This weekend has been a torture, knowing Sam being away with Evans, spending time back home for a whole weekend and to top it off where Michael is. Even if Evans is trying hard to fix things between Sam and me, I can tell he still feels an awful lot for her. What if she falls for him too after everything which has been revealed? Would he still resist? I couldn't blame him if he doesn't, this girl is a one in a life time girl.

At least I knew she would be safe with him. Last night he texted me something happened with Michael and he felt like killing him and the others, but that Sam had kicked his ass in.

Worried I tried getting more details out of him, but he told me to be patient he would tell me the whole story personally in peace. On the one hand I'm worried sick about Sam, worried about how this might have affected her again. Then again, I would have love to seen Michael's face. If it really was Sam, who kicked his ass in, it would have been hilarious.

Evans texted he'll be back at about 4pm, for me to come about 5pm. I can't wait to hear the full story from him.

Fucking cunt I swear if Michael ever tries to harm Sam again, I'll go around there personally and make sure he can't harm anyone in his life anymore.

*****

Walking up the stairs to Evans I can already smell Indian food. Is there any chance Sam is still there? She loves Indian food. Then again, Evans will have told her that I am coming. Evans opens only seconds after my first knock.

"Wow that was fast. Were you waiting behind the door or something?"

"Ehmm no, just wanted to bring something away. But I can do that later."

"You eating Indian food today?", I question.

"Yep Sam, wanted some. So we ordered some together. She told me what you like, I got yours here too."

"She here?", I ask full of hope.

"You mean if she's here in the apartment right now? No sorry mate. She left with her portion as she didn't want to bump into you."

So we are back to ground zero. Somehow after Friday I had hoped she wouldn't try to ignore me completely. While eating my portion of chicken tikka masala, Evans tells me all about the weekend.

Michael that fucking bastard! "I'm going to kill him", I burst out full of anger.

Evans calms me down a little and I even have to laugh about how strong and stubborn Sam reacted. It will be good for her, to have put Michael down by herself. When Evans tells me how frightened she was the night prior to beating him, I know she needed this. She needed to defeat him herself. Not Evans doing it, not me doing it, it had to be her. Doesn't change the fact I still feel like killing him. That sick bastard needs to learn a lesson.

No idea what it is, but ever since Friday I have the feeling Evans is trying to hide something from me.

"Did anything happen between you and Sam?", I ask and hope to get this weird uncertain feeling away. A feeling which is stirring me up deep down inside.

"No, I held her in the arm to comfort her, as so often in the last weeks. I swear Jake, nothing more happened between the two of us. Fuck I am not going to lie to you, so I am telling you the same as I told Sam on Friday. Jake I really like Sam, I have strong feelings for her, but you two love each other. You two belong to each other."

"You told her that?", I don't know whether to be angry or feel relieved he's being so honest. To top it off the thought of him holding her is killing me.

"I did. Now don't get this wrong what I am telling you now, ok?", ok what the hell am I in for now? Did he kiss her? Did she kiss him? Was there more? I nod, to let him know to go ahead. "After what happened with Michael in the pub she was frightened and wanted me to stay in her bed?"

"Wait did you say STAY in her bed?"

What the fuck?

"Jake listen first. We simply watched a movie and she cuddled up for some comfort. No more no less. When she asked me to stay, I said I couldn't because I still have feelings for her but respect the love between the two of you too much. You know I could have easily taken advantage of the situation but I didn't and I never will. There's more between the two of you, than you can imagine. And even if she is too stubborn right now. No matter what comes, promise me to never give up on her. Because that's exactly what she's afraid of. You two need to fix things, fight for her Jake."

"I am trying, but she won't let me", frustration is rising with those words, as I really don't know what else to do.

"She will, once she is sure she can make you happy no matter what."

Again I feel like I'm missing something important here.

"Of course she can make me happy, she's Sam." Why would they think any different?

"I know this is how you think, but she needs to realize and believe in it. She is too insecure at the moment", Evans declares.

Evans and I talk for a whole while. I know there is something he isn't telling me. Even if it's frustrating I respect he's such a good friend, he would never betray one of us by spilling things we don't want the other to know. At 9pm I decide it's time to get home, there are so many things on my mind right now and I fucking miss Sam. Knowing she is prepared to spend her time with Evans but not with me, is making things far harder on me. Perhaps I could text her. Would she answer me?

Once I reach the bottom of the stairs, I am startled by a sweet voice singing away. I step into the dark and watch Sam coming down the stairs behind me, with a bag full of washing. Being on crutches doesn't seem to bother her. Well it does look ridiculous difficult and painful, getting down with the crutches and the washing together. And yet she is dancing to whatever she is listening to over her earphone, which is only tugged into one ear.

