dude." He teases Jungkook as both of them chuckled.

"What hyung?" Jungkook try to not sound like that, but he is whining.

"Control your hormone dude. You don't know how Jisoo and Rose exaggerate everything just before you two showing up."

"I just want to cherish anything I had since it still lasts like that." Taehyung suddenly grabs the younger's hand and dragging him to the nearest corner make the other members looking at them with a questionable look.

"Explain!"

"Hyung, I just-"

"If Jimin know you ever say things like this, I make sure that Lisa will be death on the spot right away." Said Taehyung looking around like a criminal he is. "Was she saying something that bothering you?" Jungkook stay silent when Taehyung watching him. "Kook!"

"I just afraid hyung. She is unpredicted, like a blank white paper she is. One day she will always stick with me saying all the sweet words and the next day she will be nowhere."

"You doubt her."

"I doubt myself, hyung." Said Jungkook cutting Tae's word right away. "Don't mix it up but I think Lisa is still in love with her ex-lover in the past."

"Who?"

"She will never mention the name."

"I can find the name if you want to." And Jungkook looking at his hyung with all the hope in his heart but then he sighs.

"It's going to be complicated hyung."

"Just say."

"She was in a trauma, and it caused by him."

"Then how you dare to think that she is still in love with the bastard?"

"Because no matter I ask for the name she will always dodge it away. She protects him."

"Or not."

"Or not?" Jungkook now step closer to the Taehyung.

"He must be this powerful that Lisa don't want you to cross path with this man." Jungkook seems thinking the idea seriously. "Because if you ask me what Lisa is, that is Lisa. The one who will put herself in front of the bullet for someone she loves." Jungkook stay still on his spot thinking about the possibility of who is the man. "And all I know is she loves you."

Jungkook watching his hyung seriously, Taehyung is right. Lisa must leave him before to make his life better in her version. Because he can sense that the work was getting easier when she left. If that's the case, he should know what's going on, he will never forgive himself if she sacrifices herself only for his life. Not for theirs.

"I'll find the name, soon." Taehyung needs no final instruction just by watching his dongsaeng face.

"Thank you hyung."

"It's nothing, bro."

"And sorry." Taehyung furrows his brows listen on the words. "I've been so tense to you about Lisa."

"I know. It's fine. You love her, that's why." Taehyung then smiling while patting Jungkook's shoulder lightly. "Just be happy, our Kookie."

"Do I miss something important?" both Taehyung and Jungkook change the atmosphere quickly when the curious Jimin approaching them.

"Not your business."

"You ungrateful creature." Cursed Jimin running over Taehyung while Jungkook laughing at them walking to the crowded hall. Smiling here and there when someone greet him.

"A.. A.." the sounds of the mic can be heard took all the attention. Jisoo was standing at the higher place, smiling at the people. "Good evening, everyone, Kim Jisoo here says thank for the time you give us to attend the party, the birthday party of the king for the night Jeon Jungkook." Everyone clasping their hand. "And I hope you'll have a great party tonight with us. Before we set the party on fire can I ask the king to come?" and Jungkook shyly walk toward the stage, standing awkwardly beside Jisoo.

Lisa was standing alone near the table full of food, Rose is still busy and promise to come in five minutes. She was smiling looking Jisoo who's teasing Jungkook nonstop in front of everyone.

"I feel great to have this wonderful life. God and my family must love me this much to make my life like in heaven. Having a good job, good friends." Taehyung and Jimin cheering from the other side make everyone chuckled. "And good woman. The best woman in my life." And everyone uwu ing his words with a shy smile. "Never had I thought I will be this blessed, and I am happy right now." His eyes were sets on her nonstop. "Thank you to make me happy." Lisa's heart burst in a thousand piece, in joy. "Thank you to stay, to ease the pain in me." She bits her lips. "Thank you to be my painkiller." "This year I will tell you that I will step on the new road where I choose with my full awareness of......"

"It's fun right?" Lisa's attention averted toward someone who just stand beside her, looking like a grim reaper she is. "Manoban."

"Jen."

"Unnie, you used to call me unnie." Jennie then looking at her back, with a smirk on her face. "We used to be friend."

"You don't do friend."

"At least you should thank me to wake you up that day." Jennie arrogantly looking at the stage, watching Jungkook who is now singing a song with his golden voice. And Lisa won't ever forget that. When Jennie's word affects her consciousness, forcing her to wake up.

'You should wake up, Lalice. It won't be fun if you just die like this. Wake up, and I'll show you something big.'

"I don't think it would work but it did." Jennie chuckled and Lisa remain silent. "Why'd you take everything for me?" Lisa won't bring herself to answer that. She felt dirty. "Never mind, anyway." Jennie won't wait for her response. "I'll take them back from you."

"What do you want Jen?" Lisa fuming in anger as she darted that angry gaze at Jennie. "I just take what you throw."

"I never throw Kai."

"Then take him with you, tied him." The tense so thick as they are looking at each other. "I don't want him."

"But he only wants you, I don't even know what he sees in you." Jen calmly said even though she felt heart broken in each of her words. "I love him and why it has to be you." Her eyes were glossy, and Lisa won't dare to see a Kim Jennie crying. Deep down inside of her still care of her friend. "And I can't be the only one to be hurt."

"Jen, you don't have to do anything bad for someone like him. He is no good for anyone." Jennie just staring at Lisa while smirking.

"Love can make you do anything." Lisa's heart clenched as she looks at the tears that fallen on Jennie's cheeks. "And I'll try to not seek it from Kai anymore." And Lisa successfully taken aback by that. "I regret to throw Jungkook all this time."

Their attention then back to Jungkook who's smiling at Lisa, he can't see Jennie from that angle. Not knowing what's happening, not knowing that Lisa's heart just felt to the ground, praying repeatedly that nothing can tore them apart.

"He is adorable, so warm with that smile, that eyes looking at me lovingly, it used to be like that." Jennie keeps on saying. "I'll learn to love him. To give him back everything he deserves to get."

I'll do that, Jen.

"I don't think that I can talk to him with all the friends around." Lisa still watching her other half smiling at her. "Can you pass the message to him?"

Lisa won't look at Jennie.

"Just this one, and if he refuses to get back with me, I'll go." Lisa's heart just won't buy what's Jen's said. Jen, never failed to make anyone agree with her.

"Lisa- will you?"