~~Vikk's P.O.V ~~

Why am I still here?

I thought that he was going to end me. Once and for all.

Why won't my suffering end?

Oh he just loves to torture me!

They all do. And always will.
It won't ever stop.
Is it even worth living anymore?

I'm so sorry Simon but I won't make it...

He'll manage. He'll find the perfect boyfriend who isn't in this mess.

Because that's all I am.
I'm just a big mess of a human being.

He doesn't deserve this. I don't deserve him.

I shouldn't have ever existed.

~~Simon's P.O.V~~

His phone was blowing up. What the heck? He hasn't posted a video, or a tweet, or anything!

I aproach him and grab his phone out of his pocket
I mumble to myself as I type his password "ministar"

I click on the tweet that Vikk was most recently mentioned in. But I realise mentioned in it too. RT's and likes were 12,000 and 6,300 RTs!

"Enough!" I shout "We're gay! Okay?! Vikk is my boyfriend!"

I check some of the comments

GOALS GOALS

I always shipped it aaaaaaaaaa

Gay? You just lost tons of fans. Including me. Fags.

Vikk better not wake up because God would be ashamed

"Vikk I can't do this without you!" I cry "wake up, please..."

And for a moment there he twitched, "baby wake up" I press my head against his chest "I've made such a mess, you're always here to fix it, I need you to fix it now Vikky"

For real though, shout out to Viksilluminate , Sdmn_Lux & starryy-thoughts_ for telling me it was stupid to stop writing because they think it's amazing. It's not but ily all, you da real MVPs💙💫