Kaan pakad kar big sorry mujhe maaf kar dena... As i am late i am giving a big update it has a revelation and sanskars breakdown...Moving further next chapter would give swara's situation... I am still on there pain but next updates are really having a clinche... Do comment and let me know how you liked the chapter and also lemme know how are the songs....

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This part is compilation of moments they spend together some facts that needed to be known.... Next episode would be again a flashback from swara's POV with recent happening in her life... 

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Sanskar was on dining table while dinner was served infront of him.... He was staring the food blankly ,pale tired emotionless he sat there....As the breeze flowed his hairs kissed the bandage on his head....His hand in plaster was placed on the table while other one held spoon on the plate....As the wind chime made melodious sound with breeze smoothly moving to and fro nothing but a memory slipped in ... Smiling face of his jaan rushing out from kitchen....She wore a dungaree with crop top....

He was in flashback thinking of her sitting on his lap which was their daily routine while she fed him with her hand....A matured swara whom sanskar had turned into a kid.....A bubbly fun loving and happy baby....  He loved her antics and his baby was  the cutest.....Sanskar had changed her form ethnic clad to a super cute modern babe...As per his taste she use to dress but only in the house ,outside she was disciplined about her attire...She liked to be seen like that only by him....He wanted her to experience her life with mordern look away from the veils lehengas ....Though she wore sarees and traditional dress at work and in parties .....She also threw tantrums... She was a common face with him as they were very famous pair in social circle but their relationship status was just good friends....

She was feeding him and he was having his food silently ...Well not exactly because Mr Maheshwari and calm not possible he was busy caressing her stomach....His hand was roaming on her bare skin which was easily acessible from her crop top....As he tasted the food his facial expression changed....He at once stopped caressing which startled swara....

Sanskar : (very lovingly):  jaan, What is this? (he said pointing towards gravy) the gravy has ground cashews...

Swara : Yes, Thats for you i know how much you love it...

Sanskar : Hmm..... But you are allergic to cashews and also have special diet then why all this..

Swara : I am allergic you are not and special diet is for me not for you..

Sanskar : Jo tera hain woh mera hain....So i will eat whatever you eat so no cashews in my diet  and also the same diet will be mine....

Swara : Still saans its ok....waise bhi i am in check so i can eat this little bit...Today i am already done with my dinner you know i can't be late i was just waiting for you to arrive...

Saans is sanskars pet name kept by swara saans means breath....She kept it when she was away from sanskar for 24 hours she was feeling suffocated a void in life thats when she decided him to be her saans her lifeline....She calls him with that name only in personal space not in public as she loves to keep his respect....

Sanskar :  Ok, but from tommorrow same diet applies.... How much you will eat that much i will eat....Also no play with diet i want you healthy always in my arms.... (he rubbed his nose on her neck)

She was blushing and smiling as she felt current passing through her also slight ticklish....She wanted to disagree but knew how adamant he was....He was not less then a loving mother,  or a caring father....His love was everything that swara had more precious then any jewels or money of the world....She again started talking while feeding him...

Swara : Saans, I enjoyed the Hawaiian trip also the UK one and so many other places....Still hawai trip was the best....Thank you so much for fullfilling all my wishes....

Sanskar : Jaan, there is no place for these two villains in this story...

Swara (confused ): Villains ???

Sanskar (making her face him): Sorry and thank you they are biggest villains in love...Waise this is just the beginning i will fulfill all your wishes always...I want to show you the whole world.....You will be my princess and rule my heart....

Swara (smiling): Saans , I have a wish 

Sanskar : Command my princess....

Swara : I want to celebrate navratri and karwachauth back in village

Sanskar : Why so?? (he was nuzzling in her neck while she was sitting in his lap and talking)

Swara : As a kid while growing i always dreamed of enjoying it with my husband... When i was not accepted i was shattered so were my dreams.... I just had nightmare in my life 

 he lifted his gaze just to find two heavy tears  dropped out of her eyes he turned her face lovingly towards him and sipped the water on her cheek...He gave her a charming smile making her smile looking at his love....

Swara : I don't have nightmares anymore its just love.... I have started dreaming again i wish to fullfill all the duties as a wife i mean your to be wife....(She was saying playing with SS chain in her neck which had black pearls  each at pendants side...It was simple yet elegant)...... I have seen my mom in pain when all the ladies of the village community would do the rituals with their family and husband...She was all alone listening to the taunts of the world and like her even i couldn't never enjoy these things.... 

 Now, with you i wish to live at least few days of my life and enjoy everything as a married woman....I want to do the puja of garbha with you (garbha is an earthern decorated pot in which a earthen diya is lit and kept burning for 9 days its taken as a form of veneration)....Maheshwari's have the best Puja in complete alwar and mewar grand one.... I want to be the part of it i also want to play garbha with you......

I wanna wear best heavy hand embroidered bridal outfit, heavy jewellery, colour my hand with mehendi in which your name would be written,Wear broadest payal whose sound would remove all the void in my life .... 

Nine days fasting i want to be blessed with your long life not even a second less then i live....

On Karwachauth i will have sargi from Badi rani sa ....i would fast for the whole day and then in the evening after the ritual seeing the moon and your face i will break my fast by your hand....

Sanskar : (smiling) Princess your wish is my command....Why few days you will be with me for ever....You can perform rituals but you can't fast...

Swara : Kyun? Arrey it is my right....i have complete right on you so i can keep fast only i have that right... I know you are married but then you have promised to give me all the rights(She was telling by holding his collar in angry tone)

To put a full stop to her non stop blabbers he kept hand on her mouth...She was still feeding him...

