Dipper's P.O.V.

"DIPPER THE BUS IS COMING IN TEN MINUTES!!!" Mabel said from outside of the door.

I kept gazing into my cold, dead eyes, my cheeks starting to hollow, my hair, a scruffy mess, my eyes, sunken in and huge, unforgiving bags under my eyes.

"I look like shit," I mumbled, swiftly applying makeup to make myself look somewhat decent.

Timeskip 

Bill's P.O.V.

"Shit... shit... shit..." I mumbled repeatedly, now frantically breathing. I could feel the sense of anxiety fog up my senses, seemingly twisting and churning my insides, I could feel the spreading, infecting, throughout my body, my ribs now aching, the familiar feeling of fear, panic, and anxiety.

I found my shaky hands grasp the handle of the bathroom, sneaking my way in a stall, my quivering hand putting an earbud into my ear.

The sudden sound boomed in my ear, the familiar lyrics providing a soft sheet of comfort.

"Her Last Words"

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older
Things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought, she wished someone had told her

She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on, she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see

She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate

Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck

She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
"Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down its head in shame

She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death

Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare

She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vain
'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law "majority rules"
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

You're the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye.

The sound of the door slamming open that conveniently interrupted after the song.

"Shit... shit... shit..." a familiar voice hissed. I could see the brunette slowly lift up his sleeve, to reveal hundreds of scars and recent cuts.

"God dammet I cut FAR too deep!!" The familiar voice seethed once again, the water now running.

"Dear God... are you a clone of me?" I mumbled as I felt a sudden boost of empathy and confidence.

"W-Who's t-that?" The boy asked, hearing my voice.

I opened the door with a soft creek, my headphones and phone still blaring out the most depressing songs, I slowly lifted up my sleeves, revealing the identical amount of cuts and scars spanning up my arms, I gradually pulled the boy into a comforting hug, the water still running behind us, I could feel our salty tears mingle together.

The sudden sound of the bell interrupted our little... I don't even know what to call it at this point.

"I'll see you later..." I said, not looking at his probably confused face, but looking out at his black and white checkered vans, and his black pair of leggings that looked so familiar....

AUTHOR'S NOTE~

DO YOU KNOW WHO THE CRYING BOI WAS???? I SURE AS HELL DO JUST LOOK AT THE HINTS I GUESS... IDK

UMM BUT AANYWAYS THE SONG IS CALLED, "Her last words," SO DEFINITELY CHECK IT OUT IF YOU A SMOL DEPRESSED BEAN LIKE MEE!!! SEEEE YAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Author chan~