I'm suffering life all together my body still my bones frail their is no point in living. If I'm going to live then I shouldn't live pain I should live life I thought in my head as I sat on the floor with my back against the bed frame, I stood up and walked down the hall to the bathroom. I placed my hands around the sink and hungover the sink with my head down, I threw up in the sink. I looked up, my eyes widened at the image in the mirror, I touched my face staring into the mirror what have I become? "I'm a monster" I whispered to myself as I looked in the mirror at my gross reflection, my face looked like a rotten apple, brown and shriveled, my hair hung over my eyebrows, my hair was getting long. I opened bathroom cupboards and found a razor and a small pair of scissors.

I splashed water onto my hair then began to cut, hanging my head over the sink and letting my hair fall into the drain. I grabbed the razor and began to shave the sides. I finished a few minutes later then looked into the mirror, a smile appeared on my face "water" I said turning my head to the shower "theirs water!" I screamed in excitement. Some places didn't have water because the pipes have been ruined but the water here works. I walked into the man's bedroom and searched in his closet, their wasn't much but some jeans and a a cocoa cola shirt. It was something clean and that's all that matters I thought.
I walked back to the bathroom and shut the door. I slid the curtain open and turned the water on, no hot water but it was water and their was some soap in the shower to. It's been about 2 years since I've had a shower. I removed my shorts and underwear then looked in the mirror at my scars, my face turned serious as I ran my fingers across my scars. I got into the shower and shut the curtain, I stood underneath the shower head letting the water run across my head and down my face.

I washed my body for hours then got out of the shower, I put the clothes on then looked in then reached for a toothbrush and started to brush my teeth. I looked in the mirror and smiled, I was a good apple now I thought to myself then left the bathroom. I searched the house for food and supplies, each thing I found I placed in a pile on the floor of the living room. I went into the living room and opened a cupboard, empty, empty and empty. I looked in the last cupboard "food!" I yelled as I reached in the cupboard for the can of pears, I sat on the floor of the kitchen and popped the can open, peeling back the top revealing the beautiful pears Inside, I reached inside with my hand and started to stuff my mouth with pears til they were all gone.