Mia's POV***

Dear Diary,
                   I lost everything, that awful night I lost everything. My sister, my happiness, my friends. But I didn't lose my husband and I'm glad I didn't. But Christina did save him, and I thank her for that. But I would never forgive Ciel and Sebastian for what they done to Joker's only family. I Don't care if it was the Queen's orders! My husband has been through hell, and this is what he get!? I don't understand how Christina took sides with the evil men. But what I saw in her eyes were, sadness and regret. I don't blame her, but I'm sorry for her.

                  After the carriage stopped, Joker and I went to a hotel and stayed the night. He was asleep and I was crying. I almost lost the one I loved, I almost did. But what Christina told me, I would never forget. I understand that is her husband and she will love and protect him. But she's not like this, she doesn't choose sides. Why would she chose that side? Is it because of love, or agreement? I may never know, I forgive Christina. She was the only one who helped me through my hardest times in life. And I did the same for her, but I have nothing to apologize for I really don't.

              Now, Joker will wake up knowing his only family is dead and gone! He only has me left, and I can't die I just can't. I wish Christina the best, I hope she is alright. I need time to heal, and I will see her again. But right now, I can't I just can't. Tears are spilling out of my eyes, and onto this paper. I don't hate Christina I will never hate her. I just have one thing to say....I am the victim and she is the villain.
       Love, Mia Paula
February 12, 1889