"So, you put on oil in the boiled water to make the pasta softened." Jungkook nods amazed at how she cooked pasta for him. He come home earlier, 2 hours earlier ditching one important meeting to see her.

If you want to know how he knows she is coming, he intentionally changing pass code. He gave her his number, but he never received any message or call. Not a single one. He didn't know how to communicate with her at first, if it's not because Taehyung's brilliant idea he won't know. So, she messages him, asking for passcode. Thats why he is here, on his laptop but only concentrate on her who's now making the food for him.

She chuckled at his reaction; it's always looks cute. How a hot man like him be cute like a toddler. How those Bambi eyes widened, how his lips pouting, and how the dimples on his cheeks showing when he smiles make her flustered and wonder why Jennie uncapable to love him. How can't someone like him get unloved by anyone?

How such a perfect creature can't be happy with all what he had.

"So, you learn something new huh?" She asks teasingly but keep on busy with the food. "But don't you have to finish your work?" It makes him focus on the screen again. In 10 minutes, a plate of spaghetti served in front of him make his stomach growling shamelessly. She chuckled before asking him to start to eat. They eat in silent. A comfort silent. "Does it feel better now?" She asked once he finish his drink. He nods and smile.

"It feels good whenever you are around." He commented make her shy. "Thank you."

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From: Jeon J.K
The refrigerator almost empty.
Won't you come?

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"I am sorry I make you wait." Said Lisa as she approaches the man which is sitting on the sofa at the lobby. His existence there inviting attention, some peoples watching while other adding a gossip in it, whispering things on each other's ear.

The said man standing up quickly and place the sweetest smile for her while shaking his head.

"No. I am okay. You need help. And you always help me." He said unconsciously reaching her waist and pull her in an embrace. Her heart almost stops working, fortunately the hug not remaining for so long. She then stands there awkwardly make the said man realized what he just does.

"Oh, I am sorry Lis. I didn't mean to harass you, I-" he is stuttering nervously to watch the woman's face become red like tomato. He thought she was mad, but in fact, she was so shy. "It just an habbit."

"Hmm.. its okay." She said then reaching for his hand and squeezing it lightly before release them. "My car suddenly broke down this morning, I was planning to take cab."

"It's okay. Fortunately, I text you first. So, I can help. So can we go home now?" He asks and she nods. She leads the way to parking lot. With few eyes watching every of their movement. She unconsciously holding her breath until they are sitting comfortably in the car. "What's wrong?" He asks as she sighs.

"I feel like walking with an idol. The attention. Whispering. It makes me nervous." She half-jokingly said fastening the seatbelt make him frown, confuse. "They were literally drooling over you."

"Really? I wonder why?" He asks chuckled at her remarks and starting the engine.

"Your proportion is good, your looks undoubtfully handsome, your attitude is super nice. Who won't drooling over you." She states the fact eyeing the front side of the road as they ride the car.

"You didn't drool over me." He said and she immediately looking at him back.

"Who said that?" She said that fucking words. God. Her face is red now, the same color as him. She doesn't know how to talk again. How to act like she never said those shameless words, so she just ends up daydreaming watching the car beside theirs.

Stupid.

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The atmosphere just too odd for him, with Lisa around, cooking with no sounds, no music, no humming, no smile.

He just sat there, too afraid to cross the line but he is dying to know what's wrong. She looks offended with something.

"Aww..." a gasp from her instantly make his foot to run to her who's now bringing her finger up to stop bleeding. He looks at the knife and her fingers before growling angrily make her stunned, even more when he grabs her finger and sucking them.

Their eyes met and there is an electric sensation clenching on her stomach, and her lower part. But she shrugs it off quickly and try so hard to freeing her finger from his grasp which is useless because he holds it still. Clenching his jaw and glaring at her. So, she just gives up watching him, sucking her body part.

She wishes it would be in another part though.

"Whats going on with you? You nearly cut off your finger." He scolds her once he stop sucking her finger and fortunately its stop bleeding. She just watching him with a wide eyes. "You've been zone out, what happen?"

"Nothing." She said softly and looking away, but he won't buy it. He took her chin and make her to look his way. Eyes to eyes.

"You've been my painkiller, you make me feel calm and no pain can hurt me. Dont ever think that I will let my only painkiller got hurt." He hissed with his deadly eyes. "I know I cross the line but it seems heavy for your own to handle. So-" not even finish talking warning her, she already cut him with a tight hug, with whimper, and a very loud crying sound.

"Shhhh..." he said softly taking few strands of her hair away behind her ear. He leads her toward the sofa in front of the television. And sat on them, raise her make her gasping for awhile, and then put her on his laps. She squirm for awhile but he insist make her cant move. "Its okay, Lis." He softly whispering on her ear make the goosebump creeping on her back to her neck. She stops to fight and just sat comfortably on his laps, hugging him tighter.

She doesn't know how long it had been, with him swinging his body to left and right, with a soft and fucking heavenly humming voice of him, and the long stroking on his back, she lost it. Her eyes can't open, the tears slowly stop flowing. The calm beating of his heart makes hers slowly calming down too. She smiles and tightening her hug lost in her deep slumber.

He just sat there, humming until he felt her breath calming, he tightens the hug too. Feeling his chest warmed in every breath he takes in with her scent in them.

He wants to know everything, but it's not problem if she doesn't want to share her thought, the important thing that she is relax now.

He looks down and kiss her temple slowly, deeply and the knot in his heart begin, the pain of disappointment to himself, and also the guilt which is nearly killing him forcing him to tear up. The tears slowly fall, he gives up.

"I am sorry, but I want you." He whispered and then closing his eyes try to reach the same dream she has while smiling. "I need you, Lis."

Loving you isn't hurting me.
What hurt is, me who can't keep the promise to love Jennie till the end.