She has nothing in her mind rather than running away as fast as she can, afraid that Kai will change his mind even before she steps out from his house. She left everything in his place, and with tear still running shamelessly, make the driver of the cab numerous times checking her from the rare mirror.

She had no money, so she bows apologetically while giving him her Bulgari watch as the payment before running toward her unit. Knocking the door repeatedly, she just hopes that Jungkook wont freak out thinking that there may be a robber try to break in inside their place.

Hands running cold, messy hair, thin fabric of sleeping gown and with bare foot she stood there waiting. Praying.

And she totally forget how to breath when the door opened showing the confused Jungkook, complete with the dark circle under his eyes. He looks shock but its not remain long when his hand immediately reaching her hips leading her into his embrace. A hug that a little tighter than they usually shared.

No words coming out, they are just crying together while still hugging, sobbing letting out their pain to go away.

That night, they both re alive.
--

She open her eyes when she felt something touching her bare back bone. Felt tickled she snap her head to see a smiley face of Jeon Jungkook watching her with an admiration in his eyes.

The warm smile thats so addicting, is there. And she can hear her own hearbeat just right there. His finger tip feel so soft touching her skin, its cold but she is damn like it.

"Hmm?" She asked with her broken voice a bit confused.

"Good morning, baby." He took her hand and bring it on his lips to touch them while closing his eyes. She is blushing by the sweet little action, her ear is ringing with excitement and happiness. She felt giddy just like a teenage facing their first ever love.

"Morning." She said and then smiling awkwardly. Confused. And he knew her more than what she tought so he just stating whats on her mind.

"You fall asleep last night, so I brought you here."

"Oh.. thanks." She nods and just now smile genuinely, looking at the god's face. God, she missed the moment like this.

"Can we have breakfast right now?" He interrupt her thought and she focused on him again. "As much as I love to see you have a good rest, you need breakfast, or lunch specifically." He teased looking at his rolex watch and it clicking something in her mind.

"What time is it now oppa?" She jolt immediately.

--
"So you said you and Jungkook already met?" Ask Rose to Lisa, they accidentally meet when Lisa had lunch with collegas. Rose was so intimidating dagger hard glare at Lisa until Lisa hug her and tell her that she slept with Jungkook last night.

The angry Rose just transform into a pink soft cotton candy just like that.

"Yeah. I did."

"Gosh, its relieved. Dont do that anymore. Pinky promise." Said Rose and Lisa immediately reaching for Rose's little finger to take that promise. She confidentially smiling at Rose. "So, you've clearing out the mess that for me still ridiculous?"

"No. We haven't talk yet."

"What do you mean?" She asked shockingly.

"I was late when we woke me. So, I just went straight to my office."

"How could you?" Rose hitting the poor Lisa on her thigh make she yelp in pain. "Jungkook must feel confuse now."

"No worry, Rose. I'll make it up tonight."

"You better do."

"I will. I promise, remember."

"So dont leave anymore." Rose state make the silence atmosphere between them. Hand reaching for Lisa's slowly. "I wont bear to see Jungkook breaking apart like that anymore, while you also destroying yourself." She spoke lightly with so much emotion in them.  "I know love was complicated, but it's never this hard. You always rejecting him, throwing him like a ball, you make his hyungs questioning your feeling. Let alone about Jimin oppa."

"I'll try my best; I don't want to leave this time." Lisa said tearing. "I want to be with Jungkook no matter what people might say. He loves me. And its enough."

"Yeah, thats my bitch." And they are laughing while tearing. Well, womans are weird.

"I've through a lot, I just make deal with the devil to be with Jungkook." Lisa softly said as they are calming down, sipping their frap calmly. "I just wish that we wont hurting each other again."

"Do you know the final of Jungkook's divorcement is in 2 weeks?"

--
Lisa arrived early just to make sure she had enough time to make good foods for the dinner. But when she opens the door, she was welcomed with a really good smell of food, make her walking toward the kitchen in a rush to find Jungkook, standing right in front of the fridge doing his things skillfully.

He wears his home attire, but it looks fancy somehow on him. Don't forget about the white t-shirt he puts on his body, its ridiculously sexy. She admires the view for the next minute, watching how his perfect posture kills the cooking like it was that easy to do.

"I'm home." She said finally when he finishes with the fridge, side looking he smile ear to ear bring the pink tint on her cheeks. God, he is so handsome, god really took time to create him.

"Welcome, baby." He then gesturing her to come at him, what she immediately do. Put the sets on the pantry he reach her for a hug and a small peck at the edge of her lips. "You are early." He said as he bring her up to sit on the counter with a little yelp from her mouth. "I dont even finish with the decoration." He states tidying the little hair on her forehead. Such a lovely gesture.

"I am supposed to cook." She said smiling. "But .." she said looking around the stuff around the kitchen. "Are we having weakly meeting with the guys?"

"Just us." He shakes his head.

"Us?" She ask dumbfoundly.

"Us. Yes." He smiles as he look at her confuse one. "You and me." And its a clue for the blush to appear on her cheeks again. Bitting her lips she is trembling when his hand touched the side of her thigh. Feeling the electricity. "Won't you shower and wear something comfy before I lost my control?" He groans as he begins to kiss her earlobe seductively.

"Euhmmm..." her hand was holding the side of the counter for a support. "Nice idea."

"Good." He said and pulled himself forcefully before looking her leaving inside their shared bedroom.

--
The dinner was awkward for Lisa, Jeon Jungkook just behaving very well, romantically well. He did everything for her, cooking, setting the table, cutting the meat for her too, put some candle, and even there is a wine for them.

For the past few days, she is only in pain, praying that she can erase Jungkook from her life and just start to accept Kai as the part of her life.

And now Jungkook, the person she loves the most sat in front of her with a smile on and looking at her with his sparkling eyes. It just too good to be happen.

"Don't you need to ask something to me?" She asked breaking the silence between their dinner. Jungkook looking up, his bambi eyes watching her saddened eyes, left the ice cream untouched to focus on her.

"Asking what?" he ask with a calm tone.

"Like, anything for the past days." she said with a tiny voice. Jungkook said nothing but watching her nervous face, and then sighing, closing his eyes before finally uttering his words.

"Then will you answer if I ask you where, and with who you spent that time when you were away?" his words so calm, but the effect was so strong for her to be stunned, mouth closed tight. Jungkook knows. He knows that no matter what Lisa do, her love will hide the man with no name, hiding him safe for Jungkook to not make any deal to protect her.

Lisa won't let Jungkook to break her shield.

"Then don't ask me to ask you anything anymore." he said after a minute of silence between them with the tone thick with a knowing disappointment feeling in it. "I won't force you, baby. If you keen on protecting him, I don't know what he had that make you always run to him, but the fact that you are here now is more important to me." her breath was sharp as she heard his words flowing effortlessly while he smiles, when in fact it stabs her like a thousand knife. "Name me a pathetic man, I am for you."

"Jungkook oppa.." she felt uneasy for that.

"I don't understand you, but I'll try my best to make you happy, to fill you with colours. I am going to be the filter for your future." he hold her hand gently, giving her a gentle massage. "I'll make you love me more, that you'll slowly looking away from that man and focus on me."

Just don't cut me deep, Jeon Jungkook oppa.