"You look gorgeous." Lisa sats on the chair he pulls for her a bit tensed. She looks at him right in his eyes as he sat down on his own chair in front of him. She can see how his eyes twink as the smile form on his lips, the dimple come sneaking on it making the handsome man gets even sweeter than before.

"You don't look bad yourself, Jeon Jungkook-ssi." she keeps her formality on, even tho his appearance which can blind her eyes. His hair combed neatly backward as his forehead was shown making the man looks more manly and alluring for every woman to droll on. He smirks on that name she calls him with.

"Okay, shall we order something first." he ask now signaling the waitress to come bringing menu for them.

"Of course."

They were choosing the menu for 5 minutes and he waitress finally leaving them to prepare their order. She looks around the place, there is not much changing. Still elegant and calming as usual. The restaurant was own by Kim Seokjin, it's their favorite. From the food, interrior to the vibe. The jazz music was played through the air makes her feeling get calm. Until her eyes looking at how his eyes pinning on her. As if he studied her like a painter studying their painting.

"Was my make up a mess?" she ask absentmindedly make him shook his head a bit. "Was it my gown?" he looks at her perfect peach silk gown, with an off shoulder style that is showing her milky and flawless skin, the identical mole on her neck perfectly seen.

"Everything is perfect. Was it Jane's hairpin?" he ask makes her touching the purple star sign hair pin that is placed right on top of her right ear.

"Oh. Yeah." she bits her lips. She is shy. She was just confirming that Jennie and Jane knew and helping her to meet him tonight. "This is your birthday gift for her, she ask me to wear it as lucky charm and I have no guts to break her heart." she said while smiling recalling how their little baby begging her to wear it.

"She must work so hard, begging with pouty lips and her round eyes that is surely weakens you, right?" he is chuckling now followed by her.

"Yeah, exactly the right description of what I should face just a couple hours ago." they both laugh lessening the tension between them.

"I am proud of our daughter." it stops her smile as she heard that words. Her heart instantly aches at the thought of them separated.

"She will be popular, you know."

"I knew. She is confident and strong like Jennie, she is fun like me, she is kind and beautiful like you." the tears comes down and she looks away from him. "I always grateful to have daughter like her, and a woman like you."

"What have I done, for you to feel grateful for my presence in yourlife? I bring trouble to yourlife, I make you separated from your wife. Now I am about to separates you from your daughter." she shooks her head, she says all of that in disbelief. She causes more damage in his life more than what Jennie did to him. She took everything from his life when all he did for her was giving the best in her life.

"You were there when I have no one."

"From the start you have everything. Your friends always be there for you."

"You take all of my pain away." it silences her. "I love how you numb my pain. I love how you make me want to live this life. I am so grateful that you show me how to live this life." their eyes locked. "I want you to know you give me everything, that I don't even sure if I even deserve to taste it or not." His hand slowly make its way to hold hers. Caressing her skin that makes her heart feels all the longing she had been endured and try to hide it from the world. "You save my life. You make me born again."

Her other hand clenched, she want to hug this man in front of her. But the thought of him with other woman yesterday fitting for wedding dress hold her tight. She must know her boundary. She must not walk through the line.

"You are a good man." that's all what she can tell him. "You deserve all the good thing on this world. You've been through a lot. And I could only beg you to forgive me and Jennie unnie, for all the burden and pain we cause you."

"I never regret to marry Jennie." her heart for awhile stopped. She holds her breath. "I never regret to meet you. If there are things I should regret was, that I always put you behind the shadow in my life." she looks away, swallow the lump in her throat.

"There is no name you can call me in front of people for years. I am a bastard." You are. "Yet I want you around me, not wanting you to leave, let alone starting new start with another people. I consciously tied you with the presence of Jane. Mayeb Jennie was right, maybe I only keep Jane with me knowing that it will be the only existence that making you impossible to leave me."

Her breath hitched listening all the words that she really want to hear all this past years. She knew it all, she just want to hear it from him, himself.

"The day when you decide to never name our thing, my world crumbled right in front of my eyes. and the time when I learn that my brother that I always look up to, being the part of the past that keeps you in pain, I feel like I am dying once again. I don't deserve you, Lisa." his hand making its way to wipe her tears away.

"I wish you find your happiness, Jeon." she whispers as she keeps on closing her eyes, trying to sharpen her instinct, begging her instinct to remember his scent, begging her memory to remember how his soft skin feels like on her cheeks, how her breath sounds like, how his voice sounds like. Maybe this will be the last time they will met, at least this close, because she wont ever bring herself to see him again.

"Will you stay, if I ask you to?"