S1 High School,

Yuri's POV

I didn't call Jessica last night, before going to bed…a part of me wanted to call her and hear her voice…but I couldn't stop thinking about my encounter with Donghae. And the words he said. Truth to be told, Sica and I have been dating for a few weeks now and yet, she hasn't truly told me how she feels. I know she is not indifferent to me, obviously, but how is she really feeling? This bothered me all night…and unfortunately, things didn't get any better today.

I woke up this morning with a message from Sica. She told me to not come and pick her up to school, without any reason given. I tried to not think too much about her message and went to school alone.

Jessica arrived late for class and when I waved at her, she ignored me. Her expression was extremely cold as well…so cold that even I, didn't dare to approach her. During the whole day she didn't pay any attention to me, not even a glance. Usually, I would bug her until she smiles again or scolds me, but this time…for an unknown reason, I let her be.

That's when the last class ended that I decided to do something. Jessica was walking in the school yard when I caught with her.

"Jessica…can we talk for a minute?" I asked her without any confidence in my voice.

"I don't have time" she responded coldly.

"Please, can you tell me what is going on? Why are you ignoring me?"

"…" she ignored me again and walked pass me.

"JESSICA!" I shouted. I didn't scream to be funny like the other times…it was anger. "Can you stop acting like that? Just tell me what I did" I told her. The first time I talked to her like this…I don't know where the courage came from.

It was a good tactic though since she finally paid attention to me. "Answer me" she said in a too serious tone while taking a step closer to me. Jessica looked right into my eyes and her stare was…cold and without any emotion. That scared me. "Did you hit Donghae last night?" she finally asked.

Her words hit me hard. I didn't expect her to ask me about this event. How did she find out?

"That's not what…"

"Did you or did you not?" she asked again, her tone was even colder.

I swallowed hard and my body froze at her stare. I didn't do anything bad and yet…I felt uneasy and didn't dare to tell her the truth.

"He…"

"So you did. Why would you do that?" she scolded me.

For obvious reason, it made me angry. "Who told you about that?" I asked her.

"It doesn't matter who told me. The truth is, you hit him for no reason!" she scolded me even more. "Did you do it because you are jealous of him?"

I was stunned by her words. "Wh…what?...you think I'm jealous of him?"

"Are you? That's why you started a fight with him?"

"Should I?"

Jessica was confused at my question. She didn't understand it immediately. So I repeated myself, clearler this time. "Should I be jealous of him?"


*silence*


"Do you still have feelings for him, Jessica?" I asked the forbidden question.

I don't know why I did it, I should let it go and stop thinking about her past, about what he told me…but I can't.

"I can't believe it…did…did you really ask me that?" she said shocked.

"Are you going to avoid the question?"

"I don't have to talk to you about this" she said before turning around and walking away.

I quickly caught her again and held her hand tightly, forcing her to deal with this situation. "We're dating…so at least, be honest with me"

"If you can't understand that I don't want to talk about this then…maybe we shouldn't date anymore" she freed herself from my grip. "Don't follow me" she said before walking away.

I didn't run after her…my mind was still registering her words and my heart was fighting against the pain. I stood there alone for a long time, refusing to believe that what happened with Jessica was real…it couldn't be…it couldn't end like this…

Did I already lose to him?


Outside in Seoul,

Tiffany’s POV

Today after school, instead of going directly home, Taeyeon and I went downtown. We went to the mall and did some shopping. I spotted very cute pajamas in a shop and wanted to convince Taeyeon that we should buy matching pajamas for fun.

"Why would we do that?" she said when I showed her a very cute pink pajama.

"Because it's cute?"

"Hmmm…not good enough"

"Because your lovely girlfriend is asking you to?"

"Hmmm….better but still not"

"Because you better accept if not…NO KISS for you!"


*silence*


"SO…which color? Pink? Fine, let's buy pink!" she grabbed two pink pajamas and went to pay them.

I laughed discreetly at her. Taengoo is so cute nowadays; she is really the perfect girlfriend.

While Taeyeon was at the cashier to pay the pajamas, I picked cute matching slippers and bought them as well.

Once we were out of the shop, I showed the slippers to Taeyeon. "Aren't they cute? I can see us wearing them at the apartment already" I said happily.

