"If you show how painful you are because of us, then why you force yourself to leave?"

That's the only thing Lisa remember from last night at the moment she woke up on the bed this morning. And the holy hang over just makes her head goes wild. She stands up while holding her throbbing head, worried about Jane immediately walking out to the kitchen and was stunned by the scene in front of her.

It was just a normal scene for normal people. But was this make her heart clenched so much? The sight of happy Jungkook humming some song while making pancake with Jane sitting prettily clapping for the daddy's sudden concert.

She wants it to be forever.

"Mommy wake up." Jane jumping from her seat and was running to hug Lisa's hip happily as Jungkook snap his head to look at Lisa at the top of the stair. For a second their stare meet, he shows her his wide smile, oh boy this man is so attractive as hell, she thought.

"Don't run, little baby." said Jungkook half chuckled as Lisa hugging the little one back and bring her on her embrace, carrying Jane down stair and put her on her seat. "Good morning." greet Jungkook lightly walking from the kitchen alley toward their table to put their breakfast, the pancake, joining with the maple syrup and some sort of flavor jam.

"Morning." she said back after kissing Jane's temple gently. 

"Jane want pancake for her breakfast, do you want something else? I ma make it really quick." said Jungkook from his seat, preparing a pancake for Jane who is cheering happily. 

"No. Pancake is fine." Lisa smile happily. "Thank you, I should've been someone who is preparing breakfast." she said lightly. 

Jungkook chuckled as he prepares one more plate for Lisa, giving it to the girl who was muttering her thanks. 

"Yeah, you choose to be stubborn when I told you to stop the last time." 

"Sorry."

"It's fine, Lis." he cuts her with a serious look make her freeze. "Eat!" he adds and there they spent another 30 minutes eating while answering the curious Jane without talking to each other anymore.

After breakfast Lisa had a shower as she thought that they will having another adventure, just to end up watching Jungkook and Jane in the living room with their luggage. She was about to ask when Jungkook speak up.

"Jennie want us to comeback." she stunned and look at Jane and Jungkook in worried. "That's fine, we had to face reality, Lisa." he smile at her, but she knew right away that it was a fake one. 

"Can we talk?" she said after a moment while looking at him breathlessly.

"Sure." he said and was instruct his maid to look after Jane. Both of them entering her room and she lock the door before walking fast toward the balcony. 

"Can't we talk to Jennie unnie to make Jane stay with you?" Lisa said looking at the view, back facing Jungkook who was playing with the ring on his finger. Walking closer and stand side by side with her. Hand on the railing, inhaling the fresh air of the city where he born.

"This is my first time visiting this city after I lost my family." she looks at him confuse. "The first time stepping my foot into this house which is full of happy memories that is so painful to feel." he smile dryly. "My mom like to plan flowers right there." he points out at their garden. "Tiger lily was her favorite." And then he chuckled. "Hyung always painting on that side of the wall." he point again at the side wall which is now had stone on. "I help him do that. And dad been scolding us, aware that it won't enough to make us stop, he made that stone wall."

"Such a brat." they two chuckled together before silence once again engulfing them.

"I miss this place, so much that I am afraid that if I look back, I won't find a way to move on from my past." she watch him closely, how those eyes closed slowly. "But I think I made it." he open his eyes and look at her straightly. "I think it doesn't hurt that much anymore." he smiles. "I just need to be strong and start to accept my life."

Lisa starts to understand the puzzle that he tried to tell her.

"I love Jane, and I love her that much to let her go." he is fully facing Lisa, leaning one of his elbows on the railing. "Jennie is right, she will probably be happier with her mom and his new father. She will finally live with a perfect family; our Jane's happiness always be my priority above my own selfishness."

"Oppa-"

"I can't, holding someone else to stay with me if they choose to leave."

"Then how about you?"

"Why did you care, Lis?" ask Jungkook raising his tone a little bit make Lisa stunned. "You'll going to leave me anyway, so don't give me this attitude, it will just make it harder for me to let you go."

