"I should have stop you." He mumbles softly with a frown on his forehead, biting his lips out of guilty. Hand on the woman's forehead, while the woman grinning like a brat.

"But you can't." She talks back at him in an even softer tone. Her voice bit tremble. And he felt regret frowning inside of him.

"We should never kiss anymore." His voice full of finality. The woman giggled and he playfully pinch her nose. "You got fever so fast."

"That's better than the last time huh?" She whispers on his ear, hand circling his waist, holding his close to her on bed, after their kissing which is become the caused of her pain. "At least I am not fainting."

"But-"

"Stop worrying too much, Jungkook oppa! Because I had to practice." She cuts him off. "Even if it's not with you I should practice with someone and will go through this step too."

"Don't." He said sternly as his grip on her waist tightened. Imagining her kissing someone else make him wanted to punch something.

"That's why you should stop saying that we should stop." She chuckled while caressing his back slowly. "The worst yet to come, Jungkook oppa." And her words gave him goosebump. "My therapyst tell me to take the risk or just to live without doing it."

"How bad it will cost?"

"My life. The entire thing in me will probably rejecting all the touch. The brain probably will be shutting down, let alone my heart."

"It's too risky, Lis." He frowns and she agreed about that too. There is no medicine could free her from that. And its suck. She attracted toward some people back then but can do nothing about it, because man nowadays always wanted to do that even when they are only a stranger who try to know each other. She can't do that.

One in a million reasons why she is single till today.

"Hmm... but didn't human have need to do that? You also have that need right?"

"It's not about me." He frowns but she took his hand and squeeze it hardly.

"I want to see you happy, oppa."

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"You are smiling again." Said Jin when he finished their therapy session. Jungkook shyly looking away and standing from his seat to look at the window, analizing the weather which is probably getting darker.

Everything's fine, he and Lisa had the best time of their life. Healing each other slowly, he begins to live at her place every time Jennie wasn't around.  The emptiness which is left from his cold marriage just replaced with the warmness in his heart every time he sees Lisa cooking for him, ironing his clothes, or simply tying his tie. Everything is so beautiful he even never knows he will be capable to feel like that.

His pain relieved, he even almost never feels it anymore. While them still trying to pass the kissing therapy that they always do. For him, she was the shy type of woman, but now he doubt it since for many times she inniciate the kiss first when they casually watching movie or when he just come back from work. Its surprise him everytime, her, full of surprise.

The gentle and innocent kiss now become rough and sloppier since they almost lost the control. She feels addicted to him, and vice versa. And it's getting harder to restrain their self to not do it anymore. Just like this morning when they arrived at her office, she bid him goodbye with a long and passionate kiss. Even until now he can still taste her cherry chapstick.

"Kook!" He snaps his head and looking at Jin with his bambi eyes, totally had no clue.

"Hmm." He said and taking the step to sit on the chair in front of Jin's table.

"How's you and Lisa?" Even the mention of her name can make his heart go boom boom.

"We are good." He said while smiling. "Better." He adds and holding his chest unconsciously. The beats of his heart seems too much that he wanted to jump and run to calm it.

"How's Jennie?" He frowns as the smile faded slowly. He sigh and look straight to Jin's eyes.

"Busy like usual." Its so short. And Jin sigh because of that.

"The progress seems nice. You'll get the low dosage even if it needed because you seems never feel the pain anymore." Saying the hyung make the younger nodding his head repeatedly. "I am very happy about this but-" a single but and the younger looking at his hyung suspiciously. "When will you gave the real status for Lisa?"

"What for hyung? We already happy this way."

"For now, yes." Jin said full of force in every word he said. "But for how long you'll keep her as your mistress?"

"She isn't a mistress." Jungkook hissed angrily at how his Hyung marking his woman. Jin can only shake his head, unsure of how his dongsaeng's mind work.

"Then how I should call her?" Ask Jin more over make Jungkook slowly get annoyed. "Don't forget Jungkook, Lisa deserves to be happy. To have life like every woman should have. A family. As well with Jennie."

"Hyung-"

"Don't use your disease as a reason to be greedy because no, I won't ever bless you. It's Jennie or Lisa, you should choose and end your relationship with one of them. You like it or not." Jin said still calm and Jungkook frustratedly stroking his hair roughly.

"You were the one who had the idea, to force me to get close with Lisa." He admits that Jungkook is right, but it doesn't mean that Jungkook can do shit like a jerk to both of the girls. "You said you want me happy; I am happy. You should-"

"Jeon Jungkook!" Jin's shout instantly makes him stop his talk. Jin was the one he admits having faith, always calm when it comes to solve problem. And once the older shout, it's an end for everyone. He became a tiny bunny in an instant. "I admit I were the one who had the crazy idea, I start it and if in the end you can't choose, I, will end it too for you."

He wanted to talk back at his Hyung but his tongue feels so numb.

"Lisa can be understanding for now, but for how long she will have this kind of life. Being someone who you should hide perfectly, always lonely when Jennie is around and you should be there for Jennie. The girl is so kind, she is so soft that I believe she has the dream to having kids, an happy family. And loving someone who is greedy like you wont ever make her happy." The words feels like knife that stabbing his heart. "Even if I let you become this greedy, one day she will leave you."

"If you choose Jennie and her parents, and also the companies I will surely supporting you as much if you choose Lisa and your healthness. Just make sure you choose one of them and never regret. Because you should know there are peoples out there who is ready to take the girls heart once you left. The question for now is, who do you love?"