A/N:- This song has nothing to do with this chapter but I just wanted new armys to know about this masterpiece that I'm so obsessed with nowadays and this album and BTS in general.

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With the smoke from his vehicle dissolving in the air and leaving my company too, I felt the winds getting colder, making me shiver a little more. A lone snowflake found its home on my shoulder, only to melt away later. 

It was the first snow and was a part of Taehyung's never-ending surprises but an unexpected plot twist had me experiencing the first hand snow alone. 

I had stopped counting minutes as my mind only ran in circles. Only thing that made me realize that it had been long enough was the grass beneath my feet which now adorned a thin blanket of pure white. 

Mindlessly, I swirled around to find him hiding behind one of the trees and giggling when I finally caught him just to end this game of hide and seek. Also, to let him know that it wasn't funny anymore.

I was scared.

Scared to be alone again, scared to lose him.

Scared to fuck up again.

But I was just hallucinating. He wasn't there.

Everything dawned on me all over again but harder every time. I was pushed to the ground as my legs gave in the moment I sobbed hard. 

I didn't mean to hurt you, Taehyung. I shouldn't have hurt you but I guess I'm just a human.

It was just the lack of self-control which made me act in such a way.

Even the nature didn't forgive me as the cold air hitting my tear stained face made me wince. The chills became more prominent on my skin, almost as though travelling right through my flesh, making me colder and sleepier as every moment melted away. 

It was a hard struggle to stay awake and still have some hopes but the snow never melted away. There was a bright invasion of light in my eyes and I couldn't exactly make out if it was a man or an alien that appeared from behind the blinding lights.

It was a man. In a haste, he didn't even bother closing the door or even turning the engine off. Almost as if all he could see were my listless attempts to catch on life, he tightly held me. "I am sorry, Taehyung. I am really sorry. Please... don't leave me." I grabbed his jacket for support and looked up at him with teary eyes but it wasn't Taehyung.

Jungkook?

"Shh. It's alright now, trust me." It was confusion that made it so hard to rip my eyes off Jungkook's orbs that reassured me of his presence. "You're not alone anymore, I'm here. Let's go." He held me by my upper arm and guided me to the car door. "Here, take this." He took his padded jacket off and handed it to me.

He turned the heater on which made everything better. No words were exchanged later on. I doubted if he was the same Jungkook who went shopping with me. But I could still guess the reason

Silent because he was fuming with anger.

His anger reflected well in his driving. Taking dangerous yet professional turns and it seemed as if driving below 120 kmph was a crime. Thanks to the speed range he set, the car was soon completely at rest in front of the doors to our house. "Thanks, Jungkook."

My feet stumbled a little but Jungkook was quick to help me stand straight. 

We made it past the doors to the interior of the house that felt a lot warmer. Letting his favor off me, I slid the jacket off my shoulders and returned it back. "Uh... Jungkook, Taehyung must be asleep by now, I don't think I should disturb him. Please show me the way to the guest's room."

The real reason was, I wasn't prepared enough to face him and give excuses for my behavior just yet.

Finally, he opened his mouth to say something. "It's your room too." He whispered that very lowly as if he didn't want me to hear it. "You don't have to sleep in the guest room. You can sleep in my room."

I was reminded of that one time when the maids thought that Jungkook and I were a thing by seeing us hug. I didn't know what they will think of me if they saw me sleeping in his room. Taking all that in consideration, my answer was an obvious no but much polite. He led me to the guest room and wished me a monotonous good night.

I found myself unable to even change clothes so I just unfolded the neatly folded blankets and got wrapped in them to sleep. Obviously, it was hard for me to act as though nothing happened and sleep but yet, I tried to make an attempt at that.

Jungkook's PoV

Seeing Y/N in that condition made a sting of pain rise in my heart and to be honest, she didn't deserve a bit of it. As far as I understood the whole situation, I won't say it wasn't wrong for Taehyung to be mad at her but he didn't exert his anger rationally.