Sanskar : Chup Jaan listen to me first....You are my wife and no one can change this truth....You are diabetic and also asthmatic you can't fast you know that it will effect your health....You are as it is weak Dr Vandita had told you to be careful with your diet your sugar levels keep on fluctuating....

Swara : Nothing would happen i promise i would take good care of myself.... I have been keeping fast since i was 10years,its ok i fainted at last but no harm other then that....I am also working out and my health is much improved now..... 

Sanskar : Ya right like you take care of yourself  now...You miss your lunch when busy, you forget your pump at home borrow mine in the time of emergency, you forget taking your insulin injection and faint due to high sugar levels... You didn't know you had diabetes neither your asthma triggered so frequently but after that incidence you need to be extra careful....

Swara  : Saans woh toh woh toh i know na tum mujhe kuch nahin hone doge isliye.... 

Sanskar : Right isliye you keep on giving me frequent migraines...I still remember when you didn't get insulin for 24 hours i would have lost you...(his eyes were showing his fright)

Swara :I promise to be extra careful...Before you say i will not work in that period....(innocently) Please please saans no painful flashback and now i am out of it..... its my wish to fast and do all the navratri and karwachauth rituals with you.....For those few days i wanna live as your wife....for that i will manage my regular exercise food everything....please saans....I will also not ask for candy floss 

she looked like a cute kid pouting and sanskar decided to agree and take care from his side

Sanskar: Oye why those few days you are and would be my wife till i am alive.... but frequent check of sugar levels no nirjara in navratri only one day karwachauth...... You will be with me not a moment away from me....I will follow the similar routine..

Swara : Men don't keep fast.... (she stood up keeping hands on her waist)

He again pulled her on his lap

Sanskar : Aisa kahan likha hain...I am sanskar Maheshwari and no one can stop me from doing anything....Specially when its about you princess...

Swara : I want to do ghoomar (ghoomar is a traditional rajasthani folk dance.... like the other ladies in navratre (navratri means 9 nights a traditional festival where goddess is prayed)...

Sanskar :  Do you know to do ghoomar?

Swara " Yes, i am the best after Sargam di she is toh professional... I am also a very good dancer

Sanskar smiled looking at her happily exclaiming her dreams...

 Swara : I am scared everything will be fine na.... 

Sanskar : Baccha ..why are you so scared? You trust me na i will make everything alright 

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saying this he hugged her gently while she was still on his lap...As he withdrew she could see passion in his eyes she dropped her eyes giving him view of her shivering petals....He knew it is much needed she needs to be assured with love and care...He started smooching her she was also reciprocating....They withdrew as they were out of breath and she rushed towards the room being shy...He also reached behind her he hugged her from behind sensing his touch she closed her eyes and left her body relax on his .... They gently walked towards the bed while he was busy caressing her waist... Sanskar opened her dungaree strap letting it fall down......Then he turned her towards himself she started unbuttoning his shirt while he removed her top and bra... Completely naked they slipped on bed he was kneading her breast while she was moaning his name....There legs were entangled and moving on each other.....

Then he gave her wet kisses while her hands were in his hairs.... he reached her clit and caressed it with his finger while kissing her thighs...Swara's desire were burning her body under his effect... He was teasing her by licking her assets with his tongue... His hand kept rubbing her core... Swara pleaded please i want you ... Sanskar agreed and entered into her filling her with ecstasy....

Mature content ends .....

Sensing her fragrance sanskar was back in present..... His eyes watered as he could see swara doing her antics and feeding him....

He at once closed his eyes to get away from the illusion....a song played on the TV getting sanskar again into flashback...

While he was hugging his arms pressed on her arms while swara left slight scream...

Swara : Aahh...

Sanskar : What happened jaan?

 Tears had welled up in her eyes...Sanskar saw bluish mark on her arms as she had got hurt...

Sanskar : (panicking): OMG how you got this...I will get medicine no no i will call doctor...no we will got to hospital come ....Kitni lagi hain yaaar jaan ....

Jai get the car ready he was going to pick her when she kept her hand on his mouth and made asked him not to move....

Swara : Saans , shhhh shhh calm down chup ekdum chup hum kahin nahin jaa rahe hain...I am absolutely fine...Its just minor scratch.....

Sanskar removing her hand from his mouth ....

Sanskar : Jaan, its not fine see its become blue....How you got hurt?

Swara : Woh actually i was in a hurry to reach the conference while rushing i bumped into the wooden door frame of conference room...Bas isliye when you pressed dard hua....

Sanskar : How can you be so careless? conference could have waited what if you got more hurt....Be very careful i would have killed if it would have been any person who got you wound....Waise i have a special medicine saying this he kissed her wound ab dard nahin hoga....

Concern dripped from his eyes....She smiled and said

Swara : Tumhara bas chale tum mujhe rani banake ek jagah par bitha ke rakho ge....(she said with a teasing smile and walked few steps when she heard a song whistle...

With guitar in hand Sanskar started playing stroke he whistled and came towards her and started singing song looking at her...

https://youtu.be/hlvbDjksdCg

He was on rockstar mode...Dancing his way ....He came towards her kept the guitar at a side and forwarded hand towards her she held it and he twirled ... He and swara both were swinging side by side with shoulder flicks....

Ban ja tu meri rani

Tainu mehal dewa doonga
Ban meri mehbooba
Main tainu Taj bawa doonga x (2)

He came behind her and was looking above her shoulder...He walked a few steps away and did crazy shashi kapoor step followed by shammi step....Swara stuck out her tongue and started running....

Sun meri rani rani

Ban meri rani rani

They were in room while he did few bhangra steps ....Swara was laughing seeing him she was seeing a new sanskar who was crazy.....Her love was mad...He went on knees and ask for her hand which she gave softly....