Taeyeon rolled her eyes but still smiled. "Very cute…that's going to ruin my image but that's cute" she joked.

I playfully pushed her aside. We continued our window shopping hand in hand until we walked in front of an ice cream shop and spotted two familiar faces in there.

"Taengoo…aren't they Yoona and Seohyun?" I pointed to the two girls sitting at a table inside the shop.

Taeyeon took a look and nodded. "Yes, it's them" she confirmed.

Yoona and Seohyun were sitting next to each other and sharing a cup of ice cream together.

"Aren't they cute?" I asked Taeng whose eyes were still fixed on the young couple.

"I think they're sitting too close to each other though…"

I rolled my eyed at her remark. "Please…"

"OH MY!" Taeyeon suddenly exclaimed. "MY EYES!"

"What?" I looked at YoonHyun again but they were still sitting still, chatting and eating happily. "What???" I shook Taeng's arm.

"Yoo…Yoo…Yoona…she…she kissed my baby cousin!!!" she said.

"Oh really??? Aigoo!!! How could I miss it?!" I was disappointed.

"Excuse-me?"

"Ah come on, they're so cute together. I want to see them kiss!" I joked.

"Okay…you like this…way too much. Let's go home now" she took my hand and dragged me away.

"What? That's it? You aren't screaming or trying to build a wall between their lips??" I exaggerated.

"HA HA HA so funny. We're in a public place, I can't make a scene after all…but if I catch them at home then…" she didn't finish her sentence.

"You are not serious right?"

"We'll see!" she said with a smile.

I don't know if she was joking or not, knowing her and Yuri, they can do anything when they are in "mother" mode. Taeyeon and I left the mall with our new and cute matching pajamas and slippers. I can't wait until we wear them and take pictures together.


The Kim's Residence,

Taeyeon's POV

We came home after our shopping and I saw my father's car parked. He came back early today. Unfortunately for me, we bumped into him in the hall.

"Taeyeon, Tiffany. Back from school?" he asked us with a smile. Sometimes I wonder if he does it on purpose…pushed me to the edge then act like nothing happened.

"Yes uncle" Fany nodded with a bright smile.

"Taeyeon, do you already have an idea for the project?" he turned to me.

"I will soon" I answered before walking to the stairs.

"Please, work well with Sungmin" he added.

I ignored his "advice" and walked to my room. Fany was still downstairs talking with my father. I don't know what they were talking about but I have an idea. Fany is probably trying to solve the problem between my father and me…or at least, make it slightly better.

Although it's getting better with my mother, there is a long way to go until my relationship with my father can be considered as friendly.

I was walking in the hallway when I heard some noises in my room. It was Yuri. She was in my room and destroying my punching ball. The last time that I saw her like that was…no, she has never act like this before. Since we've been friends, I'm the one who always lose control over trivial things whereas Yuri always stays calm and mature. Looks like tonight, I'll be the calm and mature one.

She didn't hear me entering the room and throwing my shopping bag on the bed. Yuri was still hitting the punching ball with all her strength.

"Hmmm…hello?" I went near Yuri and tried to catch her attention.

"…" she totally ignored me.

"Ya! Why are you so angry?" I directly asked her.

"Just…let…me…use…your…punching…ball" she said tiredly.

"Kwon Yuri…you're scaring me right now. What's going on? What happened?" I risked my own life by putting myself between Yuri and the punching ball.

Fortunately, her reflex was awesome and she didn't hit me. While trying to catch her breath, she took off her gloves and threw them on the floor.

"Are you going to tell me what happened to you?" I asked her again.

Yuri went and sat down on the couch. She was looking so lost and desperate. What happened to her?

"Oh Yuri, you are here?" Tiffany joined us in the room.

Yul was still in her own world and I looked at Fany, trying to communicate with her by eyes contact.

"Yuri, are you okay?" Fany sat beside Yuri and tried to comfort her.

I must admit, I was completely lost. Yuri is a sister to me and yet, I felt uncomfortable seeing her like this…uncomfortable and useless…because I didn't know what to do. It has always been the other way around, me being lost and Yuri comforting me. I realized that all these times, she has always been cheerful and strong around me…so much that I forgot she has feelings too.

"Yuri…can you tell us what happened?" Fany asked her gently, while patting her back.

Yul seemed to calm down at Fany's touch. She is indeed very strong when it comes to calm down people.

