"Thats a lot of work, a lot of plans to not sacrifice peoples live when the partnership between Kim and Jeon ended.

I am too afraid to be the reason of someone's suffering. I cant live like that. Jennie never love me, she will gladly end the wedding but what about the company? The people inside it?

Kim company in a crisis when our parents agree for the arrange married. And they are still far from stable. The shareholder never agrees to do partnership with Kim, but because they are my family they can't do anything now. I am afraid that they will push me to end the partnership.

Give me time, to help them stepping on their stable place. And that time we will be happy. I'll be yours, officially. I promise to you, Lis."

At least it was what I remember when last night he came over to my apartment, one day after our encounter at the restaurant. I couldn't talk as he keeps on talking about the condition and now, I feel bad for the egoistic shit planted in my head.

How can I bring someone's life in suffer? I might be crazy. Jungkook is right, its not the time to think selfishly.

Whats the important think right now is, me and him happy. No more pain. No more fear. It should have been a win win solution. I shouldn't feel bad to have relationship with Jungkook since his wife did the same to him.

That's why, I let him to hug me last night. To kiss me. To touch me. We weren't having sex; he stops himself when we nearly cross that limit because he is afraid that I will lose myself. Again.

It was a hot make out session, every part of my body that had been touched by him is still tingling, damn it I act like a virgin. I feel stupid to feel so excited of what he capable to do if he didnt stop us. I look at the mirror of the bathroom, love bites he made is so beatiful that I wish it will never faded away. I smile and tracing my fingers on it. Recalling the moment, our first next step intimate moment together.

Thats a big party in my chest that I want to scream out of joy when I heard someone knocked the door.

"Baby, are you alright?" I froze at how sweet his voice is. Even he calls me with that pet name. I never imagine that I will be this giddy when I got the pet's name, since I always feel like to puke whenever I heard that around me. So is this how the feel. "Baby, did I hurt you? I am so sorry." His voice growing impatient and worried at the same time followed with some knocks. "Baby."

"I am okay, oppa." I answer and taking my pajamas to put them on. "I am fine." I heard a sigh and I chuckled at that, he can be that possesive and too much sometime. Its just the sweet of him.

"Can I come in?"

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Knock.. knock..

I look up from the file on the table that I was checking to the slightly opened door where Ji Eun show her blushing face. I frown out of curiosity.

"Yes, Mrs. Lee." I ask her as I put my pen.

"Eumm.. there is a man looking for you mam." I frown and looking at the screen of my handphone, but there is no message from Taehyung oppa. He always come over to bring me lunch, but he always let me know first.

"Mr. Kim Tae?" I ask as I made my way to sat on the sofa.

"It's Mr. Jeon, Jeon Jungkook."

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"Hi." He beams with the sweetest smile that I beliefs can melt all the ice at both of the poles. I can see how red Mrs. Lee as she leads him in and hesitantly stealing a sight of him. I smile giddily at her behaviour. As far as I knew she rarely blushing over a man. I never recall the moment when she calls someone handsome or so. But right now she is blushing.

"Hi." I beam and shifting on the sofa so he can sit beside me, thigh to thigh. I look up and want to tease Ji Eun badly, but it's just impropriated to tease someone who already have husband to another man. "Mrs. Lee you can leave. And thank you." She then snaps her head at me and nodding uncontrollably before rushing to the door, closing it with a good bump. "What a treasure moment." I said mesmerized.

"Me coming to you?" Ask Jungkook smiling brightly as he took out something from the hoodie he had brought.

"That's too. Its more for my PA to act like that." I said absentmindedly clapping my hand happily as I saw those famous chicken salad, he always made for me back then when we were together.

"Act like what? She seems normal."

"You dont know, she always compose herself to look professional and not easily fluttered by a man. And I just witnessed her blushing in front of you." I took the chopstick he prepare for me.

"Well, its just happen we knew each other." I snap my head and widened my eyes at him.

"Really?"

"Hmm." He nods and took his own chopstick before put a bite of salad in my mouth. "We went to the same high school. I guess." He seems confused too. But I'll just believe.

"She might have crush on you, then." I tease not really mean what I say but then he responded me with a calm tone but successfully make me choke to death.

"She confessed to me when we were in second grade."

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"I heard that Kook came." Tae oppa saying before he puts some groceries in the referigerator. I know, lately he becomes more and more friendly. Coming with hot fast food and beer or simply a bag full of groceries like now.

I was shocked to fine the blue hair handsome guy playing with an apple on his hand in front of my door. I should apologize so many times because its already 8. I should have come home earlier if I knew. But my handphone run out of battery.

"Who tell you oppa?" I ask combing my hair after I finish with the bath. It's so refreshing I can say.

"I have my way." He says and take a seat on the table counter at the kitchen. "Should I stop meeting you, huh?"

"Please!" I smirk and took a pan and some egg to make egg roll, his favorite. "I've told you to stop teasing him. He must decide everything on his own."

"He is just too confuse at what he needs and what he want. He enjoyed to get tortured and forget how to feel happy. He feels right because of you, he felt pain because of Jennie." I frown at him but he shrugh his shoulder. "What? The fact that my own cousin cheat on him make his trauma got even worse."

"You should know how much I hate myself to come between them. You're Jennie's cousin. You should have been on her side."

"I love my bestfriend more than my cousin. Sorry."

"You are a bad cousin."

"At least I am a good best friend."

"Who make their best friend got jealous for nothing, huh? Yeah, that's you." I said sarcastically flipping the egg on the pan effortlessly.

"It's fantastic to see his reaction. He even asks me to go away. Awww, he is so cute don't you think?"

"You are crazy. I just can say that." I mock him with my tone. But the bastard feel more and more proud of himself. "But its useless anyway." My words breaking the silent moment between us as he almost emptying his plate. He looks up at me with a forrowed brows.

"He feels painless with me, but he only feels in love with Jen." It's a good silence after Tae oppa laughing and took a sip from his glass.

"Ridiculous."