Shanjahan main tera
Tainu Mumtaj bana doonga
Ban ja tu meri rani
Tainu mehal dewa doonga

She was also dancing with him...His voice was making her immense happy....Sanskar had started living his life he was changing and loving his life....

Badan teri di khushbu
Mainu son na deve ni x (2)

He held her close to himself smelling her scent when she pushed him on the bed... he took pillow in his hand and hugged and was smelling it ...then getting up on his elbow in side lying he threw a kiss towards her winking at her.......

Raatan nu uth uthke sochan
Baare tere ne x (2)

He woke up and standing on bed opened his arms asking her to come ...She came and hugged him tightly...He swung along with her in the arms....The both were doing train step walking 2 -2 steps on each side....

Sun meri rani rani

Ban meri rani rani

Haan kar de tu mainu
Main duniya nu hila doonga
Ban ja tu meri rani
Tainu mehal dewa doonga

  They were both on bed doing weired steps and doing tapori dance.... Swara was now wearing a dupatta like cape and holding Mr Buzo wearing glares...she dropped glares on nose and signed sanskar with finger to come towards her and then made him twirl and took him in arms while he held rose in his mouth..... 

Ab ishq bulawa mainu

Tere naam da aaya ni
Tere pichhe duniyadari
Chhadd main aaya ni x (2)

Sanskar rose and tracing fingers on her waist did twist and then touching her arms held her hand and got her close while she shyed and rushed away....He was walking behind her while holding her dupatta as she walked in the corridor between the curtains.....She was doing sexy moves making him feeel crazy.....

Sun meri rani rani
Ban meri rani rani

Mildi haye jagir te
Tera main naah likhwa doonga
Ban ja tu meri rani
Tainu mehal dewa doonga

He sat in corner looking at her doing antics and stupidly dance around the curtains mimiciking the heroines...he was thinking her in all sexxy mode dancing in a sexy saree dreamily.... He was got back when he felt swara concerned looking at him and tracing her fingers on his cheeks... he held her hand..

Akhiyan nu rehn de
Akhiyan de kol kol x (2)

He was looking into her eyes deep in which there was love and only love....She was yawning and he held her tight from waist while she encircled her hands around his neck...

Aaja ni aaja sohni

Aaja mere dil de kol x (2)

Akhiyan nu rehn de

Song ends 

As he hummed the last line.... He lifted her as she was drowsy and started walking towards the room ...

Swara : You know what your kiss does wonder on my wounds...Pain vanishes shuuuu....

He smiled ..

Sanskar : For me your tight hug works as magic...Pain gayab ho jata hain....

  She tightened her grip around his neck as he walked towards the room being tired swara slept off...  He placed her on bed and was about to move but she was gripping his shirt tight in her fist.... He kissed her forehead and slept beside her taking her in his embrace looking at her face glowing in the moonlight....

Flashback end....

He was still lost in dream looking at his jaan sleeping calmly in his arm.....smile was adoring his face...His innocent baby all for himself was sleeping by him....A smile was flashing his face

As he came back he was still sitting on table with AK and nikki on his either side staring at him... As he came back reality hit him very hard... He at once spoke....

Sanskar : Where is swara's diabetic food ? Who made the cashew gravy with whose permission don't know swara is allergic to it....

All the chef stood in a row shivering...

AK : Actually i thought you love cashew gravy so for a change you are just up from bed so you will like it....So this menu was arranged....

Nikki : Waise bhi swara is not here so....

He at once stood up from chair pushing it down....Rage was clearly visible in his stance... He just walked away from the table then turning back...

Sanskar : Nobody has the right to decide about my life...Nothing changes let that be clear.....I want to keep her smallest memory intact so i know what she is responsible for.......

He walked off to his room

Sanskar was sitting in his room on a rocking chair while the wide Plasma TV played his memories with swara he was engrossed in looking into it.... He got up from bed and walked towards the TV while he had paused a specific pic in which swara was looking super cute...He was lovingly tracing his finger on her face her big red eyes pink nose....looks like she was angry on him and had cried a lot...He let tears fall out freely on his cheeks drowning the stubble....

She wore a smart baby pink cotton shorts with little glittering hearts over it and a white short baby pink border thin strap customised top on which SS was imprinted with  glitter in dark pink and a baby pink jacket completed her look ....Those fringes on her face made her look cuter.....Her nose was red with anger eyes were moist and puffy showing she had cried for a long time.... she was sitting on the swing in the Lawn just outside their farmhouse blankly staring at the sky.... he was dragged into the moment....

Flashback : 

While sanskar came speeding in his car and took a screeching halt at the lawn looking at the extremely gorgeous girl.... He sighed and closing his eyes for a moment as if thanking god came out of the car and signed his security to park the car.....He wore a black denims with body hugging white Tee his black jacket hung on his shoulder ....He left the jacket to fall down getting hold of his mobile he captured the cute angry face as she looked in his direction..........His hairs scattered on his forehead with drop of sweat dripping made him look damn cute...Cuteness overloaded....

A relief gushed over his face looking at her as if he was searching for her....A servant came and handed over something to him and asking every servant to go to the quarter he started walking towards swara....

He kneeled on his knees and was holding a cane in his hand forwarding it towards her....Swara turned her gaze looking at him....

Sanskar : I am sorry Jaan i was upset as you were continuously nagging behind me....In that anger i scolded you.....Then the schedule was hectic work was piled up, meeting lined up last thing i wished you not to be found...

Flashesh of the incident...

Swara was sitting in her hospital cabin  wearing a beautiful royal blue anarkali and continuously  trying to call sanskar and he wasn't replying concerned about him she called AK who said about his hectic schedule....Concerned about his health she reached his office as she knew he won't listen to anyone....She saw him pacing in the room like a wounded lion he looked daper wearing a blue three piece suit with dark brown pointed leather shoes.....He looked smarter wearing that angry look....Persuading him she fed him with her hand as he was working continuously on laptop....His head had started aching but keeping that aside he was busy in his scheduled work....