"Jessica…Jessica…she…she broke up with me" Yuri finally spoke. For a second, I thought she was going to break down and cry. That would have killed me.

"She did what?" Fany was in shock.

"She broke up with me after school…"

"Why would she do that so suddenly? I thought everything was perfect between you guys?" I asked this time.

"Something happened last night…I met Donghae downtown and…we had a…altercation" Yuri confessed.

"You guys fought?!" Fany and I asked at the same time.

"I punched him"

"Wah! Cool!" I exclaimed.

"Taeyeon!" Fany scolded me.

"No but…Donghae is a jackass…" I explained. "If only I could punch Sungmin…" I whispered to myself.

"Taeyeon!!!" Fany scolded me again.

"He started it first!" Yuri suddenly stood up and started walking in circle. "He asked for it!" she defended herself.

"Yuri, we're not blaming you" Fany reassured her. "Just tell us what happened"

"He…he was talking bad about Jessica…"

"That's not surprising from him" Fany said.

"But this has nothing to do with Jessica" I said confused. Why would Sica dump Yuri for hitting that idiot?

"She was furious that I hit him…if you could see the way she looked at me…she was so angry"

"I noticed something was wrong with her this morning but I didn't know it was that serious" Fany revealed.

"So she broke up with you because you hit him?" I asked.

"We argued over this and I asked her something that I shouldn't have asked…"

Tiffany and I stayed silent and waited for Yuri to tell us more. No matter what Yuri asked, it couldn't justify a breakup.

"I asked her if she was still in love with him…"

"Why did you do that?" Fany asked her shocked.

I didn't say anything and just watched the both of them talking. Not that I didn't want to help, but from my point of view, there was nothing wrong with what Yuri did or asked. Sadly, I was probably the only one who thinks that way.

"Yuri…you shouldn't have done that…confronting Jessica about Donghae is just…"

"I know! I know I shouldn't have, that it wasn't a good thing to ask…but why? Why am I the only one expressing myself? Why can't we talk about her feelings? I have to reassure her that my feelings are real and she is the only one, and yet? She can't do the same to me?"

"Yuri…"

"I just wanted her to say no…just a two letters word…that's all I wanted and needed, that Donghae wasn't a threat to our relationship…but she couldn't do that…" Yuri was still pacing around the room.

Since young, Yuri and I have been very different from each other. The way people see us is different, the way we talk, the way we act and sometimes, even the way we think. I'm the pessimist and negative one, who doesn't believe in happiness and love, while Yuri is the eternal romantic and cheerful girl. She is always energetic and never gives up.

I've always thought that things will stay the same…that Yuri will stay the strong and smiling Yuri that I've always known…but deep inside, I knew that day will come…when Yuri will stop smiling and laughing. I just…didn't expect it to come that fast. Sometimes, I wish it was just the two of us like it was before. No sadness, no pain…but then, it will mean that Tiffany wouldn't be a part of my life…and that; I just can't imagine it at all.

"Tiffany, please tell me why is she so attached to him? After all he did to her. Why?" Yuri asked.

"…Jessica…she…she hasn't deal with it yet…"

"With what?"

"Her relationship with Donghae. After he broke up with her, she ran away…she changed school and acted like nothing ever happened. She trusted him so much that…I'm afraid a part of her still believes in him…"

"…" Yul's face was devastated…as if she has lost all hope…

"But that doesn't mean she doesn't have feelings for you. I know Jessica, she wouldn't have gotten close to you if she didn't feel anything" Fany stood up and walked to Yuri. "Maybe you should talk to her…she might have overact you know? Don't give up now" she said while patting Yuri's back.

"I…I'm going home" Yuri suddenly said.

"Stay for dinner" I told her. There was something in her voice that worried me.

"I want to be alone…" she said before leaving the room.

I was about to go after her but Fany stopped me. "Let her Taeyeon" she said.

"I can't leave her alone" I said while trying to get away from Fany's grip.

I'm not really good with words, comforting people is not what I do best but still...I just want Yuri to know that I'm here.

"She needs time by herself"

"But…"

"Only Jessica can make her feel better…"

"Jessica…right…"

"Please, don't judge her…things are more complicated than we think"

"I won't judge her" I assured her before walking to the bathroom.

