Sid's Point of view

The conference room filled with a sound of claps. People have satisfied smile on their faces, looking at the projector. My eyes search for the Nick and he is clapping proudly with broad smile on his face telling me that he is satisfied with my work.

I'm handling KAPOOR INDUSTRIES as a C.E.O. since two years and working my ass off to reach this level where it is now. Now KAPOOR INDUSTRIES one of the top most company in world. I started many other companies in past year and spread our business all over the world. They all are earn in millions and billions every year.

I step down from the podium and walk towards our Client, who is now standing beside Nick. Emily, my assistant is following me behind.

"The presentation is awesome Mr. Siddharth. I'm looking forward to work with you." Mr. Joseph Duke said with a smile.

"Our company provides you best designs as per your requirements." Nick said.

"Of course, no one can beat your company in architecture." He said.

"Indeed..we are best in architecture." Nick said with a smirk.

"I wanted to sign a contract Mr. Siddharth." Mr. Joseph said while forwarding his hand for a handshake.

"My secretary will send you the contract papers after preparing them. Sign it when you will satisfied with all conditions. Our managing director, Nick will be there when you sign the contract papers." I said in my business tone while taking his hand for handshake.

"Not a problem Mr. Siddharth." He said with a smile.

"Now excuse me gentlemen. I have to go." I said while giving him curt nod and walk from there and Emily follow me behind.

Everyone can understand the rudeness in my tone but I don't give a fuck to anyone thoughts when it comes to business. My employees afraid to me because they know their little mistake make them lose their job.

"Emily send coffee in my cabin and don't disturb until isn't emergency or I'll call you by myself." I said while opening the door of my cabin.

"Okey sir.."

I was not like this before. These two years change me a lot and only few people knows the reason behind it. These two years teach me a lot and take so many things from me, my precious one, which is very close to my heart.

I set on my chair and started working on my laptop.

Knock...knock..

Knock...knock..

Knock...knock..

"Come in.." I said after hearing a knock on my cabin door.

"Sir, your coffee." Emily comes to my cabin and put coffee on a table.

I gave her a short nod without looking at her and continue my work on my laptop.

I heard a retired footsteps letting me know that she went out of my cabin.
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I closed my laptop after completing my work. I take off my coat jacket. I loose my neck tie and rolled my sleeves up to my elbows.

I sigh and rub my both palm on my face and checked time on my wrist watch. As soon as my eyes fell on my wrist watch it takes me back to my past. It reminds me of her. My first love. This watch is might be nothing comparison to my others watch but this is the most expensive and beautiful gift I have ever had. Many emotions attached to it.

I leaned back to my chair and look at the ceiling blankly.

It's been two years since then when I last saw her beautiful eyes, when I heard her voice. I have no colours in my life without her. I became a robot without any emotion who worked day and night.

It's been two years when I broke her heart and I regret it every single second of my life. Every single second my heart tells me that to go to her and tell her that how much I love her but in somewhere my heart knows that she will never forgive me.

I still remember her cry on phone when she was begging to me not to leave her. I promised her I would not let tears come in her eyes. But I myself gave her the most sorrow in her life. I myself became a reason of her tears.
I cursed myself everyday to made her cry.

I felt a moisture in my eyes. I blinked my eyes and a lone tear escaped from my eyes. I take my phone from table and unlocked it.

I look at the wallpaper of my phone in which she and I sitting together in field at night under the stars and smiled looking down. She looked beautiful in this picture. My phone is the only source where I can see her beautiful face everyday. Those days are the most memorable and beautiful days in my life and I know they won't come back.

I opened my phone's gallery and went to her folder where her all pictures are saved. I clicked the video in which she was dancing without any knowledge that she is watched by me.

Flashback

I was in Preeti's room doing office work in my laptop. Suddenly I feel thirsty I closed my laptop and went downstairs. I looked for everyone to asked water, when I didn't find anyone I walked towards kitchen to drink water.

When I reached near the kitchen I heard a sound of music. I shrugged it off and walked to kitchen.

When I was about to enter the kitchen I saw beautiful sight in front of me. Preeti is dancing very gracefully in music. Her back is on my side so she don't know that I was watching her dancing.

A smile crept on my face when I look at her. I don't want ruin this moment by doing any sound so I leaned to the door frame and watch my girl dancing.

I wanted to save this moment, so I took out my phone from my Jean's pocket, turn on the camera and play the video button.

I enjoyed this moment by watching her dancing.

She turned suddenly and was about to take steps according to lyrics of music when her eyes fell on me and she stopped immediately.

Her face turned into dark red shade and she looked down in embarrassment.

I walked towards her. When she looked at me coming towards her she take step back. We continue this until her back touched to a fridge.

I blocked her by standing in front of her very closely that our toes is almost touched.

I leaned closer to her ear and she closed her eyes due to our closeness.