 As swara had left early in the morning for an emergency his complete schedule was on toss...He had skipped his breakfast and also morning medicines.....she was pleading him to have his medicines as she had to return to work after this.... She was running behind him while he on call was about to go out of the cabin......

When he reached the door she forcefully took his phone and disconnected it forwarding the medicine but his anger mode was already active as he was about to loose a deal to goenkas....He was on final call which she disconnected it was the matter of his companies good will and reputation so he got angry on her....

Swara : (ordering tone ) : Saans medicine first....

Sanskar : Stop nagging like a kid swara keep the medicine and go i will have it.....Enough of your tantrums....You are becoming too childish day by day.....why did you cut the call? who gave you the right to do so....Don't try to be my mother get that into your little head....Please spare me for sometime go away from my life....Its my life no one rules it....

This was witnessed by his whole staff as he was at cabins door...She at once rushed out of the cabin pushing sanskar out of the way....while sanskar came into sanity seeing the tears in her eyes....He punched the wall in frustration but the damage was done....

While finishing work sanskar made AK call swara..... He was continuously trying to call swara but she was not picking the phone....Looking at sanskars anger and tension even AK was trying his best to get in touch with swara.....They called the hospital and got to know swara didn't return he thought she might be stuck in traffic he will meet her on the way to bidding......Sanskar in anger reached his parking to get the car as he was leaving for tender bidding he saw swara' s car in the parking.... His cars had special parking on enquiring driver said he is in office and still waiting for madam..... 

 AK was following and telling him the minutes of the meeting....Sanskar wished to ask forgiveness from swara as he was feeling restless.....After knowing she is still in office area he was more concerned...

 He again tried calling her and her phone was ringing in parking lot sensing the voice he reached a desserted space there he saw swara trapped by ishaan Goenka....

IG as he is popularly called by girls...Rich spoilt brat sanskars rival....Girls are his weakness ...Arijit Goenkas only son who is a playboy and needs new girl daily to spend his night....There was someone else who was standing in the dark may be IG' guard sanskar ignored...IG was moving towards swara talking she had bumped into pillar no where to run she was shivering closing her eyes like a wet chick....Her phone was lying on the ground....As ishaan was about to touch her....Sanskar shouted on top pitch...

SWAAARRRAA

His voice shook the complete parking lot he was about to punch ishaan but as he was about to go ahead...His security had also taken step behind him...AK caught him as it was the day for tender bidding and this could effect his goodwill ...he fisted and closed his eyes...As swara had gone numb being scared her eyes were tightly closed ishaan gestured sanskar as smelling swara and finally showed him as biting her.... ishaan walked away giving him a dirty smirk....

Sanskars eyes had turned red in rage his tightened fist showed that he wished to kill ishaan at that moment....Sanskar again scolded swara

Sanskar : He had the audacity to be near you because you got scared...Why swara why couldn't you slap him....(He was saying everything looking into her eyes with his red eyes getting tears in her )Next time just slap the person who misbehaves never think about consequences...Even if you kill the person i won't complaint but this is not acceptable....

 being helpless and getting humiliated swara left from their and came to the farmhouse.... 

She again came back from incident flashes in present where sanskar was still talking 

Sanskar : I was searching from past 3 hours i went to hospital, orphanage, rohni's special school you were not there...Luckily Jai said you are here.....You know how  possessive i get once i lost you for 24 hours i had forgotten breathing....I didn't know if i was alive or dead please jaan......My anger broke the boundary when i saw you with that ishaan bloody goenka...He is such a bastard and his hand was about to touch you....What would have happened if i didn't reach on time?....Please jaan next time if your angry remove your anger on me but never go into any lonely place alone....

 I would never let this happen in first place just be with me....Security cover its for your safety jaan don't go out of it .... I know you wished to stay alone so you went to parking but from next time take your security they won't disturb....I have almost lost you twice and i won't be able to take it again...

That bloody goenka now won't even think about you in wildest dream...Sanskar had brutally beaten ishaan after the tender bidding and landed him in hospital....

Out of frustration all my anger poured upon you....Just punish me for bringing this moist stream out of your doe almonds(he said pointing at her tear drops) but once talk to me....Jaan I love you  (he said and kissed her cheeks).... I am genuinely sorry....

 She gave him an angry glare...he again forwarded the cane she angrily snatched it and raised it he like a kid closed his eyes in fear....When he didn't feel anything he opened his eyes one by one and looked swara was crying badly....Her  complete face had turned red and tears kept on making way out of her doe eyes......He at once took her in his warm hug...

Sanskar : You will always be my baby i love this baby of mine...You have full right on me....

Swara : One side you say i have full right on you and other side you say i keep nagging.....You said i increase your headache haaan how dare you say it.... I irritate you ...You called me swara... scolded me for that good for nothing person when he was at mistake.... You said i being with ishaan wasn't acceptable as if i was enjoying his cheap tactics....

She was non stop talking between her hiccups and he was holding her and caressing her back...His eyes were moist and dropped with guilt in his heart because he knew he had hurt her badly...He was wrong but something she said got him back into angry mode...

Swara :Am i a pain for you then kill me once and for all....

Sanskar : (stern and angry voice) : Bacccha, never even utter such thing i was angry and spoke rubbish i ask your forgiveness but my life resides in you how can i even think of you being hurt...

 They both were staring each other....He joined his hands bowed his head and was about to go on his knees when swara held him nodding her head in no

Swara : You are my respect and its place is in heart not in my feet....

