"Is the kimchi okay, Chef Kim Seokjin?" Ask Jungkook playfully as he put salt on his food like salt bae did, inviting uncontrollably laugh from Jimin in front of the counter table. Jin was chuckled as he feels intimidated by Jungkook.

"I don't know. What about the stew, chef Min Yoongi?" He threw the question toward the calm chef next to him hoping the playful answer but then...

"Shut the fuck up."

"Ya~ you... "

"No cursing." Jisoo throw popcorn to Yoongi, which is he catches with his mouth; he ate it mockingly. "Such a scary mouth."

Ding Dong...

Lisa who was sitting near the living room stood up but then Jimin faster than her to reach the door. They were so curious until Jimin with his eye smile talking joyfully toward the new guest make Lisa frown.

"Are we inviting someone?" She ask toward Rosè who is just biting her lips.

"Lis, honestly we-"

"Rosie unnie!!! "

-
"So you study at dance academy? Wow!!" Jimin claimed as they eat their dinner. Sinbi looks so shy with all the words Jimin said as her eyes keep on stealing glance once or twice toward Jungkook who was busy helping Lisa feeding Jane.

"Yup. I bet everything when I ask permission from my parent since they want me to handle their company that time. I am their only child, I understand it, but I have my own dream too. Luckily, they understand and was helping me to open my way, entering the market that's fit with my talent. Thats how I open my own dance academy."

"Wow. You had your own dance academy?" Now Hoseok who was look shock at the information.

"Yes, oppa. Been known you as the best choreographer in Seoul, I hope you can visit my academy to give some advice for our students."

"I'd love to." He is so excited. "I love to meet someone who had same interest with me."

"Jungkook also start his own experience with dance because of Sinbi." Jimin said proudly as Jungkook smile shyly.

"Jinjja? Daebak. Your vision of love really blind you ever since you were young." Yoongi comment. "No wonder you always got hurt."

Everyone was silence as Yoongi regret what he said. But nothing he can do but eat his food again ignoring death glare from Jimin.

Jimin is trying so bad to make everyone impressed at Sinbi, but Yoongi just simply make it clear stating that Sinbi and Lisa have no difference. They hurt Jungkook.

"I was so dumb to not realize there was a man with genuine feeling watching me." Lisa's hand was midair as she supposed to eat her first meal in a day when she heard Sinbi softly said that word. She put the spoon and looking at Jungkook who was stunned looking at Sinbi. "I am sorry, I wish I can fix it." Her heart aches and her eyes stinging when Jungkook smiling softly. "I wish there is a chance for me."

-
"Why were you left so early?" Lisa look up from unconscious Jennie to poker face Sinbi across her. She look at the closed door.

How could she doesn't realize that someone entering this room? Maybe that's because she is so into her thought.

Earlier, after what Sinbi spoke to Jungkook she excuses herself to tug Jane to sleep. Honestly, she just made that up. She can't take any more pain. So, she brought Jane inside Jen's room and tug her to sleep before sitting silently beside Jennie.

She only looking at the older silently, but her eyes telling everything. Every pain and disappointment for her own self.

She is so weak; she can't see anyone to get hurt. She can't take what's not hers anymore. God will punish her harder this time if she does that again.

She is in pain. In so much pain too, she also wanted to live happily as Jeon's wife.   This is also tiring for her to wait, to look at Jungkook like that. They never know how she hurt her own self every time she denied Jungkook. But it's still not enough, his friends will always blame her and hating her as if it was joy for her to see Jungkook suffering.

She disappointed to herself for not being egoist.

"Jane sleep time." She answer. "Why you entering this room without permission?"

"Why? Do you think you had right to give me permission? You are no one but Jane's nanny." She looks at the black hair without blinking. "Tsk. You won't think that you'll be the only woman that Jungkook ever put his heart, right? Feel pressed?"

Lisa flustered at what she just heard and see. This woman is nothing but snake. She can't let this kind of woman raising Jane. She smirks as Lisa put her hand on her chest and crossing her legs one after another, and then scanning the woman in front of her.

"I wish there is a clear past tense of put." Lisa said make Sinbi snort and checking the monitor beside Jennie. "Dont touch the things that you had no idea of what they are." And it makes Sinbi halted before look at Lisa.

"You are just so easy to read."

"You have no idea." Lisa stand up and checking on Jane who lay on the sofa near the corner of the room. "Listen, if you truly want to be with Jungkook, it means that you need to make up your attitude because I dislike it." Sinbi looking at Lisa unbelievably. "You can't raise Jane with that attitude, and I don't care what you have right now, all I need to say to you is, once you got him, Jen and Jane will be yours too."

