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"I am fine now. I should go. Thank you." I state as I feel my feeling become lighter. We were inside a cottage, I bet it's his property since he easily entering the place. He still hugs me, caressing my hair to my back make me for numerous times groaning in content. As me, on his lap, hiding my entire being in him. From the cruel world.

I was really scared, scared that I might kill someone again. Even though the man still breathing, the memories of my latest and last patient still haunt me. I don't deserve all the happiness in this world and yet everyone smiling at me, they just don't know what I did before.

"Stay still, Lis." He hums at me with his calm voice, and I like that. But I had to stop the things we do now. It's a wrong thing, we already living each of our life without disturbing each other. But damn my panic attack forcing me to take what's he offers, serenity.

"Jen must be angry, she was there, oppa." I see her face hardened when Jungkook took me from restaurant. And I am afraid that something bad will happen to both of people I love.

"She'll understand your situation. And I will talk to her."

"But you kiss me." I cut his words, silencing all the voices inside the room. Mu hearth clenched when Jungkook seems as afraid as me. I knew, that Jungkook will never choose me, standing for over Jen. I am nothing. Right? "Just let me leave, please!"

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"Mrs. Manoban!" I Look up from the documents on the table, fixing MY glasses watching Jieun uncomfortably peeking from the door.

"Yes." I ask her curiously. She seems hesitant while biting her lips. But even before she says a word the door opened perfectly with a surprised Jieun in the background and the cold motionless Jennie entering my office.

Surprised. Thats what I feel even thought I knew that this will happen in no time. But to face it by myself right now really make me nervous. I look at Jieun signing her to leave.

And I look at Jennie who is now looking out the glass window, watching the view from the height of my building, arrogantly, folding her hand in front of her chest.

"What are you with Kai?" I chuckled when she finally said a words. I know she will be mad at me, but I am beyond surprise that the first thing she worried about was a Kai. Not even her husband. She looks at my direction tilting her head, confuse.

"You are coming for a Kim Kai, unnie? Really?" I ask her mockingly from my seat. She furrows her brows and perfectly facing me from the other side of the room.

"I have my prioritize." She said clearly.

"And its not your husband." She is not even answering at my statement.

"What are you with Kai, Lis?" She then asks it again impatiently.

"Why don't you ask him? Why me?"

"Because he won't take my call. He won't coming to our place."

"Our place? Excuse me." I am beyond shocked listening on what she said. "Unnie. How can you?"

"Don't play dumb, you yourself did the exact same thing with Jungkook and I never complain about that."

"We never-"

"He eats your face in front of my eyes shamelessly, not coming back to our hotel till dawn and had hickey on his neck. Don't act innocent you fucking bitch!"

"Of course you'll blame everything at us, at him. But I swear to you we never had any other thing after a kiss. We are just starting it, while you are at the point to live under the same roof as Kim Kai. Don't you know how bad he was, Jen?"

"Even if he fucks your brain I won't complaining-"

"Then why don't you divorce him?"

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"I am home." She heard those beautiful voice from the door, biting her lips, hand midair motioning to taste the soup she made for their dinner.

It's the 2nd day he stayed with her. The 2nd days after the long and tiring fight with Jennie inside her office. Thats the first time Lisa has her guts to talk back at the almighty Jennie, just because she felt its too much for Jennie to not even counting a lovely husband like Jungkook and instead asking about the jerk, Kim Kai.

For a split of second, her heart turning off while her brain taking over her body. She wants him, a man that neglected by his wife. She tells herself that its okay to take him from sorrow. To be his mistress. To break their marriage. She wants him all by herself. She wants Jeon Jungkook.

But then she is just that soft bitch that will never put all the angry words into the action. She immediately regretting her choice, the words she used to hurt Jen. She is happy with Jungkook around, doing sweet things like a real marriage couple, but sometimes she just can't hide her true feeling. She will sob inside the comfort room, or silently cursing herself in her office.

"Baby, you make chicken soup?" Two hand circling her hips, a peck on her neck, and a comfortable warm on her back took her conscious back. She nearly jolts, fortunately Jungkook's strong arm steadying her. "I'll love carrot." He claims happily make her smile and turning her head to face him sideway.

"Just carrot that you love?" She teases him with that naughty smile, and he needs no more time to kiss those lips that keep teasing him with its cherry like color. "Eumm.." she even moans, satisfied at what Jungkook do.

Slowly his hand makes its way to turning off the stove and move her body to completely facing him. He is deepening the kiss, leading their step to the living room and effortlessly took her in his embrace before falling to the comfortable sofa together.

He feels contain. Full and happy. This is the life he always dreaming of. Coming back home with a wide smile woman who cook for him, giving him the comfort and loves he usually had before. From his mother. But he will always frown disliking the fact that the woman he is comfortable with always holding herself, he should understand her state but he just want those perfect life back.

The kiss slowing down and they are smiling at each other, but the man needs more. He attacks her neck and give her butterfly kiss there, with an open mouth kiss, a little bit biting and sucking make her trembling while holding her breath. His hand traveled from the waist to the back of her shoulder, to the neck, and going down again to cherish those sexy ass make her moan even more.

"Oppa~~" She breath out sexily as one hand cupping her clothed breast, gently giving them massages that make her throw her head to the back more, with closed eyes.

But he still needs more. He tries to free her chest from the clothe but it's just too impossible because she wore an apron.

"Fucking yellow apron." He groans frustratedly making Lisa chuckled between her moans. She was about to touch his shoulder to ease him and giving an order to start preparing the dinner when Jungkook fold her knees with his body between them. Harshly moving while his face now facing her again, now chest to chest and eyes to eyes.

