Alright, when becoming a magical girl you must be ready to take the magical girl mindset. To gain said mindset you must:

.Help people in need

.Not do drugs of anything negitive ( #Don'tdodrugs  In comments)

.Do meditation (A very effective way to calm yourself)

.Listen to Sublinials (however there spelled(there videos with a hidden message inside that your brain picks up without knowing) If you are its best to listen to them on a daily bases.

And many more. Here are some Sublinials to listen to:

https://youtu.be/vc6HUMA1CvE

https://youtu.be/-B85GcJ-9mA

I recommend listening for at least two times a day. Do NOT listen while doing things that need focus like driving. You should notice a change in yourself in 21 days- 3 months.

Now this is just a starting point. I shall go into farther detail into more of this stuff next few chapters.