"You looks happier." Jieun smiling as she said that word toward Lisa who just play with the little baby in the crib.

It's on their way back home, Lisa and Jungkook when Jieun's message received saying that she already gave birth that morning. And without thinking much the two of them rushing toward the hospital where Jieun in, as soon as they step their foot in Seoul.

Lisa is so happy. Watching how beautiful Jieun's daughter sleeping in her crib, tumb inside her mouth as the baby keeps smiling. The baby must be so happy delivered into the world. Carrying all the happiness that is painted on Jieun's and Jinyoung's face.

"I am happy that you already have a perfect family, Jieun unnie." Replied Lisa really wanted to squish the baby cheeks and kiss them.

"No. Its not that Lisa." Jieun's word catch her attention make her look at the newly mommy furrowing her brows. "Jungkook, he makes you happier." And her heart clenched as the sad smile forming on her lips. "What is that?" Ask Jieun too sensitive toward Lisa's change of mood.

The younger shaking her head and look down at the baby.

"I am happy." She murmured. "And I wish I can make him happy too."

"He looks happy."

"No. He is stressed, he has problems behind that smile. And I can't help him." She softly speaks, holding her tears. Jieun come forward to take Lisa's hand and gave her a light squish to assure the younger.

"He had to sacrifice everything only to have me by his side, the divorcement, he has to lose the one he loves, Kim Jennie, only for me." Her voice cracked. "Even it's not all the problem here, he had to take the blame if Kim corporation which is finally fall. And even if it's all passed, there will be peoples to judge him, to have another woman, me, his wife's friend. Unnie tell me was there anything which won't be destroyed after I touch them?"

"Lisa, you have to focus on whom you wanted to be favored. Is that the people who will judge you and Jungkook? Or is that Kim Jennie who you already know her intention? Or to Jeon Jungkook or is that for yourself?" Jieun hugs the younger lovingly. Try to calm the younger who just had a hiccup.

"I don't know."

"If I were you, I will choose myself before anyone." Comment the older. "To chase your own happiness is not an egoistic act, that's your right as a human being." Lisa begins to be calmed bit by bit. "What does your heart want?" Ask Jieun once again that is welcomed by silences. "Lis!"

"To be happy with Jungkook."

"Then it is." The older grab Lisa's shoulder, and make her face to face, wiping the tears away. "Then be happy with Jungkook."

--
"You look happy today." Lisa jump from her chair as soon as her ass settled on it.

It just 8 in the morning, her first morning after ending her trip, and she just arrived all smiling entering her own office with an uninvited guest sat on the sofa crossing his leg while eyes boring on her feature.

"K-Kai." She stuttered as the man raising from the sofa and walk toward her place.

"What is it with all the mood swing? You look happy just a while ago and now your face look pale." He almost caressing her cheeks but her hand fast enough to dodge that hand away.

"What you need visitting my office early in the morning?" Ask Lisa rudely, feel nervous on what's the man intention come suddenly. Its like a storm after a quiet day. Something she scared for in her life.

"Just missing you, 3 weeks, where were you go that long?"

"Do I have obligation to tell you what and where I am?"

"Yes. You do." Lisa chuckled circling the table try to avoid the constant contact with the man.

"You better grab yourself together and see clearly Kim Kai, we are over, since -since long ago I dont even remember when was that." She bravely saying stand near the door. And Kim Kai still stand beside her table, smirking.

"And dont you remember that I tell you that you'll be mine so soon?"

"Dont dream too high, Kai. Its so hard to move on once you fall. And who the fuck let you get inside my office." She was about to open the door and scolding her PA when Kai's word stop her in her tract instantly.

"You too, please wake up. Jungkook is not the one for you." She clenched her fist tightly as her heart cleched too. "He has who he loves right now."

"He loves me."

"Ahahahaha.." and Kim Kai just laugh like that make her frowning. "Stop lying to yourself, doll. I can see you this clear that you yourself even doubt his feeling for you."

"Dont talk like you know me."

"I knew you, Lalice. I knew you more than yourself."

"I am not the same Lalice who was falling for your trap in the past- no. Let go of me!" She try herself to freeing her body from Kai's hug.

"Look at me, Lisa. This is me." Force Kai while still hugging Lisa tightly. "I am the Kai you love."

"I dont love a monster like you." Lisa scream out loud and hard knock can be heard from the door of her office. "Yeri, help me! Call the po-"

Her words engulfed whole when suddenly Kai took the chance to kiss her lips. Lisa is panicking and with her hand try to reach for anything to stop him. And yes, she got it. With all of her might she grip his neck harshly, sticking her long nails on his neck hardly.

She is panicking more when Kai trusting his tongue inside of her mouth, and try another angle to kiss her. To suck her. She hardly took out her nails and she knows some of them broken as the sting felt. And just about to scratching his face with one hand he took her hands. Hurriedly he tackles her foot and both of them fall to the cold floor.

Almost lost her shit as oxygen can't she inhale; he finally ends the kiss. He finally looking at her teary eyes, red face and bleeding lips. But he wont care as long as he tought that she will be his.

"Leave him. Or I'll destroy him to the root." He said between his raging breath. "I'll exposing what Jennie did to him, the sickness of his, also what happen between him and his wife's friend."

"You are monster." Lisa said between her sob.

"I will be anything to take you back."

"You wont dare to do that."

"And why is that?"

"Because you love Jen unnie."

"I never love her, doll. I love you, only you. I know I did something wrong in the past just to full filling my ego. And I learn enough now. I want you back."

"If you did that, you'll only hurt me. You'll have me back but not more than my body." She speaks even softer as the headache came. "Because I'll hate you to my bone if you hurt Jungkook."

"What's good of that man, Lice? He can't even choose."

"He chooses me."

"Not yet. Not yet, doll. I guarantee you he will never divorcing Kim Jennie. Not even for you."

"You wrong. You wrong!" She screams loudly like a lunatic. "Go away. Go away and tell people everything, I don't care. All I know that I'll be happy with him, and he'll be happy with me."

"That man won't know what's enough is."

"Like you?"

"Yeah, like me." Kai kisses her temple tenderly and look at the orbs lovingly. "In the end only, me could make you feel alive. In the end only me could accepting you for whoever you are. In the end only me you have. Only me."

Lisa try to composing her self, try to control the tremble her, the heart acher her, the angry her.

"Look at me, you'll know who will stand when noone stay for you." Smugly Kai pointing at his chest.

"Your words wont do anything to me anymore." Lisa said bravely.

"I'll destroy him if you keep on choosing him. Take my word!"

--
"Hyung, I am in the middle of meeting." Say Jungkook to the phone on his left ear. "Its better be important."

"Come to the hospital!" The stern voice across the line can be heard make him hissing.

"I told you I'll come for a therapy tomor-"

"Lisa, I cant wake her up." His heart fall to the ground as his phone slipped  from his grip. "We nearly lost her." His breath hitched. "Come!"

--
"This feels like a dream, right, Kai?

I wish that I will wake up and never sleep anymore."