"Wow what a show", one of the guys laughs.

Emily meets my eyes and I see the worry in her face. I simply shrug it off. Deep down inside I know it fucking hurt me to see him like that, something I will never admit to though.

Instead I decide booze and fun is what I need right now. As I've already had three Tequila and four sour shots I decide to stick to beer now instead. One thing I always keep an eye on, is who is handing me my drink and watch it being poured. No way I am letting anyone drug me.

Emily is already quite canned and enjoying a hot dance with James, making me chuckle. She knew exactly what she wanted and she's getting it. Evans follows my view.

"You know, she might be the girly type wearing dresses and such stuff. But you are so damn hot, you don't need anything like that."

"Evans are you just trying to woo me?" I laugh.

"Told you I wouldn't give up. And right now, I am certain to be quite drunk and unable to keep myself back. Not with words anyway. And it's not a crime to say what I think. Sam you are incredible in every way I have gotten to know you by now. Be sure I'll be digging for more."

He really is pretty drunk and to be honest I find it quite amusing.

"Good luck while digging. I am fucking hard to crack", I whisper with a tiny smirk into his ear.

"And I am fucking hard, with your lips so close to me", he breathes.

Ok, alcohol does seem to bring Evans other side out, I can't help but giggle. We look up, as some of our round start cheering and laughing. I feel Evans stiffen up.

"Not again", he sighs.

I look up to see what's going on. A blond with messed-up hair, bright red lipstick totally smeared and a messed up dress storms past us. While behind her Jake appears with a dirty smirk on his face, his eyes darting my way. Thank god Evans eyes are following the blond instead of seeing Jake staring at me.

He makes me feel sick. Even the others start noticing how he is fixated on me, irritation evident on their faces.

"Hey Evans, want to dance?", I ask.

God, I know this is damn stupid, but if Jake thinks he can pull off a show to hurt me he can forget about that. He has hurt me enough, now it's my time to pull off a show.

Well it's not just a show, I do want to enjoy the time with Evans who's being quite cute. It's like a double goal right now.

I tug Evans along who seems pretty perplexed. We start dancing to some pop song I don't even know. Not exactly the right song for a good dance, but it will do to keep dancing tight. We keep it up for a few songs, getting a bit more agitated. Evans hands me more beer in between and it helps me to be brave and lose my mind.

When Jason Derulo starts playing with in my head, I know this is it. This is the kind of dirty song I need, to have a really dirty dance with Evans. Initially I mainly wanted to pull off a show to prove Jake I don't care about what he does, as I can have just as much fun. But while dancing here with Evans and drinking, I also know I want to feel his fucking hot body pressed against mine, perhaps I am a little horny myself. I turn my back on him, his hands land on my hips I am moving sensual to the rhythm of the beat.

"Fuck I am too drunk for this shit. My god Sam, you are making it damn hard on me to stay decent."

My head spins around to him giving him a smirk. "Perhaps tonight I don't want to be decent. We are both loaded, no one could blame us. And we both know we are attracted to each other."

I press my butt against his dick, and start singing along "In my head, I see you all over me", he groans and I feel how hard he is.

Out of nowhere I feel a hand clutching my wrist. "You are coming with me now", Jake demands and I see anger burning in his eyes.

"What's your problem Jake?", Evans wants to know while trying to free me out of Jake's grip.

"Keep out of it Evans", he glares at him and then showing his pointer finger at me. "I said now Sam."

"Fuck off Jacob, you are disturbing my fun."

Confused Evans looks back and forth between Jake and me. "Sam doesn't want to go with you, so keep your hands off of her", he bursts out angry.

"And I told you to keep fucking out of it."

Evans pushes me protectively behind him as he notices my hands start to tremble. "Jake you are my mate and I have no idea what the hell is going on with you right now. But it's obvious she doesn't want to talk to you."

"Sam, please come with me. Talk to me", he tries it in a softer voice now.

"Once and for all, I am not talking to you and I am sure not going anywhere with you. Go and get that willing girl back, if you need someone to talk to or whatever."

"Just leave her mate", Evans repeats once more.

I see Jake's jaw clench hard and his pulse throbbing visibly on his neck. "Fine, then don't start crying if everyone ends up calling you a slut again", he spits at me.

That was a low even for him. Now my anger is taking over I feel like bursting any second. I push Evans aside and punch Jake right into his face. Even Emily comes running and slaps him across the face.

"Don't you ever dare to call me that ever again, you understand me? You and I both know the truth and how you were to blame for that too. You out of all people in the whole wide world have no right what so ever to even dare speak to me."

"Sam, I am so sorry!!! I- I shouldn't have said that. I was out of my mind. I'm so so sorry. Please, please let me talk to you."

"Are you even fucking listening to her Jake?", Emily bursts out in anger. "Get the hell out of here."

"This is my fucking place, so don't you tell me where to go Emi."

A gasp leaves my mouth as I take a look around. This is his apartment, his party and I turned up here. I burst out laughing out loud like a crazy bitch. I think half the party is focused on me right now, confusion written on all of their faces. Great now I am center of attraction again, well done Sam.