"Are you out of your mind?"

"If you refuse then leave!"

-
"What were you talking to Sinbi?" Ask Jungkook as their friend left.

They were supposed to talk or playing game after dinner but, after exiting Jen's room Sinbi looks so mad and just excusing herself make everyone wondering why until Lisa exiting the same room with the same sour expression.

One by one they left with no word, and Jimin still dare to glare at her before leaving. The kitchen is still in mess when Lisa tries to make herself some iced tea to cool down her temper.

"Not now." She shortly said still stir the iced tea.

"Then when? What's with you? What's happening in the room? Why did Sinbi looks so mad and refuse to talk to me?" Jungkook force her to dump the spoon on the marble counter hardly make a noisy sounds that is filling the silent kitchen deafening their ear. "I got that Jimin hyung got into your skin but still, Sinbi is our guest. We should treat her good. Sinbi must-"

"Sinbi Sinbi Sinbi Sinbi.." She had enough of that bullshit. "Why should I hear that fucking name again and again?" Her voice hitched as she screams in anger and it's new to him. She never ever did that. "I don't care if she was a guest or even the royal queen herself, once she steps into this house, she needs to be having her attitude and mouth."

"Baby-"

"Don't baby me!" Lisa got her first tears there. "How dare you let stranger get inside Jen unnie's room like that knowing that Jen unnie is so sensitive. Her life depends on our carefulness. We have no idea what's each of that person's intention, I won't tolerate things like that next time."

"Did you just accuse Sinbi-"

"Do you think you know her just because you like her?"

"Are you jealous?"

"Yes I am." She spatted at him. "But do you know what's make me can't stand her?" She took the glass in front of her and throw it to the floor near Jungkook. "How dare you bring a woman who mark my Jane as an unwanted child easily? How dare you bring her here only to mark Jen and Jane as a burden to you? How dare she insult MY FAMILY."

she cried harder after that. Can't containing her anger after what she heard from Sinbi half an hour ago.

"It's impossible."

"I know you'll talk like this. Thats why I punish her by myself." She sounds intimidating while daggering her glare on him. "You should thank me for only slapping her, and if she has guts to show her face in front of me ever again, I won't hesitate to rip her mouth." It stunts Jungkook how she transforms into someone's different. "Test me!" She finishes her words and was about to leave the kitchen. She passed by him and stagnant on her spot when he talks.

"Then what about Mark Tuan?" Her heart flipped so fast that the anger in her just transform into fear. She looks back at him who had disappointed gaze. "Didn't you planning to run away with him and leave me and Jane just like you left me before?"

"I don't." Lisa not hesitant to answer his question.

"Then why your mother calls me and ask me to set you free because you'll get married with a man that I never know. You never mention about that to me. Are you planning to just vanish someday when you feel too tired of me and Jane?" Lisa clutched her hand tightly as she curses in her mind. "I thought we will be honest to each other. No secret. Am I the only one to hold on those statement?"

"Are you really doubting me even after 3 years I stay here for YOU?" Lisa shakes her head with a bitter smile on. "Really, Jeon Jungkook-ssi?"

"You left me before." She closed her eyes after his words. It's just too much for her to handle. She let herself crying tonight. She will let him to see how weak she is just tonight.

"Okay." She state. "Maybe I was wrong again." Her voice cracked as she hiccuping. "You can settle down with your Sinbi and so do I with Mark Tuan maybe." She sounds weak and thats make Jungkook scared. She give up. "But I'll bring Jen and Jane with me." All words become dull knives that's stabbing their heart.

They hurt each other again.

She wipes her tears and start to walk again. Jungkook's knees giving up as he falls to the ground and was crying like a baby.

He saw her from the opened door of Jane's room. She prepares big suitcase and start to prey their daughter's clothes one by one and arranged them neatly as she wipe her tears here and there.

This is not right.

They fought hard and can't just ended up like this because of their ego. He realizes that. As she was blinded by the anger, he forces himself to stand up and walk to the opened door. Approaching the woman, she loves from behind and just back hugging her before crying to each other again.

"This is not what I want, Lalice baby." He stuttered as he spells those words while crying. His hand hugging her form tightly afraid that she might leave him for real. "I am sorry, this is my fault. I can't get over my ego." She is still kept quiet letting him to describe what he felt. "I was too afraid to loss you." He buried her face on the back of her neck. "I believe in you, but to myself. I made too many mistakes that I am afraid that you feel too tired already."

Lisa keep quiet and that hurt him more.

"I am sorry. I promise I will never ask for more."

In the end, his love always blinding him.