 Sanskar : Never think of going away from me you don't know how i have felt when i didn't find you in our house...Luckily i could track you....

Swara : Never do this  again

 she said hugging him tightly

By now her anger had vanished but she thought of teasing him....

Swara : Thats fine i agree and accept the apology but

Sanskar (was feeling increased headache but wished not to show): But what jaan..

(she turned her back towards him so he doesn't know that she is teasing him....

Swara : I am going away....I would try to behave like a mature person....after what happened today i can't stay with you...i dont' want my childish behaviour to mess your life...We would stay apart so we

She was still not looking at him....Sanskar wasn't able to hear anything now as his head was aching and spinning, suddenly he felt dizzy and stringing pain in his head and a scream escaped his mouth as he held his head tightly....At first swara thought he is kidding to get her attention but when she again heard him shout that painful scream tore her....She at once turned and rushed towards him by now he was on ground screaming in pain...

Swara : Saans saans stay with me she was patting his cheeks)....i will assist you lets go to the room...please please for me listen your jaan is calling you please....

Sanskar : Please be with me Jaan don't go away...You are my kiddo and i want you like that only.. iii...

Swara : I was just teasing you i won't go anywhere...Please calm down lets go to the room..

She was crying seeing him in pain....She some how managed to get sanskar to room she made him lie down while he curled up in pain...She immediately searched for his injections she found none in the room neither in his bag....She rushed into next room and found one for emergency in her bag....She got it and injected sanskar he was in dire pain...She removed his shoes and socks he was going cold she covered him with comforter and started rubbing his legs ....Then she sat by his side taking his head in her lap massaging his forehead....

Swara : This is why i was behind you so that you don't miss your medicine....  You are next to impossible you missed all your doses ...It must be hurting a lot na....

He was calm though his head was pounding but it was still better...

Sanskar : Jaan , stop crying you have cried the whole day ...(again holding his ears) I am so so sorry....(Again fresh tears made there way from her eyes)I am going to declare this day as "cry day"....(his talks were wisper but enough for her to smile)....You keep on making me indebted....Haaye Jaaan tumhari yeh smile.... 

She lovingly pecked his forehead with love and care....She hugged him and kept him close to her heart...

Swara : I care for you yes i nag because i don't wish to see you in pain... See what happened you didn't take your medicine since morning....Promise me you won't skip your medicine...

Sanskar ( smiling) : I promise i would follow my regime and also won't ever scold you .... waise can i get little powerful dose (indicating towards his lips...)

She pecked him and after having dinner they were lying on the bed....Swara was in sanskars embrace and telling him about her life....

Swara : Sanskar , since childhood i have been bought up as a thing.... A thing which was not required by anyone no one cared or loved me.... Garbage also has some value but i was not even having value of garbage....When i was with mom and worked whole day in scorching sun and when asked for food or water the landlord would abuse and slap....Then before my mother died she gave me to Raja Saheb it was a barter against his son's life.... i was told by my mother he is my father....I dreamt of having a beautiful family but on reaching there i knew i was nothing more then a maid... I was maid to sargam di and kavita di who were least concerned about my existence what mattered was there work to be completed....

My little brother use to wipe my tears when he was small make me smile...With time staying with Raja saheb and men of village he also became like them.... I was not given food for days together abused, scolded, beaten for small small mistakes....Even this was not enough i was married off when i was 10 years....Sargam di, kavita di and i was married at same time....Sargam di is elder to me, kavita di and i just have year difference....

In all this there was just one person who cared for me Janki Maa... Her existence needs my sacrifice (she was lost and saw sanskar looking at her confused but then she went a head)

I was just living for fullfilling the promises i made to people in my life ...My mother whom i promised to take care of my brother...Janki maa whom i promised to take care of ragini and Roshni.... Sargam di whom i promised her happiness.... Life was like a burden drowned into darkness...

 I thought once i get married my life would be happier my husband would love me ... I was wrong when my marriage with rituals were on card he left .....His mother said i am a curse my and his kundali doesn't match.....(she was horrified by mention of her husband she could see few men around her laughing and a man fully drunk holding and trying to kiss her as she pushed and rushed from there....he pushed her on ground and beat her with belt till his hurt male ego got satisfied) she was sweating sankar found her shivering but she composed and spoke further....May be because i was not of his standard he is a prince after all.....(Tears were flowing from her eyes)

Raja saheb was fed up of me as he was loosing all his fortune in gambling he blamed it on my fate declaring me apshaguni....When i rebel he spread rumours in village made that i had illegitimate relationships with men for money.....I was humiliated infront of the whole village.....They said my fate was written with broken pen black ink therefore i was not eligible for any happiness....

I was insulted in whole community once i felt of ending my life i backed out thinking about Roshni... My rebels in village against the custom and tradition had already earned me a bad name...All my pleas to stop marrying girls at young age letting them study fell on deaf years...Rather i was labelled "Rebel"

Raja saheb started troubling me more thinking i was an unwanted burden he had to rear....To make myself capable i decided to complete my masters and work...

I Started working in hospital which was not liked by Raja sa and he with villagers started making stories  about me....I needed to do something for the living ....I am the only lady doctor in the village and from the village so Bade raja sa (DP) believed me and i was appointed as personal doctor for Badi rani sa and Raja Sa..... I was there when Pari bhabhi delivered ashkar ....I still remember holding ashkar in my arms for first time... I became personal doctor for maheshwaris....

I have bond of 5 years with the sister concern the co aided foundation of your hospital back in village which you took over..I have completed 3 years only 2 more years its a medical council rule else it would effect my career...When i knew there was a vacancy in mumbai i got the letter from my senior to work and complete my masters in mumbai... I ran away with roshni rest you know....

Sanskar : I will tear away the contract i don't want you to be bonded with contract...

