Dipper's P.O.V.

Timeskip to morning

"Pinetree... Pinetree... Pinetree..." The voice whispered, waking me up from my dreamless, cold, slumber.

"Ah, SHIT!!! who and when the HELL did I fuck?!?!"I muttered, not realizing what the words just came out of my mouth.

"Ya didn't fuck anybody hun... I still have my precious virginity" Bill replied breaking into a fit of giggles.

"Oh, h-hi B-Bill..." I said, his face now in my vision, bringing drunken memories from the night before, flashing right before my eyes.

"AHHH SHIT HE KNOWS TOO MUCH!!!" My mind thought as I felt my anxiety return, "Too much... He's gonna tell EVERYONE!!!" my mind screamed.

"W-Whats wrong Pinetree?" Bill asked in a concerned tone, reading my facial expressions.

"C-Can we please keep what we said yesterday a secret... please," I pleaded.

"S-Sure I was thinking the same thing..." Bill added, gesturing for a pinkie promise...

"Ha Ha... Bill, you're so childish," I stated, giggling, as I interlock pinkies with him.

"I promise I won't tell this to anybody else..." We both announced, simultaneously.

Timeskip to skewl

Bill's P.O.V.

"Thanks for letting me crash at your house Pinetree..." I said, walking into the school corridors.

"No prob Bob...," Pinetree replied, "Anytime!!" Pinetree smirked, giving me a seductive wink, as I could feel heat crawl up my face.

"See ya later Pinetree..." I squeaked, my face getting warmer as I went to my locker... only to be greeted by a lovely "Surprise..."

To The Worthless Fag...

Hope yall like being called that because that's what a WORTHLESS FAG like YOU deserves to be CALLED!!! SO GO DO US ALL A FAVOR AND GO KILL YOURSELF!! YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!!

~Gideon

I felt tears well up in my eyes as they scrolled through the note, my hand putting the note in my hoodie pocket, those cruel, unforgivable words bringing back memories from the past... memories I wish I could forget...

Flashback to 8th Grade

Bill: Goodnight; I love you!!! <3 <3 <3

Tad: Hey Fag, we need to talk...

Bill: W-Why'd you call me that? Did I do anything wrong to upset you? If so, You know I love you and I'll try to fix what is bothering you...

Tad: YOU... YOU are the matter!!! JUST GO DO US ALL A FAVOR, AND KILL YOURSELF, YOU WORTHLESS FAG!!!

Bill: W-What? I thought you loved me... 

Tad: HA!! WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!!!!!!! I NEVER LOVED YOU!!!, A WORTHLESS FAG SUCH AS YOURSELF!!!!!!! DID YOU HONESTLY THINK I WAS GAY!!?!?!?!??!  WAIT, DON'T ANSWER THAT, A WASTE OF SPACE LIKE YOU COULDN'T COMPREHEND WHAT I JUST SAID!!!! SO LET ME DUMB IT DOWN FOR YOU!!!!!!!! KILL YOURSELF, A WORTHLESS FAG LIKE YOU SHOULDNT EVEN BE LIVING ON THIS EARTH, JUST DIE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bill: .......

Bill: As you wish, don't expect too see me in school tomorrow, or ever for that matter... 

Bill: Goodbye Tad...

~Bill has logged out of this chatroom~

The next morning~

I woke up with a rush of pain traveling my arm, I could still feel the toxins from the pills, surging through me... The feeling of misery, sadness, pain, guilt, regret, was the only thing I felt, and what I will only feel.

"Why am I even alive?" I thought, that wretched, sick pained feeling, still ringing, and swirling, through my head.

After that morning, Tad began to go so far as beating me, until I was left to drag myself home... The cuts on my arms reminding me EVERY LIVING, FEELING, BREATHING DAY... that I was a WORTHLESS FAG!!!

End of Flashback

Bill's P.O.V.

I found myself sprinting, running, anywhere... I didn't care... I found myself in the bathroom, the familiar stalls bringing back memories...

Flashback to a few days ago

"Shit... shit... shit..." a familiar voice hissed. I could see the brunette slowly lift up his sleeve, to reveal hundreds of scars and recent cuts.

"God dammet I cut FAR too deep!!" The familiar voice seethed once again, the water now running.

