"Was it always being like this, hyung?" Jungkook said as he sat beside Jin watching Lisa does her therapy. Dr. Im was inside the therapy room, and Lisa laying unconsciously on the bed with wired connected with her body. Once in a while her body jolted, and it makes Jungkook bites his lips hard wanted to stop whatever that hurt her right there in front of his eyes. But that's the part of the medical instruction, for her better life, maybe for their better life.

"Once it got worse, I even broke the door to get her consciousness back." Jungkook snaps his head toward his Hyung and feel aches inside his chest. "She is in pain, Kook." He looks at the transparent wall again watching Dr. Im murmuring some instructions. "You are in pain, but there is another side of you who is still adoring, wondering if you can stay longer for a better life." Jin sighing frustrated. "While her mental is already done. She doesn't want to live happily, hesitate to feel anymore."

"As if something or someone locked her thought, that she felt she can't find another way out."

Dr. Im finished with her instruction and turning off the machine for the therapy, and her eyes catching Jin's stare and then giving the male doctor a sigh of frustration.

"She is living in a spell when she was awake, and really really conscious when she was asleep like that." Jin pointed out at the direction of the sleeping Lisa while Dr. Im injecting something. "Maybe that's why she doesn't want to be awake, only on that state she can be free."

-

"What was Dr.Im told you?" ask Jungkook as he drive them back toward the unit.

"She said it gets better now." She smiles genuinely and it makes him relieved, a little. Because he can't erase Jin's statement.

I am afraid she will choose to not awake anymore.
She tried it twice now, the last time, we almost lost her.

"Jung oppa!"

"Huh?" he said abruptly after Lisa touch his hand because he was so into his thought. She looks at her curious.

"What's going on?" she looks serious, but he can't just say what he thought. He should make her wanted to be alive, to be happy, to show her that her past only the past that should she leave and begin the new one with him, the better one, the best one even if that's possible.

"No." he spoke shortly after long pause. And she pouts.

"You know what you said, Jung oppa. Be honest was the key." She said again with the long face. And it's enough for him to face the angry Lisa. So, he decides to talk again.

"It must be painful." He said without looking at her, focus on the road. "The therapy." He spoke again and it makes the woman beside him shaking her head. "I should have been there to accompany you since the first place." She smiles bitterly while looking down her lap. "Sorry, baby." He slowly taking her hand with his free one, giving them a slight touch, a shooting calming feeling filling her soul and she is happy.

"Just be there, coming home to me-"she smiles and playing with his hand shyly she spoke. "Be exist and be healthy, happy, you... Jeon Jungkook oppa, already make me feel better." He is so emotional but, her simple word, to put anyone before herself, he feels pain in his chest knowing that the one having such a beautiful soul like Lisa should be in that state. Heart full of bruise.

She knew him, she understands him, she rarely asking for more from their relationship. And, what he knows about her?

A big nothing.

He doesn't know what kind of pain she endures until it makes her in pain, in such a terrible pain. And he doesn't even know what's make her like that.

"Raped." But his heart stopping its beat once that word come out of nowhere from her mouth like a bullet.

Taking his breath away.

And horn could be heard, shouting at them as if they scold Jungkook for suddenly stopping the car in the middle of the highway. One of the cars even bumping on their car. But Jungkook stay still with his wide eyes open, still holding his breath. While Lisa almost screaming because of the impact.

"Op-"

"Say it once again." Jungkook gritted his teeth. He is angry.

"Which one?" she asked innocently, scared of the darkened eyes that is now watching her like a predator.

"That." He spoke again as his breath constricted in his throat. "No." then he said again looking away. "I must have too tired that I was hallucinating about-" He looks down as the tear coming out shamelessly, and she can do nothing but watching him breaking down there.

Be honest.

"Someone I love, he, raped me."