Swara : Nope ,now it doesn't make difference i am with you so i will work .... Let the contract be..

He was looking at the marks of wound on her hands and kissing it lovingly...

Sanskar : I would never allow any more marks on your body... If one more mark on your body i will burn down the person....

Swara : When i am with you i feel i am the luckiest girl....Today ,  i felt my world falling apart when you said to go away... I thought of jumping off the building...

Sanskar : Swara .... (she had closed her eyes knowing he is hurt and next would be a good lecture but instead sanskar held her hand and kept it on his head) Promise me you would never think of such stupidity... Promise me...The day such thought come in your mind my heart will stop beating....

Swara : Promise... i would never think or do anything stupid with my life..... Just be with me ...

She hugged him tightly....

Flashback ends....

All her words were echoing in his ears,,,,He came back into his dark world....

It was late in the night it was dark outside so was in his room and heart... He again pressed the play button he was drowned in alcohol the empty glass clinked on the bottle as he poured another drink.....As the poison entered his stream a burning sensation travelled in its path reaching till his empty stomach...

A smile played on his lips as he heard her voice travel through the set on headsets and reach his ear.... A recording which sanskar had got from nikki when he was in UK for a conference... AK had recorded it secretly when nikki was speaking to swara and asking about sanskar and her relationship....How happy she sounded.... her voice was giving him peace....

Song played in the background.....aaj ro lene de ve jee bharke

https://youtu.be/luK0kFFo7io

My sanskar the most unique creation of God....Anger always shines on his nose but love and care its what he is made up of....In village i have raised seeing rude, egoistic self centered men but sanskar is different....Being the prince and raised in the same environment he respects women... He is angry youngman for sure but his heart is as fragile as a glass.... He can burn the world if he sees drop of tear in my eyes.....I don't know he is destined for me or not but one thing is for sure i won't be able to love anyone else....As Sanskar Maheshwari says "If your not in my destiny then i will change the destiny"

When he smiles i feel my life is bright and when he is suffering i die thousand deaths..... I can never be devoid of love or care when he is with me..... He is indeed a family man and i wish he would meet his family soon ooops sorry not he we will meet the family soon... I am jealous of all those girls who drool over him because only i have right on him..... Yes, i am possessive but a little then he himself..... Sanskar Maheshwari is not a name he is a book of goodness who takes care of my smallest happiness.... 

I still remember when we first met.... I was dying every second with the pain of stab but when you took me in your arms i got new life....Whenever i am in pain you being by my side makes me fine .....

Saans, just as his name he is my breath... i love him to the moon and back.... He is my prince who always comes to save his princess....He knows i am not expressive but truth is i am not worth of his love he is the best.....

Whether its work or love you are the best... I don't know what good things i have done in life to get you... I can shout out loud to the world god has given me best fate and as you say i am your lucky charm....You are my soul , the reason i wish to live a long life....

She was talking dreamily she sees AK recording hiding...She throws pillow at AK and he comes out giving a stupid grin....

AK : Sorry sorry swara but please closing line for sanskar he is really missing you....

Swara : I love you Sanskar Maheshwari.... Just few lines for you... I am not good as you please bear it...Tujhme rab dikhta hain female version ...(Do listen its just so beautifully sung by shreya)

https://youtu.be/EB7nlkyUMCA

She was wiping the tear that had drop from the corner of her eyes....

saans Your jaan loves you muaaaaah she pouted at the cam and the recording stopped....

Sanskar eyes were filled with tears he was on his knees crying loud.... and next movement the glimpse of video showed  by detective flashed infront of his eyes....

The video that the detective showed sanskar was of swara dressed in complete rajasthani attire like a princess with her husband Saahil Raisinghaniya dressed in a sherwani addressing the villagers.... Rani Sa saahil's mother was asking the villagers to bless the couple....Swara and saahil stood joining there hands....While the villagers showered flower petals on them....

While the detective in the evening sometime back had sent him some CCTV clips in which swara had been seen with Ishaan goenka time and again... She had also visited ishaan in hospital after sanskar had beaten him.....There was also a video in which swara was seen with saahil raisinghaniya entering a hotel room... Many pics which showed swara with ishaan and saahil were of the time when sanskar was out of mumbai on work purpose... As per the dates and pics detective linked the clues ...Proving swara was planning and plotting against him.....

There was also pics in which swara was seen on bed in compromising position with saahil Raisinghaniya... It also had pics of swara with ishaan in hospitals parking lot of his building... Videos clearly  showed the recording that she was not forced or manhandled....

He threw the bottle on the Television which cracked and the glass scattered in the complete room there was a ear wrecking sound with his scream filled the void of the mansion.... AK at once came running just to find a vulnerable sanskar hiding his head between his knees...

AK (shaking him): boss, please don't do this to yourself...

Sanskar lifted his gaze which could pierce anyones heart...His eyes were red dark circles with puffy bags under it....Tear stained face....he gave a sarcastic smile...

Sanskar : This is the same swara (he said pointing towards her large picture which hung on one of the wall) who said she won't leave me....Same swara who can't see me in pain....She left me .....ahhhhhhhaaa Swaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrraaaaaa.......

he started throwing everything around...

AK was trying to hold him so that he doesn't hurt himself more.....But in aggression his wounds were bleeding he fainted on the bed and AK immediately called the doctor....AK's eyes were moist looking at sanskar.....As doctors were checking sanskar AK immediately came out and went into a room locking the door behind him....

He removed the small camera that was fixed on his button....He connected to a call and was speaking on bluetooth...

AK : You saw his condition...he is getting out of control he might kill himself in his madness....I have seen sanskar shattered when swara was kidnapped and now toh she has left him....I hope whatever we did was right and everything will work according to plan...

