When I Made You Cry
"Though a crystal tells the future it's a diamond makes it so, sea is rough but you can'r mute her so just let your lumber go, and I've labored all this paper as a way let you know, that I'm sorry if I made you cry..."
(After 2 years...)
Being parted from the person you love the most, is like a sea without sands, a pen without an ink, earth without the moon, in short, completely incomplete.
Sadness and pain will haunt you very night like ghost from your past. Worser than nightmares, a voice that keeps telling you that it was all your fault. You can'r help to blame yourself in every minute of your life.
You want to cry but all your tears were dried up. There are moments that you want to give up, but you choose not to, because you didn't lose hope that someday you will found her and tell how sorry you are. That you still love her and you're incomplete without her love.
She's like a holy water and you were the sinner. Every words that she left keeps playing in your head. You need her sunlight to fix you.
You are living inside those old memories that you were together. It's like a console for you to make you happy for a moment.
This is Patrick what feels lils everyday of his life. Two years passed, but the wound is still in his heart. It was like yesterday. The regret and the guilt keeps chasing him. He can't run away. Every possible way he knows to find Allie and Declan is already done. But still, no trace of them. But he still didn't give up.
His love for her makes him stronger, he still hold on to it. He followed what his friends told him, to fix himself. A better version of Patrick Martin Vaugh Stumph.
He let go of his old wrong doings. Alcohol, girls, every reason why Allie left him. The only thing left is his love and passion for music.
To ease his longingness, he wrote songs that told their story. Every line in each song is dedicated to Allie and Declan. With this songs he hopes that Allie might hear it.
Every night, before he sleeps, he always looked on to their picture. Every single day of his life, Allie and Declan never leaved his mind. And also, he didn't forget Declan's birthday, he brought him a present, wishing that he will have the chance to he will give it to his son personally. Even his anniversary with Allie, all special occasion in their life. He didn't forget any of it.
And just like what the band promised, Fall Out Boy didn't leave the music industry. Pete joined Gabe Saporta and his band, in making music, he also produced his own electric music and became a dj.
Andy and Joe is in a band called Those Damned Things.
While Patrick went solo, he made his first solo album, entitled Soul Punk. All of the song in the album has it's own story. It was dedicated to Allie. Patrick made the album for her. The boys knows about it.
They're all proud of Patrick because he changed a lot. Even though there are times that he will sobs eventually in the corner. They understand him. He misses Allie and Declan so much. But he choose to be strong and didn't lose hope that his family will be complete again 'cos he didn't signed the divorce paper that Allie requested. So there marriage is still not forfeited.
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