"I don't know, you danced that beautiful. Wanna dance with me?" I whispered huskily in her ear.

Red colour filled in her creamy cheeks. I pulled back and look at her face. She opened her eyes slowly and look at me.

I leaned to her again. She pulled her head back to the fridge door. I leaned more to her and she clutched my shirt from waist to balance herself. I leaned more and she closed her eyes again in anticipation. I raised my hand and took a water bottle from kitchen counter near the fridge.

I pulled back and drink water from bottle looking at her. She opened her eyes when she didn't feel anything.

I chuckled looking at her expressions. She pushed me little by my chest and ran from there.

End of Flashback

'Thud....'

My cabins door open with a sound of thud and Nick enter the cabin.

"What are you doing." He asked me while sitting on a chair in front of me.

"Nothing.." I said while putting my phone in my pocket.

"Don't lie to me..you are watching the video again." He said looking at me.

"No, I'm checking some emails." I said while putting files in drawer. I know he is not satisfied with my answer.

"Let's go to the club and have some drinks inside our system. " He said try to change the topic.

"I'm not in a mood."I said.

"Come on dude.. it's been a while now." He said.

"But..." I opened my mouth to say something but he cut me off.

"No..buts...you are coming with me." He said.

I sigh and nodded my head.
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We reached the club. As we entered the club a girl came to us and hug Nick.

"Hello Jessica.." Nick greeted to Jessica while hugging her back.

"You are late." She said, looking at me.

Then Nick said something to her in her ear.

"Yes, Of course..don't worry... nobody can say no to me." She said while looking at me.

We all three settle at VIP corner of the club and order tequila shots for us.

Nick and Jessica busy with talking each other. I saw Jessica is sitting very close to me and try to touch me.

"So Sid tell me about yourself." She said in a very seductive tone while rubbing her hand on my thigh.

I look at Nick and he is giving me smirk
And I know instantly something is cooking in his head. I didn't say anything and jerk away her hand on my thigh.

After sometime waiter is come with our drink.

"Let's begin.." Nick said excitedly.

We all take a shots from tray and drink it in one gulp.

Jessica stops after four shots but I and Nick don't stop.

After taking 7 more shots, alcohol is started working in my system and I felt little dizziness. I take a half cut lime from tray and lick it to ease the bitter taste in my mouth.

"Hey come on..Let's go for a dance." Nick said getting up from his seat.

I didn't answer him and look at the dance floor. Nick huffed and shook his head. He knows asking me.. is waste of his time.

"Jess..come on.." he said looking at her.

"No..Nick, I have other important work here." Jessica winked to Nick and he gave her smirk.

"Enjoy.." he said and leave for the dance floor.

I was looking at the dancing floor. Alcohol is smelling everywhere. Nick is dancing with a girl. Teenagers and college students dancing like a maniac. Some are sucking each other's face.

I looked blankly in front of me. My mind is went back to her. Her beautiful face, her chocolate brown eyes, her lips, her blush..everything is about her was perfect and most beautiful thing was about her was her heart which I broke.

I cursed everyday to me to broke her heart. I wish I go back to the time and do everything right. I wish I could make her mine again.

I don't deserve her. As a innocent, angel like girl who has a pure soul don't deserve a dick like me. She will never forgive me.

I felt someone is sitting on my lap and started kissing me on my lips. For sometime I didn't understand what is going on. She is holding my head and pull her more to me. She bit my lower lip and then I came to my senses I pulled the girl back but I saw a beautiful face in front of me. A girl which my heart crave for two years and it want her badly.

Same brown eyes, same lips, same blush on her cheeks.

"Siddharth...." she whispered in a pleading tone. I can see pain in her eyes.

"Preeti..." I whispered back holding her in my arms.

"Siddharth..don't leave me..." she said in a shaky voice. Tears is coming out from her eyes.

"I won't.." I said looking at her with love.

"Siddharth..I wa.."before she could complete the sentence I clashed my lips on her. I pulled her more to me. I don't know what is she doing here but I want her badly.

I make her lean back on the couch and came over her. I kissed her passionately. But something is missing..it felt like something is wrong but I shrugged it off. My Preeti is with me, nothing more than that I want right now.

She moaned when I grab her ass cheek and squeeze it hardly. She entangled her fingers in my hair and pull me closer to her. I bit her lower lip and when she opened her mouth I shoved my tongue inside her mouth.

She opened my upper two shirts button and trace her hand all over my bare chest.

"Ooh..Siddharth..I badly want you. You are so good in it." She moaned. When her hand reached to my belt something is clicked in my mind. My Preeti is not like this. She is very shy to do this. She will never approach me that way and never going to kiss me in front of everyone. She is very innocent for all of this. Something is wrong.

Anger boiled inside me when I realized who it is. How she dare to touch me without my consent. I bit her lip harshly and squeezed her right breast very hardly.