OP : When is he reaching alwar?

AK : Tommorrow

OP : Hmm try and delay it a bit further.....

AK : I can do nothing he is going mad ....He wanted to move today itself i delayed making an excuse of board meeting tommorrow... That too he has kept at 6 in the morning....I can try and delay it by 2 days max...

OP : I will do something....don't worry just let him be back at home with family he will be fine....

Take care make sure he doesn't step at mewar....

AK : Ok

As he was on call he heard sanskars shout he disconnected the call and connecting the camera rushed back to his room.... He saw sanskar ready in his loose track pant and shirt about to go out ....AK tried stopping him but he just walked out with bleeding and painful wounds...AK followed him...Driver dropped them at sanskars favourite place marine drive .... AK was alert so was Jai and security team... Sanskar got down singing  with the bottle in his one hand while other hand was in the sling ....

https://youtu.be/ji6AGFxxWcY

Tainu hunn meri
Kade yaad aake tadpaundi nahi
Akhiyan jo teri
Kite neendar ud fudd jaandi nahi

Aave tu mudke
Hunn main ta kara fariyada ni

He sat on the fence of the beach ......still singing lost in hoarse voice....He was seeing swara siting in front of him as he touched her she vanished....

Raahan vich jind baithi
Ik laike teriyan yaadan

Ik
Main manga na kuchh hor
Ik teri khair mangdi
Na toote dil ki dor
Ik teri khair mangdi

He could see her around scolding him for being drunk she didn't like him drinking...

Swara (imagination ) : How dare to break the promise given to me and touch her (indicating his bottle )instead of me....  

Sanskar : (childishly ) :You also broke your promise and left me na....

Swara : where i am still here see...

Sanskar : No you are not there you left me for that....

He broke the bottle in anger then looking at the glass he started smiling while tears made their way out....

Sanskar : Yeh lo yeh bhi mere dil ki tarah toot gaya....(This also broke like my heart)

 He ordered to get him one more bottle to the guards.. Guards looked at AK who nodded in no..

Sanskar : ohhhh, (looking at AK nod then again to guard )  who is your boss who pays you haan....

Guard (Scared ) : you sir,,,,

Sanskar : Then how dare you don't adhere to my orders... get me one more quick...

Seeing him admant AK nodded in positive and guard got him another bottle...

Sanskar : Jaaan nope swara only swara ... AK she ditched me yaar see my heart is not ready to listen that she left me...tell him na that she betrayed me and broke him (pointing towards his heart)....(crying ) i want her my jaan i want my jaan...She is mine only mine....

he again saw imaginary swara dressed in heavy bridal attire with jewellery.... he shouted on the imaginary reflection smiling at him....

Sanskar : Not you...you are imposter fraud swara ...i want my innocent life my jaan....Get my guitar...

His security got him the guitar.....It was difficult for him to stabilise guitar with one hand as his one hand was in plaster....He put the belt in his neck and kept the guitar on lap.....

https://youtu.be/niWBtid2ZlY

  Mere hisse ki khushi ko hansi ko 

Tu chaahe aadha kar 

Chaahe lele tu meri zindagi par 

Yeh mujhse vaada kar 

He could see his swara in his arms crying in pain when she took the bullet for him.... He could sense a pain run through his body imagining when he held the kerchief and tissues on her wound and she screamed in pain....His voice held a lot of pain...

Uske ashqon pe ghamon pe dukhon pe 

Har uske zakhm par 

Haq mera hi rahe har jagah har ghadi haan umr bhar

Aye khuda aye khuda jab bana uska hi banana

He laughed as he sang the water splashed on him making him wet .....See i am still singing...

He was seeing flash of him and swara in the rain he was drunk....Swara was running behind him and he was walking in anger...He had scars and scratches on his face....Looks like they were coming from some party after some fight...Swara looked damn hot in black with shining silver lace border saree drapped on black sleeveless deep neck silver border blouse ...

Sanskar was in silver satin shirt and black pant his coat was on her shoulder.....Her leg caught between her wet saree and she twisted her ankle...As she fell on the knee she cried Sanskar at once ran towards her making himself stable he also helped swara stand...She was in pain he lifted and got her in car....

Sanskar : I am sorry but that bloody goenka was planning to get you on bed...When i got the information i couldn't control my anger and i....

Swara : Saans , you would have killed him, 

Sanskar : So what should i do, allow him to misbehave with you....haaan he had the guts to even think about you....That bloody

Swara : Your anger is justified but you loose your mind after drinking...

Swara held his hand and found blood dripping from it she kissed it lovingly and tied her kerchief on it...She then kissed bruises on his face.....Looking at his rage and continuously drinking swara was scared that he will spoil his health....

Swara held him by his neck and smooched him after few seconds sanskar also started responding  .....He started pouring out his fear and love he in a swift removed the coat that was covering her ....He pulled her pallu and kissed her near the chest then nuzzling into her neck he was calming down....His hand was roaming on her back touching her bare skin....

Swara : Saans , i know you would never do anything wrong but please promise me you won't drink and loose your temper ever.... You would never drink when you are in pain...

He composed himself and looked at bottle in his hand ...sitting straight he draped the pallu covering her....

Sanskar : Jaan.... I go restless when i don't find you around... I loose myself when i don't see you...

He saw her eyes moist he at once opened the car door and threw the bottle outside...

Swara : I don't want to loose you... I don't have anything other then you....

Sanskar : I promise i won't drink... You have to promise not to leave me alone and not to go anywhere without informing me....

Swara : I promise...

He was back hearing the sound of waves dashing on the stones...

  he was remembering their moments together the day of the incident when he last saw her before he closed his eyes .....  he again kissed the bottle on his lips and gulped the content....