I knocked on the doors, wishing to stand face to face with the man who made me replace my typical calm demeanor. "What brings you here this late?" A small questioning smile stretched along his features.

"Did that one week without Minhee make you so use to the loneliness that almost half a year with someone else had no effect on you?" I folded my arms over my chest while poking my inner cheek with my tongue.

Taehyung imitated me, maybe in hopes of getting me so irritated that I would leave him and his sins behind. "Did you say something meaningless or was it my brain that failed in getting you?"

I snorted. "Neither my sentence was meaningless nor did your brain didn't get it." I moved forward, shoving my fingers on his chest right above the place below which his cold heart located. "It's your heart which doesn't understand that you hurt people."

"Jungkook, you're drunk and out of your mind." Taehyung just turned his back at me and moved forward pointlessly. 

It made me laugh how instantaneously he came up with a fake reason to brush things off. "Not everyone needs alcohol to start a fight, unlike you." I did a sadistic smirk to piss him.

"Jungkook, it's really late right now. We'll talk about this in the morning." Paying no heed to his words, I made my way towards the door, blocking it and ruining any chances of Taehyung to close it and hide in the darkness of his mistakes for avoiding confrontations.

"You didn't think it was late while leaving her all alone amidst a fucking forest?" Taehyung stopped in his tracks when my words hit his ears. His eyes met mine which were full of rebellion.

He was as enraged as me. "Don't ask questions when you don't know the whole story." His curt statement was proceeded by an eye roll and I ignored the obvious sign of disinterest.

"Really? What else do I need to know according to you? Hurting people is a habit of yours, Kim Taehyung. And, please, don't start with your 'I loved her a lot' shit again. I had enough of it already. Your explanations have no effect on me since the beginning" My words were stabbing him like knives but I couldn't care less because I was meant to hurt him for the sake of someone who lost their lives because of him

We both very well knew where the conversation was leading to.

We knew that 'her' wasn't in reference to Y/N anymore.

He shut his eyes, a vein popping out in anger and disagreement. "Jungkook, just shut up—"

"Why? Because you know you were wrong?" His weak and trembling state made me snort on the outside but on the inside, I knew I wasn't sure if I was right in doing this anymore or not.

He was seeking for a physical support because it was always too hard for him to speak his feelings out. He always seemed to lose his vocabulary when it came to talking his heart out. "Jungko—"

"Why don't you just accept your mistakes for once and repent for them? Some mistakes cannot be made right by accepting the punishment!" I shouted at him to make him realized that he can fool the world but not me.

"I am saying this for the very last time, get the fuck outta my room." A usual sign showing that he was reaching his limits and even a word would break him like glass started surfacing. 

My chest heaved with continuous shouting but there was no room for giving up. "You killed Minhee, but Kim Taehyung, I ain't letting you take away Y/N's life too."

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A/N:- Hellll-oooo!!
First off, THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS ON MY SILLY NOTE. Like, to all those who gave me 5 stars and to those who gave me 100, all the stars in the galaxy and infinity stars and of course, to those who drunk typed the numbers lol, y'all make my day... Stay healthy and happy!

Also, funny how I immediately fell in love with this gif and wanted to include it so bad that I wrote a scene with Jungkook for a gif which later transits into a lot of drama. Stay tuned for the updates :)))

!!! An explanation for this chapter !!!

So I think somethings need to be cleared to avoid any sort of confusion.

• I really need you all to stop blaming Y/N. I mean, even I wouldn't give a fuck about my man if I saw BTS. HuH, I'll get myself a man who'll understand my obsession or else it's bye bye for him.

•That important call that Taehyung made in the last chap was to call Jungkook and drive Y/N back home, he didn't appear there because he's some Santa Claus' elf.

• Jungkook saying, "one month without Minhee...": So, he basically felt too disappointed when Taehyung didn't question about Y/N out of care as soon as he opened the door almost as if he didn't even remember that she existed.

Feel free to comment if you have any doubts :)