Hey I'm not gonna do many A/N , but I will do a do a few. You don't have to read this either. To let those of you who do decide to read it know , the grammar will probably be all messed up. Thanks to those who do read it. Also I can't update often but when I can i will. I pinky promise.

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This is just to say a enormous thank u. To my rally life best friends Hailey and Cheyenne. Y'all got me through so much. We've cried together, laughed together, and just had fun together. We don't get to  each other which hurts . We talk as much as possible. U two really do help get me through so much. I love you guys. Thank u for making me feel better when I'm upset. Especially about things like not fitting in and who I've lost. I've cried talking about this , but y'all make me feel better in a way no one else ever has been able to. I couldn't have better luck in friends. Even when my other friends , the ones who live near me , aren't there for me you 2 are. I've been hurt by so many people in this cruel and lonely world but not by you. I hope that the three of us stay friends for eternity and beyond. Not a single person in this world could say they have the best friends ever , cause they are taken . By me.

Hailey at one point we lived together. You and I were inseparable. And the hardest thing was we were separated. Since then I haven't seen you in four years. I cry about it to this very day. You were my not my best friend, not my cousin but my sister. You wouldn't let a soul hurt me. Hay you would probably take a bullet for me. It doesn't matter how far away or how long since we last saw each other.  I really will love you always . Big sis. God made us cousins bcuz he knew our mom's couldn't handle us as sisters. I remember when we were younger and you were still outgoing and I was shy.  You got me out of that. But it's back now. I remember when you cut my hair. Then I had to get it cut really short. I mean really really short.

Cheyenne. We haven't known each other long, but you are more faithful then some of the friends I've known for years. And no we haven't met in person, but I don't care. If I need a good friend to talk to your there. If I feel alone or just bored your there. I know how lucky I am to actually have you. Chey you are not my best friend. You are my sister to. No matter what time it is if I'm crying you'd help. I really do know what you would do for me. Chey your amazing. I love you sis. God made us friends bcuz we matched perfectly. I remember the first time I messaged you. An hour later we were besties. And now about four months later were sisters. And when we stayed up till like 2 in the morning texting. That happened a few times.

I know if i really needed somebody by my side in a life or death situation I'd wouldn't have one person there . I'd have two. My sisters. God blessed me with you two and I am forever grateful. We may be separated by a hundred miles but it doesn't matter. I will always have y'all by my side . Even if not physically. No matter the distance we always will be friends. I'm the most lucky person in this whole milky way to have u. I love both of you to death and after. I've gotten through so many tough times by talking to y'all. I know I can't always talk, but when I can we do. Our conversations seem endless. But I love it. It seems like y'all never don't know what to say. I'm weird and crazy and stupid, but you still love me. I really hope we can be ghost friends together in the far far far future. I love you both so so much.

I just wanted to let u know that it's ok to cry about that. I did. I had a little trouble writing because of tears. Hailey and Cheyenne know that no one could be better than them. Not Kenslie or Madison or kamryn. I swear  to both of you forever. I can never find another friend better than either of u. I won't give up on us if you don't. I'm not a quitter. I'll never forget all if our past or let it go. I will always be here for you both. I swear. No crosses ever. No take backs. Okay?