After those talk Jungkook leaves Lisa and start packing their luggage inside the car that's prepared for them. His driver drove them to the airport and then bid goodbye before leaving. The situation is awkward, not to mention Jane who looks as gloomy as the sky. She doesn't talk and just following Jungkook's step until they sat in the airplane.

"Daddy, can't mommy stay with us?" ask her half whispering but Lisa still capable to hear it.

"We spoke about this, little baby." said Jungkook zipping Jane's jacket before sitting comfortably and leaning his head on the seat. 

"What's more important than me and you for mommy?" ask her curiously again as Lisa pretend to be asleep, too coward to face Jane.

"Let's take a rest, little baby. I had a migraine right now." he pinch the space between his eyebrows make Jane pouting.

"Daddy, I love you." he smiles even though his heart hurts.

Everyone will leave.

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"Jane." Jennie happily opening her arms to get a hug from Jane who is walking slowly to her. "What happen?" as quick as that Jennie's face changed to be worried one and then bring her daughter in her embrace. 

"She probably need some rest." said Jungkook pushing the trolly full of their luggage and then fist bumping Jin Young.

"I am not asking you." hiss Jennie at Jungkook which is gaining Jungkook's click tongue.

"Behave Jen, she learns what we show her." at that Jennie doesn't talk back and just looking at Lisa behind Jungkook who looks so lost.

"I make an appointment at Jin oppa's restaurant for lunch." she inform Lisa make the younger look up at her and smile, tiredly. 

"Thank you, unnie."

"What's with you guys?" ask Jennie confuse as they walk side by side. "Normally people will be happy after having vacation." Jane is leaning on Jennie's shoulder, but her hand was reaching for Lisa's cheek which is somehow hurt her heart more. "If people looking at you two as a married couple, they will think you were in the middle of your divorce." she chuckled earning another tongue click from Jungkook. "You guys no fun".

--
"Darling, can you pass me tissue?" Ask Jennie to Jinyoung make the man move as quick as possible and giving the tissue toward her direction with a sweet smile on.

"Here, darl." He beams.

"Thanks." Jennie is smiling back showing her gum and then winking.

Everything so sweet between them contrast with another couple sat with them.

Jungkook silently eating while checking on Jane once in a while, while Lisa feels so sore watching the romance in front of her.

"Anyway, guys. I already book the ticket for the three of us." Said Jennie shortly.

"Already?" Ask Lisa.

"Yup. Jinyoung oppa had to do his job there. Me too." She took another spoon of soup into her mouth. Lisa is frowning at Jennie's statement, putting the fork and knife beside her plate and watching Jennie fully.

"You'll still work even though Jane will be there?" Silence enveloping the atmosphere, Jinyoung and Jungkook looking at each other full of worried.

"I'll register Jane into kindergarten."

"Still, unnie. You'll need to be there assisting Jane around, she will live at a new place, meet new faces." Lisa's jaw hardened as her fist clenching together.

"I'll do my best." Jennie said shrugging her shoulder.

"If you are not sure enough capable to handle this parenting thing, you can just leave Jane with-"

"Who?"

"Jen!" warn Jinyoung as Jennie put the spoon harshly on the table. Lisa stunned for a while as she met Jennie eye to eye.

"Do you want me to burden Jungkook's life even after what I did to his life?" Jennie won't stop. "Don't you see how miserable his life already? Living as a single parent, no woman to live with, will be lonely until God know when? Is this what you want?" Lisa can't say any word, and Jungkook put his chopstick and sighing deeply. So full of this bullshit happened between the two older women.

"Do you think I only thinking about myself like what you do?" Jennie spat before looking away chuckled mockingly. "You'll going to leave everything here too, right?" She crosses her hand in front of her chest and looking straight at Lisa's arrogantly. "Do it quickly! And never ever coming back here."