There are days
when i think about you in intervals & wonder how you are,
There are days when i think about you constantly & worry for no reason at all,
and there are days when everything or nothing reminds me of you
& it drives me crazy.
There also are the days when your thought just cross my mind a couple of time only & i smile at the memories,
There are those days too... when i can't stop thinking about you & cry myself to sleep
for ever letting you go
& the days when i realize it was the better option than to stay.
There are days when i wish someday i would bump into you on a street & everything would be back to how it was
even for a moment only.
& then there are days when i fear stepping out the door
cause I'm afraid of running into you
& the thought of confrontation.
There too are the days when i daydream of us being together still,
& some place where you & i no more exist.
there are so many days
that i could ever count of
The day of you
I call them
but
In reality
my everyday is of you.
even when we no longer talk at all.
I'm just hoping for the day
when you will no longer matter.
A day of me
I wish to live.

< s.m >

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