Jaykee

It's seven in the evening. As my mother has gone to fetch my little brother from school, I'm left alone in the house as the other brother, who is older but still younger than me, is attending his tuition class. Taking out my Chemistry notes together with the textbooks, I decide to study this subject while waiting for Jungkook's message. Occasionally, I'll glance at the little clock placed on my desk. "30 minutes had passed..." I mutter while continuing to study.

Finally, I can hear the brief notification ring of my phone. Upon hearing the sound, I immediately set those books and notes aside before grabbing my phone, unlocking it only to be welcomed by a rectangular notification bar. After pressing the bar, I'm led into a Whatsapp chatroom and there he is.

I can't help but stare at the message, for a great five minutes before remembering to reply it. My heartbeat is going budump budump rapidly until I can feel my face heating up.

Seeing Jungkook reads my message immediately makes my heart fluster. Now that he's typing and I'm waiting with my heart still beating faster than a cheetah. I wonder what he's going to tell me through our first Whatsapp text message. However, he stops typing as I can see the word 'online' replaces the word 'typing'. "What is he up to now?" I mumble to myself when not long after, my phone rings and of course it startles me just like how I was this afternoon.

"Yoboseyo?"

"Jaykee-ah..." There comes Jungkook's voice which sounds frustrated.

"Bo (What)?" As I ask, I'm assuming that the boy's flight is delayed deep in my mind.

"The air force hates me..." Bingo.

"Me too." I answer when the latter gasps upon my extremely neutral tone. "Just kidding." My voice turns light and cheerful again before I burst into laughter. There on the other side of the phone, I bet Jungkook is busy rolling his eyes and 'facepalming' upon my terrible joke which'd still fooled him on the spot.

"You're so bad, Jaykee. My mood is already screwed and now you'd just made it worse." The idol grumbles in which I can imagine him pouting right now. Instead, I manage to notice his improved English. It must be due to his transfer to the university. A small smile creeps up onto my face upon the thought.

"No problem, Kook." There I answer with African American accent, leading out a long 'hey' from the boy. "Are you bored?"

"What you think about that, huh?"

Silence dominates the circumstance until I burst out laughing upon his annoyed voice. Instead of laughing with me, he hums by the way. "Oh, my mum is home. I have to go now. Bye."

I'm about to hang up the phone when this boy surprises me, thereby holding me back from doing so. "Wait wait, JiaQi." What did he say? "Your real name, is JiaQi right?" I think my heart has skipped a beat. Deep in my mind, I can't help but wonder how on earth can this boy ever knows my real name throughout his lifetime.

I swallow down and find my throat dry, a lump seems to be blocking in beneath my throat. "Yes, that's my real name. How did you know?" My answer comes out in a harsh voice instead although I still manage to squeak in joy. The jingling sound of the key is kind of distracting when my mother is unlocking the door, but I literally won't care about that.

"JiaQi!!" Jungkook continues happily like a child when I chuckle upon his ultimate cuteness. Now that I find how badly I want to see his smiley face right away. Although this is not I've expected, it is still better than hearing any love words or promises which can be read through tonnes of novels online. This is just simple. "Because I stalked your Instagram." I knew it. I won't believe if this boy doesn't have his personal Instagram account. "And I always look at your Instagram story before going to sleep too. I remember one of them was words saying both of us studying in a same class." Oh lord, I should have known because Yoongi had told me about this. Just that I don't know from which platform had Jungkook see those...dreams of mine.

"Whoa," I'm speechless. "That's so sweet. I won't regret being your No. 1 fan, Kook." I nod at my mother and brother's arrival when they do the same. My little brother cheekily giggles when seeing me talk on the phone.

"By the way, I'll send something to you later. It's something that haven't shown on Youtube yet." His mysterious tone is grinding my patience away. "My plane has arrived. Thanks for talking to me, Jaykee. I like calling you by this name so, let's stay like this forever." Jungkook, could you please stop saying those words in which only a boyfriend would say?

"Alright. Take care, Kookie." My heart continues to race as I can feel my pink face becoming red. Maybe this is why my brother giggles at me just now.

Shaking that weird feeling off away, I put down the phone from my left ear and wait for the video he's going to send. After waiting for a few seconds, I receive a link from him. Without hesitation, I navigate my thumb and press on the video. Much to my surprise, it is the teaser from BTS's next music video, Spring Day.

Luckily for me, I can understand the message presented in the video by reading those English subtitles. Jungkook's angelic voice surrounds my ear as I prefer to watch it with my ear piece. His true effort upon his career saturates my admiration towards him and that makes me wonder how he manage to film that during his transfer in the Malaysia branch university. I would assume that he spent his time back to his BTS dorm during my revision week without telling me a word. However, that's very nice of him because he should have been considering not to distract me from studying for my exam.

Not to mention about the next day, this exact same teaser is then released officially by BigHit themselves. Then, the full music video is announced to be released four days later. The boys look fit as a fiddle. As the music video is filmed in a cold and freezing place, this shows how desperate they wish for a fine spring day. All of them are wearing sweaters throughout the whole scene.

The boys' voice are mesmerizingly heart-melting to hear until Jungkook finally sings the line – pogoshipta – in which it symbolizes "I miss you". Unlike how I react upon the other members who sing the same piece of line, my tears run off, making my chest ache.

"I miss you too." My lips shape.

After wiping my tears hastily, I won't forget to press the 'like' button. Deep in my heart, these gorgeous boys would forever be my greatest influence to achieve better.

First updated in March 25, 2017.
Last edited in May 26, 2018.