"Hmmm…Taeyeon?" Fany called me with a bit of uneasiness in her voice.

I turned around and looked at her.

"…Huh…no nothing…go take your shower" she finally said.

Normally, I would have insisted until she tells me what she wanted to say, but for an unknown reason…I didn't.

Later that night, I ate in my room again but without Fany. I told her to go eat with my parents in the dining room. I also put the pajamas in the drawer and the slippers beside the bed. I can't believe she convinced me to buy and later wear matching pajamas.

Tiffany has been downstairs for less than 30 minutes and yet…I miss her. I'm probably exaggerating but I'm really not used to not have her around me anymore. We're only apart from each other when I have to go to the office. I really like having Fany by my side all the time, but it scares me as well. I have become too dependent of her and it only means that my feelings are much deeper than I initially thought. And if I take Yuri's situation as an example, it can't be good to be too emotionally involved in a relationship.


Somewhere in Seoul,

Yuri's POV

I don't know where I'm heading to…after I left Taeng's house, I felt the need to just drive around instead of going home. My little talk with Tiffany made me even more depressed and hopeless. I thought what I did since I met her was enough…I thought she was really happy with me…I thought Donghae was her past and I was her future…What did I do wrong?

Should I apologize and beg her to take me back or should I leave her alone for the time being? If it was another situation, I would have run to her and bug her until she accepts me…but in this case, I don't feel like begging her. I'm the one suffering, this is unfair to me and since I met Jessica, this is the first time that I can't accept it.

A part of me is extremely angry at her. I feel betrayed. I did everything I could to make her happy but she still has feelings for a guy that humiliated her more than once. I just don't understand her…

I was driving randomly around the city but somehow, I ended up in front of Jessica's house. I guess it's a sign…that I have to confront her once again. I took out my phone and called her. As expected, she didn't pick up her phone…so I texted her instead and told her that I was in front of her house. I also wrote that I won't leave unless she shows up.

I waited a good 30 minutes before Jessica came out. Compare to this afternoon, she looks less scary…and maybe regretful? I came out of my car and waited for her.

I proposed that we walked to the park near her house and she silently nodded. Once there, we sat on a bench and remained silent for a couple of minutes.

The atmosphere was so heavy; I don't remember ever feeling so uncomfortable and loss of words around her like I'm feeling now. Even though none of us were talking, being physically close to her reminded me how much I like and need her presence.

I can't let her go…I won't let her go…I'm not going to lose against Donghae, never.

"Jessica…I would like to apologize for getting angry earlier today, as well as…" I gathered all my courage and spoke to her.

"You don't need to…" Sica cut me off. "I overreacted today…I'm sorry about it"

I couldn't believe what she said. Did she just admit she was wrong?

"Does it mean…does it mean that we're good?" I asked her full of hope.

"…" But once again, she wasn't able to reassure me.

"Jessica…it can't end up like this. Please, tell me you didn't mean it" I almost begged her.

She stayed quiet a while before speaking up. "Yuri…I've done a lot of thinking today and…"

"I'm not going to give up on you…I'm not letting you go now…never…" I didn't let her finish. I don't want to hear the words break up again.

"I swore to myself that I'll never get into a relationship again…not after Donghae…but then you showed up and convinced me that being in a relationship was worth it" she continued.

"Isn't it?" I asked her. There is no way our relationship wasn't worth it…no way.

"It is Yuri…I really love every moment that we spent together, I love your family and I really appreciate everything that you've done for me. I really do"

"So what's the problem?" I started to feel irritated.

"I realized that…my story with Donghae is not forgotten yet. I like being with you but my feelings…"

"You're not over him…you still have feelings for him…" I felt myself dying a little inside as the conversation went on.

"I'm confused Yuri…" Jessica said apologetically.

"Whenever we were together…were you thinking about him?" I forgot about the pain and asked this question.

"NO! No…I didn't…I really stop thinking about Donghae, about my past…when he called me…I…I didn't think I would get angry at the thought of him getting hit by you, but a part of me was…"

"So this is my fault? If I didn't hit him then he wouldn't have called you and you wouldn't have…" I concluded myself.

"This is my fault…my fault for not resolving my personal issue before getting involve with you"

"I still don't understand…what am I in the story?"

"I have feelings for you…believe me, I really do. But I…I might not be ready emotionally…" she tried to explain.

