I try so hard to keep others happy and saving others that I just hurt myself but I hold it in so much but now....I can't take it anymore....I just.....want to smile more and hear someone I love say I love you from the bottom of there heart, while being help by them crying! I just can't take it! I just can't! I try so hard to hold those I love yet I end up having to let them go I've dealt with to much pain!! I've gotten therapy and everything and tried having my friends help and even my family but nothing helps.....I just want to have this pain gone....it hurts...it hurts so badly! ....plz......plz someone save me.....