so this is going to have 2 different things. the normal sad one and the other one when i was a drinking a caprisun. these endings have nothing to do with each other

haha you wont want to read the second one

Normal Sad Ending

"What's a soulmate?" The little boy asked his dad. His dad looked down at him and smiled softly. He picked up the young boy and put him in his lap.

"It's a... Well, it's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. It's someone who makes you a better person. Actually they don't make you a better person, you do that yourself... because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you can carry with you forever. It's the one person who knew you and accepted you...Believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens you will always love them. Nothing can ever change that." His dad answered. The boy look up to see his dads glossy silver eyes. He gave him a hug before sitting back down.

"Does uncle Virgil have a soulmate?"

"Yea, uncle Virgil has a soulmate. He didn't like it at first but now he's married to his."

"Uncle Roman and Uncle Virgil are soulmates?"

"Yep and so are uncle Dee and uncle Ree."

"Do you have a soulmate dad?" Remy looked at the boy and smiled. He picked him up and started carrying him to his room.

"Actually, I had two. One," he thought about his words for a second before continuing, "disappeared when I was very young and I thought I'd never find love again. Then I found your father. We did the impossible and became soulmates."

"What happened to them?" The boy asked as Remy laid him down on the small toddler bed.

"That's enough Pranks. You gotta go to sleep so you can go visit Missy tomorrow."

"Can you sing me the sunshine song?"

"Sure buddy,

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
And now that you're here, my dreams are waking
And I will keep you from all harm

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
But, please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you, and make you happy
I'll pick you up when, when you've fallen down
You turn the sky blue when it is raining
You always keep the sunshine around

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away....
Love ya Pranks. Goodnight"

"Love you" Remy left the room, closing the door behind him, before sliding against the wall so he was sitting on the ground.

"I love you Em"

"I love you too Remy."

The Other One. Warnings: death, sad boi hours, depressed trash lad, hospital setting (Lill don't read this one)

The announcer called Virgil and Roman's names. Virgil sighed and made his way to the stage. He looked over to Roman before they started singing.

"Let it out, been building up you better let it out
Say everything that you've been meaning now, I want it to burn
When you tell me that I'm such a wreck
It isn't easy cleaning up your mess
It's like I've got a rope around my neck, he says it won't hurt

But everything you do makes my heart race
I can't even think straight, is this just a game to you?
Reruns every night, it's always the same fight
And I think you should know

I hate your touch, I hate your mouth
I can't stand every single word that falls out
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love

I hate your voice, I hate your lips
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love

Asphyxiated just to say the least
And with your eyes you're suffocating me
Emptied my lungs, it's getting hard to breathe
You couldn't care less

But everything you do makes my heart race
I can't even think straight, is this just a game to you?
Reruns every night, it's always the same fight
And I think you should know

I hate your touch, I hate your mouth
I can't stand every single word that falls out
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love

I hate your voice, I hate your lips
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love

The sky fades from blue to gray
Her touch is just like an ocean, still I'm drowning
How bad I wanna sink and let it take me away
I don't know why I come back
I do every time
We get close to the end
It's the finish li-"

Everybody was staring at them. It was obvious that Virgil was getting a little anxious towards this part of the song. Even a few of the techies were watching. Nobody even noticed when a cable started coming loose.

The light fell. It was too late. Roman looked up in time to push Virgil out of the way. But he couldn't save himself. The hundred pound stage light fell on his head. A few people ran onto the stage and started pushing the light away. Others called for an ambulance. Most people were too shocked to do anything. Including Logan, Patton, Remus, Remy, and Warren.

Virgil and Roman were rushed to the hospital. Logan was trying to comfort a sobbing Patton, Remy was leaning on his father while Emile held his hand. Remus...Remus was screaming profanities in the parking lot while his boyfriend tried to calm him down. The readers were probably planning to assassinate someone.

After a few hours, a doctor entered the waiting room. Warren moved a now sleeping Remy and got up. Logan and Patton were already asking the doctor questions.

"Chill, I'm just a doctor."

"You look a little young to be a doctor."

"You look a little young to be telling me what I can and cannot do in my story. Anyways, I'm here for the family of Virgil." Remy woke up and ran to the doc.

"Where's my brother? Is he alright?"

"He's asleep right now but he should be fine. Also, I'm going to need a shit ton of cheez-itz to not tell the police that the Vanta family is here." Remy sighed out of relief or annoyance at the "doctor", whatever you wanna believe.

"How's Roman?"

"Is my baby alive!?"

"... We're doing everything we can. You may go visit Virgil for now. By the way, please go check on Remus, he's crying in the parking lot." She left.

Remy was the first one out the door. He ran, in heels, to room 68. Many of the people in the hall were surprised to see a seventeen year old boy, with makeup running down his face, running faster than fucking sonic, in heels.

"Vainoharhaisuus you are in so much trouble!" He yelled when he got there. Warren shut him up and made him sit in a chair beside the bed. Virgil stirred in bed but didn't wake up.

A few more hours went by with some coming and going through the room. There wasn't much talking, just the sound of the heart monitor.

"Holy fuck, what happened?" They looked up to see the emo waking up and holding his head.

"Vee don't scare us like that again!"

"Dee, you're at a sixty, ima need you to bring it down to a two." Virgil looked around the room. "Am I in a damn hospital?"

After a few minutes of explaining what happened and crying, Virgil looked at the people in the room. Warren, Anton, Camden, Demetrius, Remington, Logan, Patton.

"Where's Remus?"

"He's with Roman, he asked for some privacy with him after they let us visit." Logan explained.

"Roman? I need to go see him!"

"Slow down, we need someone to check on you."

"I have a headache, like you guys said, I was just knocked out from the  fall. Now let me go talk to my damn soulmate." The adults gasped and stepped back. Virgil took this moment to unhook himself from the machines and walk out to the hall. Dee was the first one to walk after him. "Where his room?"

"70, it's just over here. Maybe you shouldn't have yelled."

"Dee...please..I love him." He nodded and let Virgil enter the room. Remus had his face in the bed and there was the faint sound of crying coming from him. He looked up when the door opened and turned away when he saw who it was.

"Remus, will he be okay?" He didn't say anything. "Remus, please, will he be alright?"

"He probably would if he hadn't rushed in to save you. Or if somebody had been paying attention. Or if I ran up there instead. Vee, he's my twin brother, I can't lose him."

"I know Remus...we won't lose him." Virgil sat down and grabbed Roman's cold hand. Like it was before, there was no noise, just the heart monitor.

Until it stopped.

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

i fucking suck at this. my caprisun and i had fun writing that. anyways, thank you everybody for reading this whole book. i loaf you all so much. please check out my other books and if you have any questions about this please go to the QnA thing.
Bye for now guys, gals, and nonbinary pals
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