"Bobby, can you come? I think Lisa needs you to wake up."

That's the first thing he said to me on the phone that makes me instantly fly to where she is with no doubt.

It took all of my will to not found the Kim Kai and kill him that time when I saw Lisa was lying unconscious, no one tell me that Kim Kai causing all of this, but I just know it. My feeling told me. I can see how worried Jungkook, sat straightly beside her bed tirelessly. The frustration just so clear in his eyes, make me wanted to tell him everything but I just know that it's against Lisa's will.

I wait with him for days, until one day she woke up, and it feel strange for me. The Lisa that woke up that day, that's the different Lisa.

She is hiding something, and I don't know what that is.

Plus, she ignores Jungkook's presence. For the longest I know, they are in a good relationship that I complained at Lisa because she begins to neglect me. But look what happen right now, Lisa with her poker face not responding to everything Jungkook say, can only depending on me and I feel bad for the guy.

"You should speak up, Lice! You know that your attitude will only hurting both of you." I state when I sat beside her, Jungkook went to his company since he has meeting, so I have time to persuading Lisa to open up. "Who did that? What's his name Lisa?"

"Nothing happens, Bob."

"Just say his name, please say his name. I just need you to say his name." I exploded in front of her. "I saw the cctv record in your office." And that she looks at me startled. "I knew everything, but I just want you to say his name so I could go there and kill him."

"You won't. You can't." She states sternly.

"Why are you always blinded with your feeling? Lisa, you don't love him anymore." I am so done with her feeling. She only confuses about her feeling, that Kai is manipulating her, get her thinking that she can't love anyone but him.

"It's not about him, it's not about Kai. So don't, please don't do anything." She began to cry make my heart clenched. "I don't love him, I know it, Bobby." She wipes her tears as her red eyes looking at me. "Jungkook, I don't want him to touch Jungkook."

"With hurting Jungkook by yourself?"

--

He just arrives from sending Bobby to the airport, he was soulless the last time I saw him, now he has frown all over his face, kind of mad. But why? Did Bobby say something to him?

"I guess we'll leave since Jungkook arrive." Said Rose, by the look I knew that she felt uncomfortable with Jungkook's dark aura. So does Jisoo unnie.

"Let's meet up some other time, how about we go to sauna together?" suggest Jisoo unnie as she prepare herself to go. I smile and nod watching at Rose who look awesomely interested, knowing that the place has so many variants of food. Food and Rose will never be not related. "Until then, be good. Okay." Jisoo unnie patting my head lightly before winking.

"And heal Jungkook's mood." Rose whispering on my ears as her brows goes up and down make me blush. "Jungkook, we'll be leaving."

"Hmmm... thanks." He said shortly while trying to make a tiny smile. The bid goodbye and once the door closed, the atmosphere just so awkward that mosquito will die if they try to be around me and Jungkook right now.

I look at his back, his broad back that I really want to hug, I miss his warm. But no matter how I try to reach him for my dear life, my brain will not be letting me, and it hurts me. My heart wants him for me, and my brain want him just to be safe. I keep on thinking on what Kai say, that he'll make Jungkook's life feels like hell, and I know Kai is a man for his word.

And Jungkook's safety is a number one on MY list.

If he's safe, with or without me, he'll be okay. Jin oppa will work on his cure again, his friends will try to make him better. And he will meet new people who will make his life more alive. He'll meet a person, and he'll be in love again.

It hurts, but that's what I should face.

I am not his universe. I can make him painless, but I will destroy his everything.

I blink as I try to hold the tears, inhaling a sharp breath make him look at me, worried, I guess. Our eyes meet, and his eyes really make me want to hug him. God. Why is this so hard for me?

"Have you eaten?" finally, after 7 days of muted toward him, I speak to him again and its kind a make him startled. He looks so lost, and I feel bad for that. "Me and unnies make some chicken wings, that if you want to try it." I hesitantly saying again as he blinks one more time and nod repeatedly. Awkwardness really thick that I feel like burdened. "Come!" I said as I walk to the kitchen. Moving to the pantries when a sudden movement make me breathless.

"Thank you." He breathlessly saying as his hand circling my hips, head sniffling the crook of my neck. "Thank you, baby. Thank you." I just do nothing but listening on his sweet word. "I love you, Lily." I wait till he calm himself until my hand took his, turning my body to face him, taking his face on my hand, looking at how messy his beautiful features crying like that.

"You look awesome." I make him chuckled, and he hugs me again. "Crying mess don't have mercy to a handsome guy too." He begins to laugh at my comment. "You are lucky I love you."

--

"How's the sauna?" he asks from the bed as he is typing on his laptop, head leaning on the headboard.

"It feels good. Rose eats 3 ramyun and some dishes."

"No way." He commented again, amazed. "How many do you eat, baby?" Lisa got silent from the bathroom. "Baby. Should I check your credit card?" he said half teasing.

"Why are you so mean, oppa!" she whined from the bathroom once again make him chuckled.

"Come here baby! What are you doing so long in there?" tease Jungkook. "At least let me check your belly."

"No, you can't. I just have one cup of ramyun, eat mandu, teobokki, 2 eggs and-"

"That's awesome baby."

"Talk one more time, you are not allowed to sleep there." Jungkook instantly saying nothing, he just reading the document on his laptop. "Are you still working?" Jungkook was about to answer when he looks up to assume that the woman already out from the bathroom, but his mouth was left wide open at the sight. "What?" ask the woman innocently, walking toward the drawer and took the comb to combing her bangs.

