Since their last encounter, Jennie didn't let Jane get in contact with Lisa no matter how sad the little girl felt. She had to get used to it.

On the other side, Lisa herself feel pressure to leave the country every time she recalled what Jennie said to her. Jennie and Jinyoung also Jane is living with Jungkook. Meanwhile Lisa lives alone at their supposed to be home. She lost contact both with Jane and Jungkook, Jennie makes her protective side took the best of her.

"Are you sure of your decision?" She snaps from her bubble when Jisoo's voice breaks their long silence.

They are currently enjoying shopping and end up having a friendly date at one of the cafés. Lisa didn't mention of what had happened between her and Jungkook. Jisoo just knew her so well from the way the younger smile faded all day long.

"What's decision?" She asks absentmindedly.

"Of leaving."

"Did I tell you that, already?" She asks curiously make Jisoo smirk.

"You are an open book in front of me, Lisa." Lisa bites her lip as she listens on what Jisoo said. "So, you will only take me alone, not even Rosie to say goodbye?" Everything just so calm, the atmosphere, the voice and facial expression of Jisoo. Maybe that's why she chooses to only spend her last day with Jisoo.

"I.." She stops, not really sure of what she wants to say. "Honestly." She is still trying to find it out, the words to express her feeling while Jisoo patiently waiting the younger with a warm smile on. "I don't know. I don't know what I want, I don't know what to do. I always afraid of doing something wrong."

Jisoo looks at the younger with a concern look. The younger just so bad at finding out what herself want, what herself need. And she just too naive to count herself first before anyone.

"Whatever your choice, I will be supporting you. I believe that you are mature enough to take responsibility for everything in your life." Oh, if Jisoo knew that she can't believe on herself. "I only want happiness for both of you, and if separated will be the best way, so be it."

"Thank you, jisoo unnie." The younger sounds unsure with her tiny voice. "I am so grateful that you still try to understand me despite of what I caused into Jungkook's life." Jisoo shakes her head, with a tiny smile she then engulfing the figure of her younger in her embrace.

"Only, if only I can ask you something before you leave everything behind for the last time." Lisa hugs Jisoo tightly as her tears flowing down. She waits Jisoo patiently to finish her words. "Please give Jungkook the finality of your choice. Of the path you choose so he can move on and maybe starting to let go of his feeling even though it won't be easy."  Lisa bites her lips as the pain increased in her head.

The thought of losing everything always hit her this way.

She will need the painkiller forever.

After another hour of thinking Lisa finally starting her last 4 days in Seoul by visiting Jeon corp to talk to Jungkook. To bid him goodbye. To cut all the ties.

As if she could.

She parks her car and walking toward the elevator when she met Lia. The younger giddily opening her arm to hug Lisa and cheerfully talking to Lisa.

"Madam Lisa, what a surprise." The hug suffocating the older, but she is happy to see another familiar face before she left. "Are you finally join Mr. Jeon in this company?" The smile is so wide that Lisa couldn't even move her mouth to answer. Her smile faded away when the younger realize of how silent Lisa was. "Something bad happen?"

"No." I hope. "How are you? Have you enjoyed lunch?" Lia nodded with a tiny smile and the elevator just opened that way, they should be separated because Jungkook's office upstairs.

"No... I want to talk a little more." Lia make an aegyo that's make Lisa pinching her cheek before grab something inside her bag, a name card.

"Call me whenever you need someone to talk to, Lia." She said smiling brightly. "You don't know how proud I am to see you grow up beautifully. I hope, we can meet with a better scenario next time." The smile was long gone as Lia saw the glisten of tears in Lisa's eyes. "Goodbye." Was the last sentence Lisa said before the elevator closed leaving Lia stunned on her spot without blinking.

"Good morning, ma'am." Greet Jungkook's PA when Lisa reaches the front door of Jungkook's office room. She smiles sweetly.

"Good morning, can I meet Mr. Jeon?" Ask Lisa makes the younger woman in front of her smiling awkwardly. "Why? Does he have meeting with client?"

"Mr. Jeon has appointment for the rest of the day, but it's not technically with client." Lisa furrows her brows asking for more information. "Mr. Jeon left the office an hour ago with Miss Park to a boutique at Gangnam."

"Miss Park?"

"Yes ma'am. Miss Park Sewon." Lisa stunned as she try to remember everything clearly. Park Sewon. The ex of Jeon Jungkook even before he met Kim Jennie. She never seen her face, but she knew their story. They had this young blood love back then but end up tragically because she cheats on him. He never talks about her, guess the Jeon Jungkook still have madness left in him.

But what did he do with his ex on boutique?

