The elevator took forever to reach ground level, it just too much for her to wait to get out from the same place as Jungkook. The weight of her unstable emotion really kicks her in the head real hard. Her energy almost at its lowest level, she needs a safe place where she can hide by herself. She needs space. Her tremble hand tries to open her handbag, taking out the key and was pushing the alarm button to let her know where her car was.

Bip..  Bip..

There it is.  At the farthest side from where she stood now. The universe really hates her. She walks carefully as she feels that her leg almost giving up.

Just a little more, Lalisa. she said to herself.

She walks and almost reaching her car when her foot stumble with her other one, she felt straight toward the concrete floor as her hands automatically landed first. She yelp at the feel of hard surface hurting her hand. And she just couldn't take it anymore.

"Fuck." she shouts angrily. "The fuck you do, Lisa. You can't  even treat yourself safely, why would you want a bigger thing with your weak self." she doesn't care if anyone come and watch her this way, she doesn't care if someone will judge her. they can do whatever they want, she just can't hold that amount of madness alone. "I hate you, you deserve all of this a heartless bitch." her hand hiding her crying face, kneeling down and just want to feel better now.

Lisa was still on her crying mess when footstep come closer to her.

"Jesus, what happen Lisa?" someone is trying to prey the hands of her off of her face. "How are you falling like this? Your knee is bleeding too." Lisa keeps on crying as Jungkook checking on her wounds. She looks at him as if it is her last time to able to be close to him. Her heart clenched at every brushing skin between them. "We need to treat your wounds. Let me help you to stand up, I have first aid kid in my car. We-"

"I just need to go home." said Lisa when Jungkook try to make her stood up. he look at her reddened eyes, watching it closely. "I'll be better by myself, Kook." Jungkook's jaw hardened as her stubborness so thick even after how the blood is still dripping from her knees and the redden color on both of her palms.

"I can't believe you still keen on your stubborn state on this condition. I mean, look at you, Lis. You need help." he spats at her and it makes her anger fueled up, the fire will destroy everything blindly if he keeps on talking that way.

"No."

"Lis, please this one-"

"You told me." she shouts and prey her hand off of his. Now she stood on her feet, stumbling as if she drunk. She doesn't care of what does she looks like right now. With tears flowing unstoppably, she believes her mascara just giving up like what her legs did. "You told me to not make this harder to let you go of me." she said painfully. "I did what you told me to do. Stop it. Stop makes me feel more regret than this, I can't handle more than this."

Jungkook stunned at what she said. Looking at her who is just continue to hit her own chest as whimper coming out from her, and the tears that last and smearing the mascara down to her cheeks.

"You said you love me." her words reaching his ears that makes his heart in pain too. He never seen her this fragile before. Now he afraid that she might fainted from the amount of emotion in her. "I will leave tomorrow thinking of how I will survive day and night without my painkiller, while you are rushing your time to get your happiness, why would you do that to me? Why would you punish me this way? Jungkook, I beg you to stop." Jungkook stay still, waiting for her to calming down before talking to the wrecked doll in front of him.

After another good minutes, a bip from someone's phone catch her attention. She is already calmed down from her emotional state. Her droopy eyes looking up and watch Park Sewon stood still behind Jungkook, watching all of her pathetic state. She smile sadly before taking a deep breath and manage her facial expression. Stand up properly then looking at Jungkook.

"I am sorry, I'll leave." she said with her hoarse voice and walk toward her car, weakly opening the door, get inside her driver side and was about to closing the door when Jungkook's hand gripping the other side of the door. their eyes met.

"What?" ask Lisa.

"We need to talk."

"I guess we don't." she said again processing to do the seatbelt but Jungkook grab it before she could.

"At least let me drive you to your place. You are not in a good state to drive. You just cried, you must be dizzy now, aren't you?" Lisa chuckled dryly thinking of how well he know her. But its not it. Looking at his back, when another woman waiting for him patiently. That girl is not bad. Maybe Jennie is right, Jane and her self's presence will only burden Jungkook and distracting the man to get his happiness.

"I'll be fine. Just, don't make her waits longer." She said dryly and force her to release the seatbelt. Done with it she closes the door and letting the glass down when he knocks on it.

"I'll let you calm down, but you just can't disappear without saying your farewell rightly to me like what you did to Ji Woo noona." She inhales the air sharply at that.

