Uh, Hey There...
So, yeah.
This book is about my head and what goes on in it.
I am pretty weird and goofy.
But I am also very melancholic and sad. (is that even a word????)
So this is the rather serious darker side of my thoughts.
If you like, just comment if you want me to write more about this side of me.
So every day when I get home, I do my homework. And when I finish, I am not allowed to use my phone, 3dd, or the internet (but I'm not really allowed to use the internet anyway).
So I draw. And I let my mind wander.
And then I come to the realization that I am completely usless. Not even the fake characters from animes, mangas, or anything would like me.
*In my head*
Me: *slumps on the floor*I want to feel loved... *looks up to L from Death Note* could we be friends...?
L: *slightly disgusted face* no. I'd rather tell my name to Kira.
Me: *tears up* Will any of you please be my friend?
Tavros: iN YOUR DREAMS AND NOT EVEN THERE.
Greece: No. I hate you more than Turkey.
Russia: I'd rather become one with Belarus.
Equius: I'd rather watch Nepeta die lowb100d.
Me: *cries* Please... I don't wanna be alone...
France: Kill yourself.
Me: *cries like the pathetic peice of crap I am* I just... I don't...
*In reality*
Me: *draws pictures of happy Nekoes* I wish I could be happy like you Kopy Kat... (she's an OC who is a Neko that can turn into any animal she wants)
Sister: *comes in dancing and being loud* Hey (insert my nickname that my family and ffriends call me)!!!! *turns on awful Nickelodeon and Disney channel shows like Sophia the First, Girl Meets World, or Henry Danger*
Me: can you please leave?
Sister: WHYYYY? IT'S MY ROOM TOO!
Me: I just want to be alone... please...
Sister: Aiiiiiiiiiyh! Why are you so mean?!
Me: I'm sorry it's just-
Sister: It's my room too and I if I want to be here I can be here too. *mouth delay* (if she's upset, her mouth will delay and she'll mouth the last few words again)
Me: Please, just-
Sister: You're not the boss of me ok?
Me: *yelling in anger* STOP!
Sister: *grunts loudly in anger* YOU'RE SO MEAN!
Me: *gets up and walks into the hallway*
My Thought: I don't have anywhere else I can go for peace and quiet... Damn it... I should fucking kill myself already...
Me: *tears up and plops on the ground* I really should just kill myself...
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