Mean's POV

I held on to the kitchen counter to support myself because it seemed like my legs had suddenly stopped supporting my weight as soon as I felt P'Plan's lips on mine.

Then just as quickly as he had kissed me, it was over.

P'Plan looked at me wide eyed as if he could not believe what he had just done to me.

I tried to make light of the situation.

"You did not have to put your words into action, P'Plan," I chuckled, although my heart was thudding hard against my chest.

"I'm sorry, Mean," he said, still looking shaken, "I got carried away."

"Don't worry about it," I said, trying to appear nonchalant, "why don't we start watching our movie."

"Good idea," said P'Plan, walking towards the couch, then changed his mind and walked back to the kitchen, "I think I would like a beer now."

"No problem," I said, opening the fridge and getting one and handing it to him.

"Thanks," he said, twisting the cap off the bottle and guzzling it down like he was drinking water.

"Whoa, Nelly," I said, "at least wait until I have started the movie going."

"What is the movie about?" he asked, taking another deep swig from the bottle. Was he planning on getting drunk in my house?

"It's about two lovers whose parents are against their relationship and did everything to try to separate them but in the end they decided to defy their parents' wishes and stayed together," I explained.

"Sounds like heavy drama to me," said P'Plan, "but I'm curious to see how it plays out."

I tapped on my iPad and chose the movie I wanted to watch and motioned for P'Plan to join me on the couch as soon it started appearing on the TV screen.

"Wait, let me get another beer, this one's finished," said P'Plan going to the fridge and getting another beer.

I was starting to get suspicious of P'Plan's actions.

He sat beside me on the couch, his attention seemingly on the screen as he took one swig after another from the bottle he was holding.

Not even halfway through the movie, he turned to me, his cheeks all red, his eyes looking a bit unfocused.

"Mean," he said, grabbing my arm,  "hic...  hic..."

Shit, he was totally drunk.

"Mean," he said once more, his hand still holding my arm, "P'Chao does not love me, he's only physically attracted to me. He kissed me and did some intimate things to me without saying even once that he loved me."

"What intimate things did he do to you?" I wanted to know in spite of myself.

"He kissed me everywhere and made me reach my climax."

"Did he... did he..." I was almost afraid to ask.

"No, he stopped short of that, so I'm still a virgin if you want to know," he said, quickly followed by another "hic..."

"Did you do intimate things to him as well?" why was I hurting myself by asking such a thing.

"I tried, but because I'm not experienced, I don't think I gave him much pleasure. In the end, he said it was okay, that just allowing him to make love to me was already a turn on for him," said P'Plan, looking very sad.

"Do you love him, P'Plan?" I could not help twisting the knife in my heart.

"Yes," he said, starting to cry.

I found myself crying as well.