~Y/N POV~

"Is it okay to come in?" Jin

Of course it is, he doesn't even have to ask.

I nodded at him shyly and he awkwardly took a few more steps further into the room until he was just one step away from my bed. I grew nervous and squeezed on joys hand, just to double check with myself that she's here with me.

"How are you feeling y/n?" Jin

He was so softly spoken, I wanted to melt and stare back in awe of his beauty. But joy nudged me when I didn't respond so I quickly snapped out of it.

"Oh, er, I'm okay. A lot better than I was, thank you. W-what about all of you? How have you all been?"

I noticed how he but his lower lip and his eyes moved around the room.

"Could be better to be honest, but other than that we've been okay." Jin

I nodded and smiled at him. He looked so nervous it was cute. Joy was right, they must be nervous. Jin is usually has confidence when he speaks to me but now it's a completely different side to him.

His eyes continued to search around the room until I noticed how his sights landed on mine and joys hands on my lap. He licked his lips and his nostrils flared before looking at me straight in the eyes.

"Y/n, we need to talk about something. Do yo-" Jin

"Oh! Y/n, you're awake." Namjoon

He popped up slowly from behind Jin and walks in just as slowly as Jin did before. They stood side by side until I could now hear several more steps behind them come into the room and closing the door behind them. It's the remaining five vampires so now that would mean that all seven of them have just entered the room now.

Last time we were all in a room together it didn't go so well, but hopefully things are different this time and I'll hold my tongue.

"Hi."

That's all I could bring myself to say to Namjoon and he passed me a little smile, not a one that would show off his dimples but it was a start.

"Hi y/n. You're feeling better right?" Namjoon

I nodded.

"Yes, I am thanks you. But really you didn't actually have to do anything for me, it's okay."

He deeply frowned at my words and Jin copied his reaction but with his hands behind his back now. Namjoon sighed and opened his mouth to speak but Taehyung pushed passed him and stood in front of him, now much closer to me than before.

"Of course we had too! You're still our soulmate after all. Even after...." Tae

He stopped himself and stared down at the floor with the most saddest eyes I've ever seen, well except for the day I rejected all of them. Jin places a hand on Tae shoulder and pats it gently but Tae doesn't move.

"I know and I'm sorry about that, About everything. Really, I er, I regret rejecting you, all of you."

At my words I immediately look down feeling so small and nervous as well as a little embarrassment there too. I couldn't look at any of them to see their reactions.

Nobody said anything more but joy squeezed once on our joined hands and I squeezed back.

"I'm sorry."

I whispered to break some sort of silence that became awkward, well for me at least.

"Don't be. It's okay." Namjoon

Now looking up at him it was my turn to frown at him, confused. He only had a blank expression on his face.

"But I...."

"No, it's okay, really. It's understandable and we handled it okay." Namjoon

Oh.
I don't really know what else to say. Right now I'm kind of lost for words.

"But we're glad you're okay now though!" Jimin

He popped up from around Namjoon and came to stand next to Taehyung who couldn't actually look at me now but I guess that's understandable, I did hurt his feelings. I hurt all of them really.

"I am thank you."

"Good! Because we still feeling that bond with you y/n!" Jimin

Huh?
I thought they couldn't if I was to reject them?

"It's true y/n. I think that's why we handled it as well as we did. Somewhere deep down you must of not fully meant to reject us. Maybe your mind was saying one thing but your heart said another." Namjoon

"It has to come from the heart y/n, to truly reject any of us." Jin

I nodded at the facts they just told me. Maybe that's true, but why would I have been so sick if that was the case?
Maybe I caught something from somewhere?

"But it still hurt like shit though." Yoongi

He spoke from behind Jin and I could just sink back into a hole at this point with the way he spat out the words. He's angry, I can tell that much, I don't have to see his face to know that.

"I'm sorry."

I said again. No amount of worry's was gonna take the pain away that they felt and I couldn't of felt more worse.

"But she's here now with us!" Hobi

He cheered from behind but then slid past in between Jin and Namjoon separating them to stand in the middle.

"Yeah because we had to go get here!" Yoongi

His voice was now a little more raised this time and Jin quickly turned around to glare at Yoongi behind him.

"You didn't have to."

I truly believed my words. As much as I wanted them to find me, I didn't deserve it.

His scoff was loud and harsh.

"What the fuck ever." Yoongi

The doors opened again and slammed shut with a loud bang, making me flinch. I couldn't see him but when Jin turned back around, I didn't need to be told he left the room. I just know.

"He has ever right to be angry at me."

"Y/n stop it." Joy

I shook my head to turn around slightly to my side to look at her properly.

"No, it's true."

We took a moment to look in each other's eyes like a silent conversation. She was telling me that I should just stop it and I didn't agree one bit.

"Y/n, it's fine now, it's in the past. We have more important things to deal with right now." Namjoon

Oh, yes, we do.