"So what do you want?" She look at him now calmer, her hand just stop trembled and ready to drive.

"I want us to meet tonight." She frowned. "I want us to make everything crystal clear thing so none of us left for regret until the rest of our life." It did make sense. She nods. "Tonight I will wait you at the same restaurant when we usually met when we were together. At the same table. At the same time." He said clear enough for her to hear, but she never give answer and just drive away leaving Jungkook with his woman.

"Who is she?" Sewon ask as Jungkook look at her emotionlessly. "Was she that person Eunha told me?" Jungkook snorted as he walks toward his car and entering the driver seat.

"You guys need to stop talking about other people business."

"We did talk about you because we care." She gets inside the passanger seat with a pout on her lips. Jungkook laugh in disbeliev at that statement.

"Tell me another joke, Sewon." He mocks. "Now I will send you home and end this day quickly. I have important dinner tonight."

"I can't believe you treat me like this."

"I can't believe I end up wasting my time with someone who was cheated on me before." And with that he end Sewon's word. Silently drive away from the boutique.

"That girl love you." Said Sewon but Jungkook choose to ignore. He can't make himself hoping for more. He is not ready for anotherl false hope. This is just to familiar for him to be happy on someone else's guesses. He is so full of people saying that Lisa loves her.

Its all bullshit.

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Lisa was so exhausted, she want to swallowed by her bed, even tho the things of Jungkook will be all over her head. She wanted to feel numb now. This pain cost too much for her mental health.

The elevator of her apartment dinged sign that she already arrived. She walk out and was holding her breath when a voice cath her ears.

"Mommy." Screams the sunshine of her life running and jump into her embrace, and tightly hold onto her as if nothing can make her stay on this earth but Lisa.

"Little baby." She breathlessly said as her eyes met with Jennie's who wss stood in front of her unit's door. "Why don't you call me first?"

"Ask it yourself, better throw that phone away if you have no will to look at it." Spat Jennie bored to wait more than 20 minutes with a sulking Jane looking for Lisa.

"Sorry." Said Lisa half sorry and half enjoying Jane's hug and open the door for three of them.

"What happen to you?" Ask Jennie as they walk to the kitchen. Lisa taken aback and look back at Jennie. "Look at your face, bitch, you are aweful." Lisa carefully put Jane on the chair before grabbing some tools for the little baby to play as she open the fridge and taking out orange juice. Pour it into 3 glasses and put them each in front of Jennie and Jane. Now processing to take out red velvet cake. "I come here not for getting fed." Lisa still smiling at cute Jane and cutting the cake and bring them in front of Jane. "Miss I talk to you." Jennie said again but still taking a plate of cake from Lisa and securing it on her table safely.

"What do you want to hear?" Ask Lisa now washing her face on the faucet before sitting beside Jennie while watching Jane.

"What happen? Did something happen?" Ask Jennie but Lisa is still trying to find words to say. This is Jennie who she will speak with.

"Too many things happen today." She sighs. "I prepared, but it did still hurt so bad." Jennie studied the younger one face that is so sad. "I feel like dying. This." She pointed at her chest. "And this." Now her head. "Hurt so bad."

"Have you take your pills?" Ask Jennie worriedly. Lisa nods. "Then why did it still hurt? Are you sure it works?"

"I guess."

"I am serious." Lisa smile at the older worried face then look away, try to distract herself from breaking again.

"I met Jungkook." Jennie didn't move an inch when that name spoke out. "He was with his ex, fitting for the wedding suit."

"Ex?"

"Park Sewon."

"That bitch?" she sounds surprised but then improving her expression, clearing her throat sipping on the glass. "Well, I can't say anything more if Jungkook choose her, right?".

"He ask to meet me tonight." Jennie almost break her neck as she look at Lisa with wide eyes open.

"Jeon Jungkook?" Jennie need to double check that again. Since when Jeon Jungkook that brave asking for meeting up one day before Lisa left? But Jennie find a hope in the said meeting, her heart immediately rooting for him.

"We met when I bid proper goodbye toward Ji Woo unnie."

"I guess you have no intention for that." Jennie easily reading the situation make Lisa sighing. "So, you were tailing Jungkook and his ex? Lalice." Jennie smirking make Lisa blushes like tomato.