"What are you we-wearing, baby?" ask Jungkook hardly couldn't blinking. Gulping so hard when she looks at him batting her eyelashes.

"A lingerie." She mindlessly said, not knowing that Jungkook already had war with his inner beast. "Bobby bought this for me, and I find it good on me. Don't you think so?" she shows her body, which is now hugged by the black lingerie that show him her cleavage, belly button and enough cheek ass to the toe. The color was so contrast with her pale skin, and she looks glowing like that.

"Why'd Bobby bought that for you?" but that thought disturb a good view that he sees right now. "I mean how'd he knew your size?"

"We are friend since long time ago, so how can't he know my size?"

"He never touches your-"

"Jeon Jungkook!" she whines at his word. "Can't you just see me and forget that wild question? Why did it so hard to pleasuring you?" she sigh and begin to show frown make him jump as he put his laptop on the drawer and then kneeling in front of her.

"I'm sorry, okay baby I am sorry." He took her hands and kiss it.

"I don't like the way you never put your belief in me and Bobby." She said angrily. "Bobby has always been there even when I don't meet you yet, he is an important element in my life. The one who protect me in all cost. The one who never hesitate to stand in front of me even if its mean that the bullet will hit his headfirst."

"Lisa, baby."

"If you ready to have me, you need to be ready to receive everything about me."

"I know I am sorry."

"You know, I hate you, just, sleep on the couch!" his eyes go so big that it looks like will popped out.

"Baby, let's just forget about that." He plead with his puppy eyes. "Look at you!" he then pointing to her head to toe in awe. "It such a waste if I should be apart from you." She thinks for a while, and then glaring at him again. "You look beautiful." He put his hand on her exposed thigh, begin to move his hand up and down. "And I miss you so much."

She had goose bum in an instant as the ticklish feeling growing in her belly.

"Oppa." She whines as his hand move to her hips, he then lifting her body effortlessly as he takes a sit on her previous chair and put her on his laps, their eyes meet for seconds till Jungkook begin to kiss her like a hungry devil. "Mmmhhhh." Her hand moved to circling around his neck. Her body jerked before they both lost in a hot sex.

She cried between his thrust, pleasured and hurtled at the same time.

Feel so good for the way he wrecks, filling her to the brim. And hurtled knowing that it will be her last.

To have him this way.

--

"Miss. Manoban!" her PA just call her by the phone as she checks on some file.

"Yes, what's going on?"

"There is a guest want to meet you, miss." Lisa frown and sighing, feel so tired to face anyone.

"You said I don't have schedule for meeting today." She waits after she answer the call, and her heart skip the beat when another voice answering her.

"It's me, doll."

She tried to stay calm as Kim Kai, sat on the sofa as Lisa sat on her chair, still working. Kim Kai does nothing as he is entering her office, just sat quietly watching every of her move, and she never complain. She is so done when it's been 30 minutes without anyone talking.

She looks up from the file and looking back at Kai. He smiles at her, sweetly.

"You good?"

"Why?"

"Your possessive bodyguard, that Bobby told me about your condition 3 weeks ago." Lisa only stare at him emotionless. "I am sorry, Lis." And it took her by surprise hearing what he says. "I should have been more patient to you. I just, don't, want to lose you again." He speaks as he shakes his head. He looks genuine.

"I am fine." She said in the end before looking back at her blank laptop.

But my heart isn't.

--

"It's pleasure to see you again, Lis." Jin smiles genuinely as he gives her a slight huge when he just arrived at the restaurant. This morning, he got text from Lisa, asking to had lunch together and who he is to ignore her.

"Pleasure to see your gorgeous face, oppa." he chuckled as her remarks, she knows how to take someone's heart. He had been so narcistic since before, and her attitude makes him happy.

"The way you praise me just remind me of Jungkook when he needs something from me." he jokes but then Lisa only smiles widely at his word. Maybe, she just got the habit from Jungkook. "So have you ordering something?"

Their lunch went smoothly, aside of Jungkook who keep on calling Lisa make the said girl rolling her eyes numerous times, and in the end, she turns off her handphone.

"Woah, you are so mean ignoring my dongsaeng like that." Jin pointed at her still chuckled. 

"He won't stop whining if I let him know what I do right now, with you."

"Don't make at fault, I feel like another man." she laugh at his remark.

"But oppa I have something to give you?" she then took something from her bag.

"Don't propose to me, you know my heart already trapped for the witch called Kim Jisoo. But what is t-" his laugh disappear as his serious face just make a comeback. Looking the box, she gave him. 

"New formula, I found the harming side of your previous medicine for Jungkook." she said interested. "I call my friends, and discuss with them and then this thing made, it's saved, and been tested in State." he is loss of word watching the medicine and the paper inside the box. "The formula, I wrote it down for you to make when the pill-"

"Where will you go?"

"What?" she asks as Jin look at her in a slight madness.

"Jungkook is so fine with you, he looks normal just like in the past, and why'd you are so noisy about the pill." Jin hardening his jaw as his hand put the box on the table. Close it back. "You won't try to disappear right?"

--

"Is it a bad day?" ask Lisa as Jungkook sat on the sofa beside him, still on his work attire, just want a warm hug before goes to take bath.

"Just a tiring day." answer the said man. "Luckily I have you here, baby." he then smile while snuggling his head on her neck even more. "It's like I low of battery, and you are the place where I can charge my energy." she smiles at his word. "I must had saved a country in my previous life to have you here right now with me."

He takes a peek on her and peck her cheek make her smile even wider. 

"Don't leave me."