Tripping over her crutches she starts stumbling and falls right into my arms, a shocked look appears on her face, while her lips form an O.

"Hey", I mumble while drowning in her beautiful eyes.

She doesn't move and I don't let go of her either. Feeling her in my arms like this is what I needed.

"You ok?", I whisper softly after a whole while of simply staring into her eyes.

With her eyes locked on mine she swallows hard and my eyes automatically dart down to her mouth. I barely catch her nodding, as my eyes are too fixated on those wonderful pink full lips of hers. Feeling the urge I pull her a little closer, she isn't protesting. My head dips down lower and I feel her rapid breathing against my skin.

"Sorry Sam, but I need to feel you", I whisper and my lips connect with hers.

For a moment I thought she would fight this, instead her last hand lets go of her crutches and her hands grip a fist full of my shirt. Our tongues play in a needing way with each other. Desperate I start sucking her bottom lip hard and then our tongues collide with each other again. I need this girl, I need her so badly. I need her in every single way, but right now I need to fuck her, make her mine again. Make sure, she remembers how good we are together and how much even our bodies need each other.

I know we need to clear other matters, but I'm sure if I can prove her how much we long for each other, she will hear me out.

Our kiss gets more and more intense.

"I need you Sam! You already wet for me?"

She bites her bottom lip, there's a small hesitation and for a moment I worry I went too far, before she answers. "Come and find out Jake."

Fuck, she needn't tell me that twice. I lift her up and carry her into the apartment.

"We alone?", she nods. Of course we are, that's why she is staying here. How could I not think about that at all? This was going to be her hideout.

Impatient I start pulling off the top she is wearing and suck in a deep breath as I see my favourite red lace bra on her. Fuck she looks so damn hot. Within seconds I set her down on the dining table and free her tits. This time I don't even take my time to kiss my way down to them, I need her too much. My tongue latches down on one of her nipples, circling it, while I pinch the other side making her moan. Much to the pleasure of my dick which twitches at the sound in my pants.

My free hand reaches down to her pants and opens it. Knowing exactly what I want, I pull her closer to the edge of the table and let my hand slip into her panties. I feel her fucking addicting warmth and dampness immediately.

"So you are wet for me", I whisper against her tits and start sucking her nipple hard.

"Oh fuck Jake", she cries out, while my finger in her pants starts rubbing her clit in circles.

Needing I tear down her pants and unbuckle my own.

"Jake, I need to tell you something", she bursts out.

"Does it have anything to do, with you not wanting me to fuck you?"

"No."

"Then it can wait. Because I need you like right now Sam. I need to feel you wrapped around my dick and then I am going to make you cry out my name, while fucking you hard" I say and push two fingers in her sweet wet pussy.

Her fingers wrap around the edge of the table. Seeing how hard she is gripping on as her knuckles are white turns me on even more. She needs me, just as I need her.

My hand reaches for a condom in my wallet. Fuck I only have one as I never expected to be here tonight.

"I want to feel you without. Please Jake just fuck me."

"Babe, but we need to..."

She cuts me off pressing herself needing against my dick. "We don't, it's ok."

Something sounds weird, but I guess she must have gotten herself the pill after that day in the shower, sure the better choice. God I am going to love this.

I toy with my dick at her entrance, rubbing it against her, only giving her a bit and drawing back. God feeling her sweet dripping pussy for real is a sensation. My hands dig into the flesh of her hips and her back arches from the table as I slam into her. I draw back very slowly enjoying the feeling of her sweet soft slick walls against my skin. This is so much better. Fuck I never ever want to use a condom with her again. After knowing how it felt like in the shower, it was hard going back to using condoms. But now......I thrust in her again. OH MY GOD, this is so good, too good. I feel like nearly releasing already but I am going to hold back. Fuck her hard and soft and then again hard.

"Oh Babe, you feel so damn good around my dick", I say between clenched teeth.

I take one hard thrust and a slower gentle thrust in turns. Both my hands hold on to her hips, while moving faster. Her hands wrap around my wrists, intensifying the pressure. I see her fucking hot tits moving to every thrust I give her and I feel the urge to see them moving faster and start thrusting like going out of my mind. God the sight of her, would be enough to get me off. She's biting her lip hard, her face is full of lust and pleasure, while those tits are driving me just as crazy as the feeling of this sweet tight pussy of hers.

"Don't bite your lip Sam, I want to hear you."

She lets go and joins my loud moans and cries. When I feel us both near the climax, I slow down.

"Not yet Babe, I need to feel you a little longer", I say while bending down to her.

