What do I do? Should I believe Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy? Well there isn't really any reason to not to believe them. But why, why after so many years. Why did they come back now? Why they hadn't made any efforts to keep me? Why they hadn't tried to meet me before? Why would that douche want me? What did I ever do to deserve this mess?

I don't know what to do. I am so confused. I don't wanna leave my parents, but I also kinda, maybe wanna give Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy a chance.

Their reason seems legit. BUT WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD GIVE AWAY THEIR DAUGHTER!!!

I can't believe this. Is this really happening? Is this real? Like real-real. Everything was so normal two days ago. Who would've guessed that within days I would be making a decision so complex? I don't wanna rush into it, because my whole life depends on it. But again, if I don't make a decision quickly, then I will be unnecessarily stringing along people. People who are important to me. People who love me.

I don't know how would I ever make a decision between my biological parents and parents who have raised me with such love and affection.

Why do I have to choose? Why can't I have them both? Why can't all of us live under one roof? Why do adults have to be so.... so confusing and...... and complex?

No matter how much I rake my mind. It always ends with the same question. Why? Why me?

What the heck should I do? Should I stay behind with my parents and continue my life like nothing happened or should I go with the new people who claim to be my parents and start a new life and see where it takes me? To be honest it would be hard, to leave behind all this. I don't think I will be able to forget it. Pretend like nothing happened. Because it has. And it can't be forgotten.

I really want to explore myself. Find who I was really born to be. I want to take this risk. But I am afraid that if I leave those people behind it would hurt them. It would hurt me. I don't want to leave them behind me like they don't matter to me. They do matter to me. They matter to me a lot.

Now I get why being in a dilemma is referred to as sitting on the fence. Because, right now I am sitting on a fence and it hurts like hell. A real pain in the ass.

And now I decide to get off this fringgin fence. I let my heart decide. I let curiosity get the best of me.

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A/N:

Hiya guys!!

Sorry for the short chapter, but it was important for it to be like short, for character development and ............ so yeah. That's that. (I'm socially awkward....so yeah)

Anyhow, moving on to the next chapter.

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Peace out~

Laxi