She is gulping when the man smirking. His hand stroking her back sending her shiver and a strange sensation between her legs. He looks at her eyes lovingly and slowly kissing her lips again, this once deeper and slower.

"Euhh~" she has no power to stop herself from moaning. "Akh~" her closed eyes now widening in shock, feeling a hard as stone bulge on her center. Her eyes looking for his that's is never leaving her orbs for a second. His eyes darkened with lust and emotion that makes her to denying her uneasy feeling.

"Akh~" she can just moan with a flushed red cheek while eyeing his sexual face. His face was red, so that's how his face looks like when he is horny. Handsome and somehow make her center wet like a pool. "Akh~" she keeps on moaning in every thrust he made between their clothed center part of their body shamelessly. "Eugh... oppa!"

"So good." He groans as he forces her shirt to move aside, eyeing the milky white skin that he hungry for. "Baby, I want to be inside you." He desperately saying and burying his face on her neck. Ashamed that's what clouding his mind now, he wants her, needs her, more than a kiss, more than a make out, and even more than this dry sex. But he also aware that it will only make everything complicated, Lisa is still not over her friendship with his wife, they have no name still and he shamelessly uses her as his sex relieved.

"Eumm.. it must be so goo~d." He can't control his breathing as Lisa's hand touching his butts, making a slight force to deepening his hump to her center. "Tight, wet and ready for me."

It's getting sloppy, and everything feels hot.

"Yes. More~" her words make his thrust got even harder and faster that it took her breath away for a while as her hand holding on his bicep tightly, it feels good for her too. Even thought that vision slightly come and go for a while. "More~"

"Lisa baby, you'll be the death of me one day." He states before stopping his thrust only to put her legs over his shoulder and shifting his knees to put their weight together. He kissed her temple before humping her again.

"God!" She claims as the bulge hits her more clear this time with the new position. Her lungs even barely function, her eyes clouding with tears of joy as she looks up at Jungkook, with her eyes closed, head leaning to the back and an open mouth Jungkook.

Beautiful.

"I will do you good." He said between his thrust. "I'll make you cum over and over."

"Euhhh~ please!"

"Thats my girl, keep on begging baby. You'll be begging ." His dirty talk somehow make her turn on more and more. She curled her toes as something ready to explode from her.

"Jung op-"

"Cum baby." He whispers as he is now opening his eyes to see at how his painkiller will have her climax for the first time because of him. "Cum." He gave her real hard thrust make her whimper and tears are coming down as a load scream escaped from her lips. Her legs trembled and all what she can see was white.

"Op-" she was annoyed at the fact that Jungkook keep on thrusting on her center nonstop.

"One day I'll come inside you, raw and deliciously." He keeps on talking and thrusting even though Lisa is on her high. "I'll cum inside, filling you to the bottom brim. Akh~ baby you make me crazy."

"Euuum~"

"I am close." He hurried his thrust, even more stronger that her body jolted from the sofa slightly in every thrust. "Baby-" he jerks more and more make half of their body hanging from the sofa. She grew interest watching how horny Jungkook is. "Fuck~ I am going to make you not even stand on your feet. Urgh~ Lis, I am going to ruin your body, marking them with my marks. Mine."

Mine. You are mine.
The arrogant Lisa is mine.
Fucking cum for tens time like a slut.
You are my whore.

No.

Not now.

"I'll show the worlds how good I make you feel."

I'll show the world for who's dick this slut will kneel on.

No.

Donta.

The tears are flowing from her eyes as Jungkook cum and hide his face beside her ear. Smiling and feel happy, feel complete.

While Lisa suffering from her anxiety, her fear, her nightmare. Alone. She is not even trembling. She just stoned like a statue. Eyes wide open, jaw clenched and pale lips.

I'll let the world see how you kneel on me.
Hands, heart and legs open for me.
My whore, I'll show them what I get.

No.
Please, no.

Barbie, you are mine.
Only mine.
Noone will touch you.
Your body will keep you for me, only for me.

Help!!!

"Lisa!" It was a loud one, with a shook on her body, but it's not enough. "Lisa baby, look at me!" A small will come and giving her a small power to blink. Even though she can feel the blank and empty feeling inside there. "Please come back to me."

She blinks again as she has that power to breath hardly.

"I am sorry, I wont do that again. Promise. Just come back to me." Those blurry sight can be seen from her vision. "Baby, I love you. Please look at me!" She blinks once and twice, the vision become clear showing her a teary face of Jungkook with a silent whimper worrying her. "Baby, don't leave. I am here."

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I want to wipe his ears, telling me that its fine or just simply smiling at him. But I can't.

I have no power. My body can't synchronize with my brain anymore. It's a painful view to see how he tries his hard to make me still awake. As afraid as I am to lost on a black and long hole. Alone.

He keeps on shaking my body and saying those words that makes my heart hurts even more. Realizing that it's a false and empty promise, a love that I can't even have for the two of us.

He has his own home. I only a place where he needs to escape from the hot daylight, from the cold winter, from the light when it's raining outside, from the storm. And I only temporary.

"I love you." He said again and it tickles. A small pray I released from god, that I want those love to be mine. Forever.

"Stay, baby." I want to. But I have no power to let go this feeling that eats me alive. To not letting me to breath, to move. To live.

"Jeon Lalice." He whispers at me as his tears wetting my cheeks too. "I really want you to have my name one day. Having child together. Won't you want that?"

Of course I want it.

But how?

You can't even tell yourself to choose between us.

"Because baby if you do, please wake up for me. Please breathing again, please look at me again. Please baby, I promise you, I swear to god to bring you to the altar and tied you forever."

"Jeon!"

I believe I said that words out loud, before the pitch black locked me.

Alone.