"I'm home." He whispers on her ears lightly and chuckled, back hugging her frame when he feels her startled and about to let the spoon fall.

"Urgh... oppa!" Lisa whines rolling her eyes while letting her head fall on his shoulder.

"You are so cute when you cook." He teases her more chuckled still. Don't know why it sounds satisfying to hear his chuckled. "Always focus... and sexy."

"And what?" She asks again raising her tone letting go his embrace to face him. He smiles weakly while pointing on her small dimple with his index finger. And she shook her head before giving him a light peck on both of his cheeks make him smile, satisfied.

"That looks delicious." He take a peep on what she made. Stewed beef and potatos.

"I just try new recipe. You wanna eat now or want to clean up first, hmm?" She speaks at him while circling both of her hand on his neck with a serious face. "But you smells like something so...clean up first." She teased make him immediately distancing their body and begin to sniff on his attire which is so funny for her.

She is just joking around but sure he will buy that. He always want to be perfect. And he doesnt know that he smells like baby, so fresh and sometimes alluring when his feromon works their ass.

"I'll be back after shower." He then takes a step back and running toward their shared room leaving her who is try hard to not laugh at his silliness.

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"How's the taste?" She asks after he eat his first meat curiously. He munches on it and then look up at him with his Bambi eyes.

"Thats sweet and melting on my mouth." He sounds like a judge from one cooking contest. "What will taste not good if you made them, baby." He praises her make her blushing. "Its a blessing from heaven. Never questioning it again."

The dinner went smooth and its the time for sleep already. They changes on their couple pajamas and laying on their bed comfortably. But Jungkook keep on shifting his position again and again make Lisa to stop him.

"Whats wrong oppa?" She ask concerned. But he just shake his head and smiling. Bringing his face closer before pecking her lips.

Sweeter than sweet.

"Work was so hectic." He said shortly pinching the space between his nose. "But thats the life." He chuckled and then looking at the ceiling.

"Just that?" She ask again make the man got silence and take a deep breath while closing his eyes. There is something wrong, she knew. But she cant force him, she doesnt know how to make him speak up. Thats what always frustrating her. "Okay." She finally said, disappointed while getting up from the bed. Finding fresh air. "You sleep first, I am gonna take water."

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Useless.

Thats the thing I always tell my self. I know our relationship just make him in a hard state. It will make him look bad if people know and I decide to be ignorant as long as I am happy with him.

Every time I saw people dating normally, I feel jealous, I can't get proper dating without going somewhere far so peoples around us won't know.

This relationship is scandalous. And it hurts me. I want more and more; I don't know how to stop wanting him whole for me. Thats why I am afraid to love someone, I'll be this so into that love. And got hurt easily.

This fragile self of me, always got hurt easily.

"You'll catch cold." He startled me with his hot breath on my almost freezing shoulder, his warm hand circling my hips warming my back with his body. Not my heart.

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"My new resort in Busan already done. I am just asking guys, if you wanna spend time for 2 or 3 days holiday." Said Namjoon calmly after we finish eating, looking around his friends which is sit comfortably surrounding the table of Jin's restaurant.

"Busan is good. I love beach there." Jisoo commented at what Namjoon offered.

"Jin hyung, how about you?" Namjoon ask the eldest.

"Why you ask me first everytime you wanted to do trip?" He commented half whining.

"Because your schedule hyung. Everyone can play their schedule freely but you. Gosh." Namjoon starts to be impatient. Whining.

"Ooppss. I don't mind. I can submit 3 days holiday." Jin then saying make everyone clapping happily. "But seriously we need to ask Jungkook out of everyone."

"Why?" Ask Rosé curious watching Jungkook who look at his plate blankly.

"I heard from auntie and uncle that Kim's company nearly falling again. Like seriously can Jennie manage them without you Kook? I begin to worried if she really wanted to save her family or not." Everyone nodding their head feel annoyed, while Jungkook take a deep breath. "She always messing with everything because she knew you'll save her."

I'll divorce Jennie as soon as the company stable.

Everyone might annoyed, Jungkook migh be tored but there is a heart that hurted deeply. Listening on what Jin said really crumbling her hope which is so high in the sky.

Jungkook will never leave Jennie.

"Thats why he should come with us. He needs an escape time, right Kook?" Hoseok cheerfully commented but Jungkook can only sighing.