How is it possible? Less than 24 hours ago, everything was perfect between us and now this?

"What if I don't care? What if I don't care that he's still in your heart?"

"Yuri…"

"No…not after all we've been through…I'm not going to let go of you because you're confused with your feelings. I waited once, I can wait again" I assured her.

This situation is hurting me so much but what could I do? I'm already in love with her…letting her go will kill me.

"I don't want us to be like strangers either…I really want to ask you to not give up on me but this is unfair…"

"Just be with me…stay with me and everything will be fine. We'll go through it together" I said before holding her hand.

Jessica didn't give me a proper answer, she didn't tell me what kind of relationship we were in right now. We only sat there hand in hand, lost in our thoughts. Right now, I'm really lost and confused…why are things so complicated between us? Why can't I be in love with someone who simply loves me back?

I've always dreamed of that day…where I would meet the perfect girl and have the perfect love story, a story without ex-boyfriend and confused feelings. I was living this dream…until today. Now, everything is a nightmare and it seems like…I'm not waking up soon.


Kim's residence,

Tiffany’s POV

I don't know what's going on since yesterday. It seems like a wave of negativity is hitting us. Last night, Taeng refused to eat with her parents again, she was still angry at her father for forcing her to work with Sungmin. And this morning, her parents were gone. We woke up as usual and went down for breakfast. Instead of auntie being there, the maid welcomed us with a note, left by Taeng's parents. Like the one I've read before, it only said that they had to leave because of an emergency.

Taeyeon didn't show any surprise or emotion when she understood that her parents left. Her reaction was very different to mine. I felt a little frustrated and angry that they didn't tell us themselves. We wouldn't have mind if they woke us up to say goodbye.

I was grumbling during breakfast while Taeng remained very calm. Now that I know that very well, it's obvious that she is affected by her parents' sudden departure, especially now that she is closer to her mother. But Taeng being Taeng, she won't show it.

"Fany, we're moving back to the apartment after school so if you can already gather your clothes before we leave" she instructed me.

When Taeng speaks so calmly, it means that she is angry. I can't blame her this time though. She was finally getting on better term with her mother and now they left without telling us directly. Maybe I should call auntie and ask her what happened?

We ended up going to school like every morning. And for real, today was such a sad and depressing day. Taeyeon was in her don't-talk-to-me mode because of her parents, Yuri and Sica were just weird…they talked to each other but their interaction was just…awkward to watch and me…I was in-between. I couldn't be happy and cheerful since all of them were feeling so down but at the same time, I couldn't be sad and depressed with them since…well, there is nothing that I should be sad about. I was only disappointed at auntie and uncle.

After school, I was going to talk to Sica but I saw her leaving with Yuri so I left them alone. I also sad at what is happening to them, I thought Sica moved on completely…guess I was wrong.

Love is more complicated than we think.


TaeNy's Apartment,

Tiffany’s POV

Finally, we left the school with Taeng and went back to the apartment. It's been more than a week since we left and although it is a short period of time, it's still good to be at home.

"Aish…we should clean the apartment" Taeyeon said as soon as we stepped in.

"And why?"

"There is dust…it's not as clean as it should be Fany" she complained.

The apartment was completely fine, she is just being paranoid.

"We can clean this weekend" I told her.

"It's not comfortable" she went on.

"I can clean your room now if you want but the not the whole apartment" I was hoping she would drop the subject.

"Fine, let's clean my room" Taeng threw her bag on the couch and went into her room.

I let out a sigh and followed her. For the next 20 minutes or so, we changed the sheets, vacuumed the room and wiped out the dust. It was a great team work. Taeng tried to push me to clean the whole apartment with her so I scolded her and she gave up.

I felt rather lazy tonight so I whined again and again to Taeyeon because I wanted her to cook for me. I knew it would work…whining always works with Taeng. So my little Taengoo cooked ramen because she, herself was lazy. But it was tasty so I didn't complain.

After dinner, we did our homework together. It was more Taeyeon doing her homework and me copying. I was surprised she didn't scold me about it. We didn't talk about her parents leaving but I knew she was still thinking about it.

We were still doing our homework when my cellphone went off. When I saw who was calling me, I kind of panicked.

"Alo?"

"Hi Tiffany! It's Sungmin, how are you?"