I need to feel her lips on mine, need to feel those bitter sweet kisses. For a whole while I move very slow, kissing her fierce. Letting her know how much I need her, how much I love her. My arms wrap tight around her. I take as much as I can get, tasting her to the full while slowly thrusting in and out of her. Her hands run through my hair, tugging soft whenever our kiss gets more intense causing me to groan in pleasure. Fuck I love when she pulls my hair like that, it's such a turn on. God this girl was made for me.

"Please Jake", she begs as I suck her nipple.

"Please what Sam?", I ask and flick my piercing against her nipple.

"Oh god! Please make me come."

"Ok, Babe. I want to fuck you hard."

"Yes please."

I give her another sweet long kiss before I straighten my body again. While my one hand grips her waist my other cups her tit and caresses her nipple with my thumb. Impatient she starts wriggling against me. My mouth latches down one more time to her tits treating both sides making her moan in the sweet, hot way I love, before I start slamming hard inside her again. This time there's no holding back. Loud moans fill the room, to the slamming of flesh against flesh.

"Fuck yes Jake, just like that" she cries out, her back arching off the table and her head falling back. The sight of her is so fucking hot.

My body reacts to the sight by thrusting in an animalistic speed and as hard as never into her.

"Oh my god Sam, come please come", I cry out as I can't hold back any longer, my fingers digging deep into her thighs.

Holy shit, I feel her sex clench incredible hard around my dick while she is hitting the climax and I let go. I come long and incredible hard inside of her while she keeps on crying out my name.

Needing her even closer, I lean down on top of her, both of us totally sweaty and heavy panting.

"I love you Sam, I love you so much", I whisper against her chest, while I hear her racing heartbeat.

"I love you Jake, I love you more than you'll ever know. Please don't hate me", she pleads.

Why the hell should I hate her?

"Jake, I need to tell you something important and I don't know if you will hate me after that."

My eyes dart up to her.

"I love you Sam. Why the hell should I hate you?"

Just as she wants to start talking a knock at the door interrupts us. A knock? That can only be Evans, right? What the hell is he doing here at this time? Is it that? Is this the reason I would hate her? Was there something he didn't tell me?

A little unsure and pissed I pull out of her and my pants up, close them and throw Sam my t-shirt.

"You expecting someone?", I ask a little harsh.

She gives me a confused look. "No."

With her crutches she walks up to the door opening it seconds later a grinning Evans walks in, holding a fucking thong of hers up in the air. Her confused but then shocked look turns my direction.

"Think you forgot something in the staircase", Evans chuckles.

The staircase? You fucking kidding me? It takes him a few seconds to realize I'm here too, he looks back and forth between Sam and me then to the thong in his hand.

"Fuck! Jake this isn't what it looks like, I swear", he stutters.

"It's not? Please feel free to explain, as my mind is fucking me up right now", I burst out with desperation for clearance. Hoping this is not what it looks like.

In surrender he holds up a bag I recognize, it's the bag Sam was carrying down with her washing.

"I just found this in the staircase and thought Sam wouldn't want everyone to see her thongs spread all over the floor. I swear I didn't do a thing."

Seeing the bag and hearing the explanation, I feel so relieved and burst out laughing. Sam and I might have got a little carried away, not thinking about her washing, I only grabbed her crutches.

"Well I hope the sight of my girl's thongs delighted your evening, because that's as close you are getting to see them. Thank fuck, for a moment I thought you two..."

"Jake I'm so glad to see you two are figuring things out, believe me", he looks back and forth between my naked torso and Sam only in my t-shirt. "So I presume this is the reason for the underwear spread everywhere in the staircase. You didn't make it home right?", he chuckles. "See I told you Sam, you could tell Jake, he wouldn't be mad. Honestly, I am so glad this is out, con...."

Sam cuts him off. "Shut up Evans. I haven't had the chance yet."

"You serious Sam? You fuck him, without telling him?"

"I was just about to, when you knocked. We didn't exactly have a chance before that."

"Oh Sam, I could kill you right now you know that? But you are telling him now, you can't fuck him and keep this a secret", he yells angry.

My eyes dart back and forth between the two of them. Why the fuck is he so angry about this? This is messing with my mind again.

"What the hell are you talking about? I'm here you know? Does this have to do with whatever you think I will hate you for?"

Her head drops and she walks up to me. "I'm sorry Jake, I fucked up bad. And I should have told you this before we slept with each other."

"Tell me what Sam? Was there someone else? You are killing me right now, so spill it", I say loud and feel my hands trembling.

"Oh fuck no Jake, I swear there was no one else but you, ever since I came to Oxford."

"Then what?", I yell.

"I'm pregnant Jake."

"Pregnant?", is this what all this secret was about. Was this the thing lingering in the air?

A/N: Finally a chapter with Jake and Sam kind of back together. What do you think Jake's reaction will be?

It feels like I've waited for this point to come all along.

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