"Man, if you know how mess it is, you'll never say that. I even wonder how Jungkook can stay alive till now." Jin commented again and then smiling at Jungkook. "All thanks to Miss Manoban."

He raised his glass and make a toss with everyone while Lisa can only smile awkwardly. Not knowing how to be happy or sad instead.

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"I don't know that it will be that cruel." Said Jimin when he was with Jungkook at the balcony of the VIP room of Jin's restaurant. After such long conversation together, they decide to take 2 days' vacation, and Jimin immediately dragging Jungkook to the balcony as soon as their conversation ended.

"Bussiness always like that hyung." Commented Jungkook take a sip of his glass.

"You sure she didn't do that intentionally?" Jungkook frowns and then straightened his back.

"Spill it."

"She knew what's her impact to you. She knew what's her company means to you." Jimin said looking at Jungkook. "And I guess she now begin to afraid to lose you after you tell her that the divorce will be submitted soon."

"Playing with her own company will destroying herself."

"Thats why she did that, Kook. She knew who will run miles to save her." Jimin explain whats inside his brain calmly. "You." He then pointed at Jungkook's chest. "And I am afraid that you'll be drowned between two womans, hurting Lisa who risked everything for you."

"I won't hurt-"

"I knew you, Kook. You'll run to Jennie. You'll hurt Lisa." Jimin cut him off. "You ask Lisa to wait for you? She probably can do that now, but the main question is, for how long."

"I don't know." Jungkook then startling Jimin by crushing his fist with the fence hardly, frustrated. "I- don't- know." Jungkook covering his face with his both hands, feeling his head nearly exploded.

"Okay." Jimin then walking toward Jungkook carefully. Stroking the back of his dongsaeng soothingly. "I knew that you must be so stressful." He speaks up again make the younger humming in agreement. "Fortunately, you have Lisa to release whatever it is..." as if knowing the exact shit Jimin said Jungkook annoyingly yanking his Hyung's hand with frowning face.

"Hyung, stop that." Said Jungkook try to stop whatever his Hyung said.

"Eyyy, you don't need to be ashamed of that. You are a healthy man. And you will need to release your stress away. Where the hell you'll release them huh?" He teasingly move his brows up and down and Jungkook swear that he want to punch the shit out of his hyung's head. "So, I have this multivitamin, it will make you last longer. You can bang her brain out longer till she passed out-"

"What the fuck hyung." Jungkook really smack Jimin's hand and the older winch in pain to receiving that.

"Okay. Okay. I'll stop." It makes Jungkook shakes his head and try to stand comfortably again near the fence. "But how many times you cum in a night."

"Hyung, I swear I'll kick you."

"Oh come on Kook. I just wanted to know that you are okay and really releasing your stress away or not." Jimin then change his expression to be serious one makes Jungkook sigh and look straight toward the balcony. "Yes, you are still alive but you can't lie to me. You are stressed."

"You know hyung, I'll check on Lisa-"

"Don't run!" Said Jimin sternly make Jungkook flinch. "How many times in a week you had sex with Lisa?" Jungkook look flustered and looking here and there.

"I-"

"Thrice?"

"Hyung-"

"Twice?"

"We-"

"Once?" Jungkook stunned for a while then releasing the breath that he holds for a while while shaking his head. "What's that mean?"

"We never did that hyung."

"Why the hell you two never did that?" Jimin seems annoyed at the fact more than Jungkook himself. "You two had live together for like months. You saw her with her entire body and never touch her?"

"We did petting hyung. And once for awhile she gave me blowjob." Jungkook said blushing. "God should we speak about this?"

"Doesn't she wants you, Kook?" He stunned at his spot, and near the almost closed door was Lisa standing awkwardly, sadly eaves dropping all the conversation two did. Her heart clenched but it's her fault. No one to blame but her.

"It's not like that hyung. I mean- I .. I don't know."

"Did that bitch play you?"

"Hyung, she is not like that. She didn't play me. I can guarantee that. Okay. She just- she just need time. She needs time to ajjust to me." One tears falling from her eyes. "She is not in a healthy state."

"Pardon?"

"She has trauma. And I dont want to loose her. I am fine with this hyung. We still can hug and kissing each other. It's fine."

"It won't be enough one day Kook."

"I know. But we will make it. We will find the way to concur it."

"You know that you need that now, Kook."

"No. I don't." He sternly said.