BLAKES P.O.V)

Her mother eyes drill into me as I feel myself slowly shredding apart. Why would I care so much about Scar, because I had an affect on her?

No, I've been trying to convince myself this was why I stuck around. But I knew there was more.

There is this cracking sensation in my chest. Guilt maybe. I could have prevented this. But here I am. Sitting at the hospital. Waiting to see if the girl that hasn't been able to leave my mind all this fucking time will be actually leaving me.

I must be a selfish jerk, I could have ran after those losers. But instead the police did, only to fail.

Big suprise.

My head is stuffed with questions. How did he know Scarlet?

How?

My head hurts badly. So much that I can't answer. Its always been this way. The question I've been always been asking,

Why?

When do I get a god damn answer? It's like a hangover takes over as I sit there limply.

I want to throw up, The thought of her dying makes me sick.

I feel tired but I can't fall asleep. When I close my eyes I see hers, chocolate brown eyes that are filled with such hurt yet so much hope.

A nerd who does other people's homework, yet finds a way to not give it to them. The girl with a future. Here I am, screwing it up. I should have known.

When Quinn saw her, his eyes immediately sparked with recognition. I should have noticed the silence in the school, or the way my violent bunny was so fucking jumpy.

My Violent bunny...

The one that is mine but isn't mine at the same time. I know she likes me. I know I can have her whenever I want. But I don't want it to be that way. I have a charm, yes, But I'm not a player. I'm just confused.

(A/n: Blakey!!! >~<)

The rubber soles of sneakers squeak as nurses rush through the halls. The chair is hard and stiff as it difs into my back. This is all a dream. I'll wake up and she will be okay.

Yet this isn't a dream, and she isn't okay.

Then I see the doctor. But I cant move from my place. I can only look up at her as Scarlets mother rushes towards her.

"Is she okay?" Her mother immediately starts asking questions and it adds to the pounding headache.

I don't hear what the doctor says. I only see what happends. The doctor keeps talking. Ms.Reed proceeds to fall to the ground.

I want to listen but I'm scared to.

Is she okay?

I stand up as Scarlets mother rushes into the room. I watch with my hands in my pockets. The doctor gives me a curious look.

"Young man?" She asks. I look towards her.

"You may visit her now."

I only nod before trailing behind her. She leads me to the room and I peek inside. Scarlet is sleeping. Her beathing even. Her lips slightly parted.

I can't move as I look at her in awe. She still looks beautif- Fine. I mean. She looks so tired, but alive.

That's what matters.

Nothing else.

My violent little bunny is alive.

Yet it was my fault she could have died in the first place. That's the thought that won't stop pestering me.
I'm too dangerous to be around. There are things she doesn't know about me.

Then there are things I don't know about her.

I feel a sigh slip past my lips. Why do things have to be so complicated.

Why can't she just be mine? Why do I have to have a second life.

A life filled of lies?

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Aloha! An update FINALLY

EDIT: (Sorry for the technical difficulties)

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