~JOY POV~

It's been two days!

Two days since y/n has been missing and I can't help but feel guilty for it. If I hadn't gone out with somi, maybe she wouldn't of gone outside to the garden with Kai. I would of insisted she stay inside and I would of picked some flowers for her if that's what she wanted.

She would of listened to me if I told her no, she wouldn't of listened to Kai if he protested but all of us know he didn't. As far as he was aware he would of been able to protect her in the garden but according to the vampires he was injected with this weird stuff that I don't even know what it was. I wasn't paying attention when I was told.

Somi didn't want to leave my side to which I admire her for but she had to for family business because she was doing some digging for the kings about some sort of family crest thingy. Again another thing I wasn't paying too much attention about. Y/n is my best friend, sisters from another mister. I couldn't imagine my life without her and to know that her and her four babies are in danger is just heart breaking news.

I thought I handled it bad but those kings certainly do have a mean streak in them, they've lived up to their name alright in y/n's absence. They've showed no mercy to their people when he comes to gaining what little information they can on this crest and Hyeon in hopes it could lead them to y/n but he's the only one that could lead everyone to her.

In my deep thoughts there's something else nibbling away at me, something that tells me Hyeon is not alone, maybe her birth mother to be exact. Y/n did say she saw her at the ball and I believe her, why on earth would y/n want to ever see that woman again. She's told me all about her and everything that y/n had to go through at the hands of her own mother.

It's disgusting what happened to y/n and I fear that right now somewhere u/n could be going through it all again but this time heavily pregnant with four babies.

I've been sitting in this baby room I designed with the thanks of Taehyung and Namjoons permission. It was planned to show y/n and surprise her with this room that she hadn't seen yet. She knew of it of course but didn't get the chance to show her.

None of the guys have stepped foot in this room, they can't even bare to look at the room or even stay around little bobby when Irene is around with him. It's not because of him exactly, they're just insanely worried about not just y/n but about the babies.

They can feel through their bond that y/n is still alive but they have no clue if the babies are, if something has happened to the point y/n had some sort of miscarriage with them. No one knows and it pains everyone with that fact of not knowing.

I rock back and forth in the nursing chair that I got for y/n, it's rocks back and forth quite smoothly and it's very comfortable to sit in. I stare blankly at at the four beds in the centre of the room, originally I would of preferred to know the babies genders but all eight of them didn't want to know. So I stuck to neutral colours, mostly green and yellow, I don't think I did a bad job if I do say so myself but I would of liked it better if y/n was here to see all of it and her babies. It is for them after all, those kids would of been spoilt rotten with all their dads. I mean seriously, the way those babies are talked about all ready and the way those vampires light up when y/n would tell them one or two or even all babies were basically fighting and kicking inside of her brought such joy on their faces. They even battled it out once with rock, paper, scissors to who gets to feel the bump first, such children at heart those men are but that's not what I would call them right now. I would call them beasts in sheep clothing. All friendly and gorgeous on the outside but devils on the inside.

I just hope to god y/n is okay, that all I can do. The castle is quiet most of the time now, it's not the same without her and the vampires are always out looking for her and when they are home someone is smashing something or shouting as they fight with one another. I just stay out of it as they lose their minds.

The bedroom door slams open and I flinch in the chair, startled that anyone came in this room that wasn't me or joy. In fact it was Hoseok.

And he was pissed.

Again.

"JOY WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THIS ROOM?!" Hoseok

He screamed at me as I remain quiet and blankly look at him. I'm not afraid of him as the others are. I know he's hurting and I know he won't touch me. If he was going to with the current state of mind he is in he would of done it as soon as he walked in the room.

"YOU KNOW THIS ROOM IS OFF LIMITS AND YET YOU STILL COME IN HERE!! GET OUT RIGHT NOW!!" Hoseok

He points at the opened door behind him, death glaring at me with his glowing red eyes. They may be red with his anger but he can't fool me, none of them can. Over the months I've lived here, I've taught myself to observe their behaviour around each other, around y/n and just about everyone to tell their true emotions from what's what. Right now, he's telling me to get out but he doesn't want to leave the room himself, he admires the room but it brings him pain too.

"ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME?! GET OUT BEFORE I MAKE YOU!" Hoseok

He took further steps into the room away from the door and now stood beside the baby beds but still glaring at me. I know he can see from the corner of his eye the beds but refused to look at them. I watch his red eyes closely begin to water but he angering blinks them away.

"JOY! LEAVE!! NOW!!" Hoseok

I continue to stare at him only to blink every now and then. He's going to break down any minute and I need at least one of them to do that. It's what they all need and he needs to do that right now to let his pain and heart ache out in the open in stead of bottling it up and taking it out on his brothers and they do with him.

He breathed out in anger, running his hands through his hair, dropping his gaze to the floor but to slowly lead it up the way to the baby beds on his right side.

At first he stared blankly at them, breathing oddly fast until a sob broke through his lips and down came the water works pouring down his cheeks when he kneeled down clutching on to the bars of the cot.

My heart broke for him and I got up from the chair and made my way over to him and kneeled down behind him to hug him from behind, hoping in some way it would comfort him.

It didn't.

He cried harder and turned around to surprise me in hugging me back, his chin to rest on my shoulder. He held me tight to him and I placed my arms around his body allowing him to cry for some time, I would cry but I've been crying for two days straight and I'm all out of tears. All I could do now was stay blank, not my usual cheery self no matter the sadness I was baring within.

"W-we cant find h-her. W-where is a-she?" Hoseok

I know it wasn't a question he knew I would know the answer to but just speaking his own mind from his constant questions.

"What i-if we d-don't find t-them I-in time? How w-will I l-live with m-myself?" Hoseok

He was stuttering so much with his tears. I gently shushed him, to beckon him not to talk until he was more calm and rubbed his back in comfort. I had nothing to say to him right now, nothing I could say would make this any better.

"HYUNG!!"

Jungkook came charging into the room staring right down at us on the floor. I jumped in fright again since I didn't even hear him coming since the door was still open.

"W-what?" Hoseok

He whimpered, turning his face away from Jungkook and wiping his tears away with the back of his hand, after pulling away from our hug that lasted what seemed like forever.

"YOU HAVE TO COME WITH ME!! RIGHT NOW!!" Jungkook

Why does he have to keep shouting? We're right here.

"Why?" Hoseok

He sniffles again and stood up with his back to the beds. Jungkooks eyes quickly flickered to the beds to which his eyes soften for just a moment before hardening again with anger yet determination?

"We know where y/n is." Jungkook

Just like that Hoseok shot out the bedroom without a word with Jungkook very close behind him and I was left in the room alone again.

This time instead of just grief and sadness their was a little more hope and relief rising within myself.

They'll save y/n, they'll stop at nothing until they get her back, they'll kill for her and in my opinion they could devour anyone they must to get her back and I wouldn't even be the slightest bit disgusted by it.

If I was there I would be sitting on the side lines with a little flag with their names on it and some popcorn cheering them on but sadly I can't, but it would be a picture to see though.

There's one thing I'd like to say to the person that took y/n and that is:

KARMAS A BITCH