"Is there anything I can help ma'am Manoban? If you have something important to talk to Mr. Jeon, I could help you reach his phone. Since he left his personal phone in his place, he told me that this morning. He only gets his business phone with him. Should I call Mr. Jeon?" The PA looks so worried as she can't read Lisa's expression. Was she mad?

"Why would Jungkook left with her?" She blurts out without intention, calling his name just like that, it seems unprofessional, but her heart is in pain now. She looks blank and it made the PA feel sorry.

"Mr. Jeon said, the two went to boutique for fitting the suit for the wedding."

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She is not moving from where she stands. Eyes on the glimpse of someone inside the VIP room of one of the boutiques at Gangnam.

Her hands clenched tight; the nails surely hurt the flesh but it surely nothing compared with the throb in her heart.

Why would he do that this fast?
Can't he wait until she left?
Or was he do this to make her leave quickly?

Thousands of questions flooding inside her mind, eating her rationality, make her look like a pathetic woman who get dumped for another woman.

"Miss Manoban?" She looks away while wiping the almost falling tears before setting a smile to the person behind her. "What a surprise? How are you miss? Miss Jung will be happy to see you again?"

"I am good, Minnie ssi. You look fine." Said Lisa politely make the woman in front of her smiling shyly. "I miss Ji Woo unnie, is she available today?" Ask Lisa asking for the owner of the boutique. They are friend, Jung Ji Woo, Hobi's older sister.

"She is, Miss. But you'll need to wait a little since she is already in the VIP room, the client has the urgent request for their wedding suit."

"Who's the guest may I know?" The boutique worker looking at Lisa with a questionable look. "I mean, I catch a glimpse of them when I came, it looks like someone that I knew. Just want to make sure." Lisa faking her smile quickly that is making the employee nodding.

"It's Miss Park Sewon and Mr J-"

"Lisa?" Lisa's head snapped at Ji Woo who just exiting the VIP room with Jungkook and Eunha behind her. They look surprised with Lisa's presence the same reaction coming from Lisa.

Jungkook even take a double check before looking at Sewon who was looked at him first.

"Unnie." Lisa manages go wake up from her state and hugging the woman warmly despite of how hurt she is that time.

"I don't know you'll come. You should call so I can prepare something for you. Hoseok's just told me you came, but we never met. I am glad you are fine."

"It's okay unnie. I just passed by and wanted to see you so bad." They are separated and looking at each other.

"Is that so? Oh, Jungkook also here. Have you two meet?" Ji Woo cluelessly said pointing at Jungkook. There is an awkward atmosphere but Ji Woo just being the bright person she is, don't even know that.

"I see." Said Lisa and looking at Sewon. The woman with pretty eyes, long black straight hair, and fair skin. her proportion just on point, tall, pretty long legs. she should've smile at Sewon, but she just can't do it now. And seems Park Sewon catching the atmosphere so quickly.

"Jennie said you'll leave tomorrow." Jungkook said as the girl beside him went closer and processing to clean the invisible dust on his shoulder, and of course Lisa watching everything numbly. 

"Yeah." said Lisa looking back at Jungkook. Their gaze just mirroring each other. the sadness full of sorrow and longing to each other, as the world won't ever stop revolving just because the two can't be together. "I thought you forget it already." she smile dryly before looking at Ji Woo with an apologetic eye. "Unnie, I am happy to finally see you. I just came to bid you farewell rightly, because the last time I left I can't do it."

"Why are you rushing to getting back huh? I was so happy when Hoseok and Eunha said you are filling doctor position with Seokjin. Why are you still want to leave?"

"I know right." her voice so soft that it came out as a mere whisper. "I might won't ever coming back, so..." she nods as she looks at Ji woo who just almost crying. "I wish we can bump into each other somewhere sometime; I would love to." she hugs the older one last time before bowing politely. "It's such an honor to get to know you, Ji Woo unnie. Now, I need to go."

"We should keep in touch, promise to call me when you have time. I'm always here."

"I know. That's why you are my favorite." they both laugh between the cries and Lisa look at Jungkook and Sewon, bowing at them before walking away.

She walks out quickly; she doesn't want to break down here. She doesn't want to look fragile and pathetic. This is her choice.

She wants him to be happy. and now when he seems find something that will be capable to make him have the life that he wants, why did she feel like want to steal him from this world.

She wipes another tear and entering the elevator, push the ground level button while waiting for the elevator to close, she wishes everything will be ended on their place rightly. She should be happy if finally Jungkook made peace with his past already. Maybe move on is not that scary just like what Jungkook told her. She just needs to believe that everything will be okay.

Yeah, she will be okay.

Later.

Not today.