Keeping the bottle and guitar aside he stood up as he was to wobble AK held him he shoved him and started singing while his eyes were pouring...

https://youtu.be/rclRUybLCas

Rab kare tainu koyi

Gamm tadpave na
Baarishan da mausam teri
Ankh wal jaave na

he was wiping tears from imaginary swara's eyes and asking for forgiveness holding his ears....Singing lines which were voicing out his heart...

Saddeyan nasiban vich
Likhiyan judaiyan ve
Kado door honiyan ne ae tanhaiyan

He was seeing her in her cute jumpsuit with floral pattern and flower tiara on her head making cute faces....She was standing with hands on her waist....She disappeared and he was searching -- He smiled at his fate singing in the below lines and walking wobbly...

Teri khair mangdi
Main manga na kuchh hor
Ik teri khair mangdi
Na toote dil ki dor
Ik teri khair mangdi   

He slipped and was about to fall when AK held him...Shoved of his hand and was looking at the sky...

Sanskar : (pointing towards the sky) You are a master player what a master stroke(clapping hands ) Wow .... First you got me on the edge of life and said your life ends here....When i wished for some happiness you gave it to me in abundance in form of my swara....MY JAAAN...swara's lines flashed in his mind...

"I am sure you will ask for more" She was right i wish to live more but with her.... You always snatch my happiness why ??... I know you are jealous right first my sister,my parents, my brothers, family, sleepingangel and now my jaan.... lets finish this game either you kill me and if not then i will kill everyone who will come in between me and swara.... I want her with her wish or without.... Did you hear me i want her...

I will be yours till my last breath....I will wait forever even if you don't come for me

 He remembered the words his girl ....His girl who is she then swara whom he gave rights upon him... Swara toh left him...

I will be your forever ...he remembered swara's word....

She is mine only mine he was drunk and drowsy and dizzy by now....

 AK forcefully got him home as he was tired he without resisting allowed doctor to treat him....As AK saw him sleeping he went out with doctors...

Sanskar turned and his finger touched the mobile which laid near him on swaras scarf which held her fragrance unlocking mobile he saw swara's and his pic on wallpaper .....It was the scarf she had tied on his wound on the day of incident....he always kept it near him as her fragrance allowed him to sleep.....then holding mobile and her scarf close to his heart he went near rocking chair...He covered his face with her scarf and holding mobile near his heart calling her name he drifted to sleep....

Next Day morning 

He was still on the rocking chair when AK came and opened the curtains allowing mild light and fresh air to brush sanskar's face....It was 5 am in the morning....He at once removed the scarf shading his eyes rubbing it and shouted... (haaye kya cute lag raha hain bikhre baalon mein) :p

Sanskar : Jaan Let me sleep please...

As he opened his eyes looking at AK reality hit him....

AK : Boss, we have a meeting at 6 in the hospital...

Sanskar : Hmm, what about my travel?...

AK : You are travelling after two days ... Plan and dates are schedule i, jai special team of chefs and doctor will be travelling with you....

He was standing near a vase he broke it in anger...

Sanskar : WTF....We were supposed to move today why there is a delay?

AK : There is technical issue with the jet and it will take two days to be rectified even if we take any other mean  it will at least take a day and also would be very hectic.....

Sanskar : Bloody hell 

Sanskar was ready and seated on dinning table playing with the food ...He looked at AK ....

Sanskar : AK, finish the breakfast we would move...

AK : Woh actually today is my fast... so only juice

Sanskar : Fast  

AK : Haan, from today navratri starts.....

Sanskar had held the glass of juice in his hand he banged it on table left from their without saying a word....

AK and sanskar reached the hospital for meeting....

Sanskar was all in his rude and bossy attire today walking surrounded with his guards... He was continuously on call his bluetooth and he both were at unrest....As he entered the conference room he was welcomed by the view of imaginary swara smiling  sitting on the chair next to him....

Sanskar : Good morning everyone , lets proceed...

He was in meeting and still could feel swara sitting next to him as usual... His head started aching thinking everything he left the room asking AK to handle the rest... As he had settled the matter and also informed the board members of his visit to the alwar hospital...

He received a call...

OP : Hi bro, I am coming to mumbai after 4 days...

Sanskar : I am moving to Alwar in next two days...(stern tone)

OP : postponed the plans, I am coming to mumbai then we will together go to alwar...

Sanskar : Ok i will wait....(composed not interested tone)

Disconnecting the call ...connected to AK 

Sanskar : AR is coming so we will go after four days...

AK : Ok i will postponed the arrangements... (AK had a rrelieved smile on his face...)

As he was walking in the corridor he bumped into Dr Anu, Dr vidya and Dr Vandita had a conversation with them..... He was looking at them with expressionless face....

He left from the hospital...

He came into house temple.... He lit a diya and keeping his hand on it took oath infront of the idol...

Sanskar : I promise from today all the 9 nights of navratri till karwachauth swara would be with me......... i will get her truth out, punishments begin now .... Till death do us apart.... Countdown begins princess.... I won't spare you so easily....

He was laughing nikki had just arrived she saw his hands burning and pushed him....She didn't know what to say she just handed over few packets to sanskars team manager and left from there....

Sanskar : (on call) Get my Jet ready....If there is technical issue then buy new jet i don't care... i will move today itself...(looking at watch ) Its 7am  i am reaching within next 10 mins keep everything set....I want to be at my destination by 10.00 am....Arrange the team of doctors from our co aided hospital in alwar at our guest room near the hospital .... (he had a smirk on his face)

I want best doctor from alwar to be our guest .... Arrange a complete stay for the doctor near to guest house.....This information would be underwrap

Keep the cars ready at the landing area there shouldn't be any delay make it quick i am reaching.....

and left from their...