"Dear God... are you a clone of me?" I mumbled as I felt a sudden boost of empathy and confidence.

"W-Who's t-that?" The boy asked, hearing my voice.

I opened the door with a soft creek, my headphones and phone still blaring out the most depressing songs, I slowly lifted up my sleeves, revealing the identical amount of cuts and scars spanning up my arms, I gradually pulled the boy into  a comforting hug, the water still running behind us, I could feel our salty tears mingle together...

End of flashback...

Still Bill's P.O.V

I found myself in a lonely, secluded stall, My hand brimming the blade in my pocket, I could now feel, the comfortingly familiar, excruciating pain surging through my arms... I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!! I FEEL SO MUCH PAIN WHERE I FEEL ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!!!!!!! I AM NOTHING BUT A WORTHLESS FAGGOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I thought, 

"NOTHING... NOTHING... NOTHING!!!!!!!!" I started yelling, I am just a waste of space...  I don't deserve to be on this Earth... I am just a waste of oxygen, food, money... I thought... as I drew the blade deeper into my wrists...

"Goodbye world..."

"CREEK"

"B-Bill there you are..." Pinetree said in a concerned tone... "O-Oh my god..." Pinetree said as he caught sight of me bleeding out on the floor...

"BILL!!!" Pinetree yelped, lunging towards my body on the ground, finding time to get paper towels in the process. I could soon feel the pressure on my wounds, The agonizing pain clouding up my senses.

Timeskip to after a few minutes...

Bill's P.O.V.

"W-Why'd you do that..." Pinetree suddenly asked, breaking the everlasting silence.

"I-I'm d-done... w-with l-living... I-I c-Can't g-go o-on..." I sputtered, still feeling dizzy from the blood loss...

"M-Me n-neither..." Pinetree confessed, cradling my head in his lap.

"H-hey d-do y-you g-got a-any b-bandages?"  I asked awkwardly, the sight of the blood bleeding through the paper towels...

"Y-Yeah... just stay... here.." Pinetree replied, gently placing my head on the stall's floor and slowly getting up.

"I-I d-don't t-think y-you h-have t-to w-worry a-about t-that..." I said, letting out a raspy chuckle.

"Ha-ha..." The brunette replied, closing the door behind, leaving me alone, lying in a stall.

"Click!!" 

I could hear the light footsteps enter the room... "Did he come back already? that was fast..." I thought

The sight of purple hair... 

The sight of his purple eyes...

"SHIT IT'S TAD!!!!!!!!!!!" My mind screamed, realizing the identity of the boy...

"FUCK!!!!!!!!!" I internally screamed, shocked by his appearance...

"Y-You okay, bro?" Tad asked, gesturing that I, was lying on the floor, our eyes soon locking in place... obviously not knowing who I truly was...

"Fuuuuuuuuuuck..." I simply said, still in shock of what was going on...

"Creek!!" 

I could hear the door open yet again... followed by the sight of Pinetree's black hoodie...

"F-Finally..." I murmured, hopefully, HE would save me from this terrible, situation that I managed to get in... I mean like Jesus Christ... he's gone for like 30 seconds, and I get into THIS... I don't EVEN know WHAT to call this situation right now... "A reminiscence with my EX-BOYFRIEND?!?! No, wait... A "Reunion with the Bully/Douche Bag and starring THE worthless Faggot!!!!" I thought as I was interrupted with a: 

"Get the fuck out of here Tad..." Pinetree said, in a dismissive tone, gesturing to probably me, the pale blond boy, lying pathetically on the ground. 

"Aight..." Tad said, his footsteps fading in the distance... followed by seconds of awkward silence.

"Y-You know this kid?" Pinetree finally asked, curiosity dripping from his tone...

AUTHOR'S NOTE

HEY GUYS AND GALS,

THANK YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING I KINDA WAS STRESSED FOR AWHILE AND HAD LOTS OF HOMEWORK!!!!!!!

THE CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS SPECIAL SHOULD BE COMING OUT SOON!!!!!!!!1 MY STORY HASN'T GOTTEN TO THAT POINT YET SO I'LL SEE YALL LATER BYEEEE!!!

~Author Chan