"Aahh.. Siddharth what the hell are you doing." She try to push me by chest.

But I don't give a fuck to her. I wanted to teach her lesson that she regret to touch me. I dig my nails to her thigh, make her whimper in pain.

"Siddharth..leave me, you are hurting me." She pushed me but I didn't dodge.

I bit her neck very harshly that she cried in pain. She started to cry and continue pushing me by my chest.

I was about to tear her clothes but someone pulled me back to her and punched me hard. I taste a metallic taste on my mouth. I trace a thumb on my lower lip and saw a blood.

"What the hell dude..you are hurting her." Nick said with an anger and pushed me back.

I came back to my senses. Jessica is crying sitting on couch, holding her neck where I bit her harshly, blood is coming out from her lower lip.

Guilt took over me. This is not me. I never hurt a girl in my life. I respect every type of woman. I wanted to apologize to her but word didn't came out from my mouth. I looked at Nick and he is looking at me with a disappointment mix with anger. I didn't say anything and walked from there.

I walked out from the club of it's back gate. I rub my palm in my face to calm myself and run my fingers in my hair.
I got so frustrated. I'm looking her everywhere.

The back door of club is open and I heard a footsteps coming to me.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. This is not me. I don't know what happened to me. I can't control myself." I said to Nick. My back is facing to him.

"Do you still love her?" He asked me seriously.

"Whom..?" I asked turning to him.

"You know what I'm talking about." He said.

I didn't say anything and turn my head to other side.

"How long will you run from this. It's been two years now. You buried yourself in work to run from her. Why can't you just go to her and tell her that you love her." He shouted on me.

"It's not easy. She will never forgive me." I said, looking at him.

"Atleast give it a try." He said.

"You know what I did to her. I broke up with her just before a week of our wedding. I snapped out on her without any reason. I was acting like some responsible asshole. She was keep begging me not to leave her and what I did to her. I broke her heart." I snapped out him.

"Then stop acting like some heart broken Romeo. You have two options, go to India, ask her forgiveness and claim her as your wife or forget her and move on with other girl. I can't see you like this." He said angrily.

"I told you it's not easy. She is better without me. I hurt her a lot." I said looking at him.

"That means you don't love her. Because if you love her you will fight to the world for her. You never love her and you are right she is better without you because she doesn't deserve a coward. " He said.

"Don't ever say this I'm a coward and you know, how much I love her. She is my everything. " I said angrily to him and walked out from there.
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It's 2.00 A.m when I reached home. Everyone is sleeping in there rooms. I came to my room without any noise and went to washroom for a shower.
After shower I changed into my night wears.

I pored a whisky in a glass and drink it in a one gulp. I make myself another drink and drink it also in a one gulp. When I was satisfied, I put the glass on table.

I can't help myself to missing her. She is in my whole system. These two years stole my most precious things to me. Today I saw her in another girl. It become hard to live without her.

"Preeti..." I walked to my balcony and shouted her name, my lungs out.

I took a deep breath to calm myself. When my breath is normal I walked towards the railing. I put my both hands on railing and look at the full moon.

It's remind me the night when I and Preeti both sitting in her room's balcony, cuddling to each other. I miss to kiss her, to touch her, her voice. I miss everything about her.

"Bhayi...Are you Okey? " I turned back, when I hear Keerti's voice.

"I'm sorry I woke you up and don't worry I'm fine." I said looking at her.

"Stop acting like you are fine. I know you are hurt." She said. Tears is coming out from her eyes.

"Keerti go back to bed and sleep. It's late. Don't worry about me." I said turning to the balcony.

"What was meant to be done, everything will be the same if you want to."she said turning me to her by my shoulder.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"Go to India asked her forgiveness." She said in a shaky voice.

"It's not easy. She will never forgive me. I made her cry. I broke her heart. " I said.

"Atleast give it a try. She will definitely forgive you bhayi. I know her." She said.

"What if she forgive me..then what? She will never love me. I don't deserve her." I said. My heart suddenly beat faster and I felt a heaviness in my heart at this thought.

"..and how do you know that. You never know until you don't try. Promise me you will go to India and try to win her heart again. Promise me bhayi..." She said while putting my hand on her head.

"Swear on my head bhayi.." she said.

I look at her blankly. I don't know what to say but my heart say go to her and make her mine.

I can't live like this. I wanted ask her forgiveness. I wanted to love her, shower her with my love. Two years is enough for God for our love test. Now it's time to meet her and complete our love story.

"She is my life and I can't live without my life. I promised you to I'll go to India and try to win her heart again." I promised to her.

"I want only Preeti as my bhabhi.. Don't come back home without her." She chuckle softly. I chuckled too.

Get ready my love. I'm coming for you and this time I will definitely make you mine.
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