So, i don't know. I am either putting this story up for adoption or putting it on hold for several years and until i get out of high school or am a high school senior, when i'm 18, in 5 years. This is because i: 

1. don't know what to do or how to write it right now

2. i'm scared of my mom finding out

3. i don't have much time with it do to a ton of family issues currently

please let me know what i should do, or leave suggestions about which i should choose, i really don't want to give it away because it's like a kid, you know? you start with an idea, like having a kid, then you start writing it. the more you write it, the more you feel like you're raising it and get attached...