"This is hilarious, Emi you know our talk about god this afternoon. Now you see god officially hates me." I crouch down laughing even harder. "I mean look at me, out of all the parties in town going on tonight, how were the chances I would end up right here? I mean I am on a fucking party of Jacob Baker. This is so typical for my fucked up life, god or who ever is out there pulling the strings is a fucking idiot. I mean come on, can it get any worse? Ok, I get it. This is some sick game and if I need to play this shit any longer, I definitely need more god damn alcohol. Evans you mind joining me?"

"Sam, I don't know what the hell is happening here right now. But are you sure you should be drinking anymore? I think you've had enough for today."

"Hell no, for this shit I swear I have had far too little to drink. So, come on, this is a party, right? Let's have some fun! The next one to hand me a drink gets a kiss from me", I call out.

I see anger and horror welling up in Jake's face. "Emi, do something", he pleads.

She hands me a drink, I press a kiss on her lips. "How about playing Katy Perry I kissed a girl", I suggest with a laugh and the crowd now cheers while I toss my beer down in one go.

This may be Jake's party but I don't fucking care. He can watch me tonight and see into what kind of girl he has turned me. Evans tries talking some sense into me just as Emi, I don't give a fucking damn about it now. Jacob Baker isn't going to ruin my first weekend in my dream town. I am here for boys, booze, party and I am going to stick to it no matter what.

I can feel Jake's eyes linger on me all along, I don't care. Of course, I know I ignored him all along, but him hurting me on purpose earlier sure didn't let the chance grow for me to ever forgive him.

"You want to tell me what happened here tonight?", Evans asks while taking a beer off me.

"Nope", is all I say, while filling my next glass and tossing it down before Evans can snatch it out of my hands.

"Sam, I am worried. Please back down a little bit. And if you need to talk, I will listen. You know I care about you."

"Evans chill, I am having fun can't you see that?"

"I saw how you yelled at Jake and fucking punched him for a reason I don't know. And now you are tossing down beer as if it was water. And I am nearly sure you wouldn't even drink that much water."

"Ok, I can change to shots again if you like? Less liquid in it more effect. Good idea, I might just stick to that, keeps me from peeing so much", I chuckle.

"Honestly Sam, back down please."

"Ok, I'll drink a weeeeeee bit less, if you dance with me."

"Am I going to regret this?"

"Don't know. If you regret having fun, mayyyybe. Because that's all I want right now, some fuuuun. Pleeeeaase!"

Am I slurring? Sure as hell. Do I care? Not one bit.

"You are so drunk Statement girl."

"Yep, I should find a shirt for that. Maybe Fucking drunk, or if I am able to walk not drunk enough, or something like that. Right now, my mind is too shitty to think of a goooood one. But I will, I promise."

Evans can't hold back a laugh. "If anyone can find a right shirt for that, it would be you." Evans does keep up a couple of dances with me, at least I think it's a couple. To be honest I have lost track a bit.

"Ok, you stay right here, I'll be back in a couple of minutes, just need to go for a pee. Please don't drink anymore."

"Yes daddy", I answer mockingly as he's acting like an over protective father.

As soon as he is out of sight, I grab the next beer, toss it down and start crawling up on to the counter of the bar. "Ok all you bitches, who's in for some fun?", I yell and start dancing on the counter.

Within next to no time I feel strong arms pulling me down and carrying me straight out of the apartment. "What the hell Sam?"

"Let the fuck go of me", I scream.

"I am not going to let you make a big mistake you are going to regret tomorrow", Jake says determined.

"Oh fuck off, since when do you even care?"

"I have always cared Sam."

I laugh hysterically. "You cared? You Jacob don't even know what that word means", I yell from the top of my lungs.

"Sam, you have no idea how sorry I am."

"Shut the fuck up, I don't want to hear a single word you are saying."

"But I am, I feel so bad about what happened. I have to live with it every single fucking day, ever since that night. You have no idea how bad I feel", his voice sounds pleading.

My blood feels like it's fucking boiling. "You have to live with it?", my voice starts sounding crazy. "Are you fucking serious? Do you have any idea what hell I have been through? And you made it tons worse."

"Sam, I know I don't deserve forgiveness, but please believe me I am sorry."

Trigger warning: Mentioning Abuse!

"You can shove it up your ass. You say you feel bad? How do you think I felt being raped by your best mate and when you caught him you didn't even fucking stop him? You saw him rape me your own fucking girlfriend, I was crying and calling for help, and you just run away.

You even lied for him, told everyone I was on drugs and wanted it. No one believed me, besides Emi who found me on that party. They all called me a slut and whore for years. And after your lie you even fucking ditched me. You discredited me, in the worst time of my life.

You knew I only took the drugs that night to somehow cope with mum's death. And you dropped me right in the worst time of my fucking life. Emi even had to move because her parents didn't want her near a depressive girl who was on drugs and apparently lied about being raped.

Life has been a fight for me every single fucking day in the last five years. I haven't even had one single relationship after you. Not one, you hear that? Your best mate Michael and you broke me. My life was a fucking hell for five years now. And now you tell me once more how you feel about what happened to me. I am so done with you Jacob."

Once I am finished yelling my eyes burn and I know I am fighting to break down and cry. The second I see Emi's and Evans's horrified faces from afar it's done. I fall on my knees, curl up down on the floor and start crying like crazy.

Jake tries to reach for me and I see tears falling from his cheeks, but before he can even touch me Evans pushes in between.

"Get the hell away from her Jake."

A/N: Ok, so a short version of what has happend, has been revealed. More to come. What do you think about Jake and his reactions?

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