I have one last look at joy before turning back to look at all six vampires in the room.

"Yeah, Kai and Hyeon."

I stated but all six exchanged looks at one another before Namjoon finally broke the eye contact with Jimin to look back me.

"Ah, well yes, that." Namjoon

Did I miss something?
The way he said that didn't sound too convincing.

"Have you all decided what you're going to do with Kai? Remember he does have a child on the way too."

Jungkook scoffed and folded his arms and threw himself on a sofa in the corner of the room just behind Jin and Hobi. Taehyung took the single chair next to me, coming very close to me.

"We're not thinking about his personal life Y/n. We're thinking if he would continue to be a danger to anyone else. He did kidnap you and was there when Daehyun and Jia were killed." Namjoon

I could see the hurt in his eyes when he mentioned that but it was all very true what he said and very wise to think of it all like that.

"Could I speak to him please? Before any of you make your decision in what to do with him, please?"

Taehyung tensed up next to me and balled up both fists around the arms on the chair he sat on.

"No!" Jungkook

He spoke for the first time and it startled me to hear his opinion. Of course he's entitled to it but still I didn't expect him to respond to what I had asked.

"Okay, then."

I sighed in frustration. I just wanted to talk to Kai and ask him a few things, because for all I know he could be killed for his actions.

"Why Y/n?" Hobi

We made eye contact and I stared in to his dark brown eyes with mine.

"Because I he helped me when Hyeon held me captive."

"How did he do that?" Tae

When he asked I now set my eyes on Tae who was of arm reach from me.

"He checked on me when ever he had the chance to. He was there when I had my nightmares, he brought me more food than I was aloud and he even brought cold water to try and bring down my fever when it became so bad that I almost passed out and sometimes I did. He was always there when I woke up and even with Hyeon giving him warnings to stay away from me, he didn't. He kept coming back to help me and sometimes when I couldn't sleep he would make up stories for me. It all sounds silly I know but he helped me so much in that place I don't even know if I would be alive because of it. He nothing but apologise over and over again and try to make it up to me. I just wanted to ask him some questions that's all."

I couldn't help but ramble on about the way Kai was with me in Hyeon's dungeon as it was. The whole time I spoke I looked at no one but Tae and he had no expression on him as I talked. In fact none of them seemed to move or make a sound as I did but once I was done, Tae broke eye contact with me to look at Jimin and Jimin pasted the look to Namjoon.

"Fine. You can talk to him, but one of us at least has to be there when you do." Namjoon

I smiled at him, and he returned the smile but his body language showed he was uneasy with the idea and he had his arms crossed over his chest.

"Thank you."

"What about Hyeon? Where did he go?"

"That little fucker is fast." Jungkook

He snapped and Jin moved more to the side, to stand more next to the wall so I could get a better look at Jungkook who was practically lying on the sofa with his legs rested stretched on the cushions, so no one could sit next to him.

"He's good at hiding too." Jin

"We'll find him. We always do." Jimin

It seemed like I hit a button at that name because now they had nothing but their red eyes and paler skin. Maybe I should change the subject for now?

"What about my mom and dad? What's happening with them?"

All six red eyes flickered to me and I shuffled more to the side into Joys who was actually being very quiet considering she's usually a very loud person.

"We recovered their bodies and arranged a funeral for them for a few days time. If that's okay?" Namjoon

Of course that was okay. I appreciate it very much.

"Thank you."

"We also had your house cleaned too, but your never going back there unless three of us are with you and if it's absolutely necessary." Hobi

I only nodded at him, fully understanding why that would be needed, but its not like I would want to go there alone anyway, or if ever again.

"Thank you."

I said again and Hobi nods.

More silence filled the room until Joy interrupted it with her fake coughing. I knew it was fake because she does that when she wants attention. When I turned to look at her she was looking at one of the boys on the other side of the room. I don't know which one but she using her eyes to have this conversation, he eyes motions to me, then something behind me, which would be the blood bag still attached to my arm and then back to however she was looking at.

I turned around and saw that she was looking at Jin, because he was staring right back at her. Jin looked down, looking quiet sad before he looked at Namjoon who seemed to be a little more serious and blank looking than sad compared to Jin was watching Joy next to me the whole time.

"Y/n there is something else we have to discuss." Namjoon

"What is it?"

At this point I didn't know what else needed to be spoke about. We spoke about everything so far. How sorry I am. About Kai and Hyeon and about my parents, what else needs to be talked about?

I noticed how Jimin and Taehyung looked up at the blood bag and Jimin licked his lips before forcing himself to look away. Namjoon was paused, like he didn't want to actually talk about whatever it was he said needs to be spoke about. It was actually making me worried about what needed to be said.

"What's wrong?"

Namjoon closed his eyes for a brief moment and sighed before opening them again and Hobi shuffled side to side a little, on his feet, staring down at the floor. Something else is wrong?

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"You're pregnant Y/n." Jin