"Hi…I'm good…what can I do for you?" I asked him, wanting to end this conversation as soon as possible.

"Is Taeyeon here???"

"Huh yes…she is here…wait a minute" I told him before calling Taeng. "Taengoo…hmm…Sungmin wants to talk to you" I handed the phone to her.

Taeyeon's expression changed immediately when she heard Sungmin's name. I don't know if she was more annoyed or angrier that he called. Taeyeon took my phone and instead of talking to Sungmin, she hanged up angrily.

I was kind of shocked at her reaction but didn't expect her to scold me too. "Why did you answer the phone when you knew it was him?"

"Taeyeon, he called so I answered…this is a natural thing to do"

"Not when it's Sungmin!!! How many times did I tell you? This guy is no good…he has bad intention toward you"

"He's not going to do anything to me…" I rolled my eyes. Taeyeon can be so overreacting sometimes.

"Why did he call you anyway? What for?"

"How would I know? I didn't even talk to him that much…he only asked how I was then asked to talk to you"

"SEE! Why would he call you on your PERSONAL phone when he wants to talk to me instead? Don't you think it's weird?"

"…say it like that…yeah"

"Thank you"

"But…"

"No but…just stay away from him please"

"You want me to ignore him completely?"

"Yes"

"But I don't have a reason to do that…he hasn't done anything wrong"

"I'm asking you to"

"Don't you think you're overreacting?"

She thought for a moment before answering. "I'm not seeing Sunye anymore…" she came up with such a stupid reason.

"I can't believe you are comparing these two very different situations" I told her angrily.

"Why not? You don't like Sunye and I don't like Sungmin…it's the same"

"I've never dated Sungmin or have feelings for him OR kissed him! You had all that with Sunye so don't compare. I have all the reasons in the world to be worried if you met with her again, as compare to you"

"…" Taeyeon couldn't argue back, she knew I was right.

"Don't be so insecure, Sungmin is really not a threat to our relationship" I reassured her.

Taeyeon calmed down before talking to me. "Am I really asking too much? Is it really hard for you to stop seeing or talking to him?"

"It's not. I don't care about Sungmin, believe me. But I don't want you to feel this way every times I interact with him. I don't want you to feel threatened by him. I can't promise you that I won't ever see or talk to him again…you know it's impossible"

Taeyeon seemed to register my words calmly, but her lack of reaction scared me.

"I can't stop him from calling me or make sure I won't bump into him somewhere but…next time I see him, I'll tell him directly to stop contacting me, okay?" I tried to negotiate with her.

The truth is…I really don't care at all about Sungmin. We're not even that close. He's more of an acquaintance than a friend. So as long as Taeng is happy and not feeling insecure, I guess I can do that.

"No it's fine…I trust you…" I heard her whispered out.

"Huh?"

"You're right…I shouldn't ask you to do that…it was selfish of me…I'm sorry" she apologized to me.

"Is it really you Taeyeon? Please, give me back the real Taengoo" I joked.

Taeyeon smiled shyly before hugging me. "I trust you but I don't trust him…so please, be careful when he's around" she whispered into my ear before giving me a kiss.

Her kiss was such a tease though…so I pushed her on the couch and lay on top of her. "Kiss me again" I ordered her.

"Excuse-me?" she asked, surprised of my boldness.

"We haven't kiss all day…I miss it...I don't even know how it's like already" I exaggerated.

"Just admit I'm so good at kissing that you're addicted" she put on her signature smile.

"You're being arrogant again" I sighed.

"Yes but you…"

I cut her off with a kiss. When I was going to pull away, she brought me closer and our kiss deepened. When I think about it, it's pretty amazing how Taeng and I can be all serious talking then 5 seconds later, be laughing and making out with each other. The awkwardness between us is completely gone.

I don't know exactly how long we stayed there kissing though, I thought I was going to faint from the lack of oxygen. When we finally pulled away, Taeng was smiling sheepishly.

"Wow" she exclaimed. "Since when did our kisses get like this?" she teased me.

I smiled shyly at her comment before getting up. "Stop teasing me or you won't be able to experience it ever again" I told her before going into my room for a shower.

"Wanna watch a movie tonight? I'll make some popcorn!" she yelled from the couch.

"Sure!" I answered before getting into the bathroom.

We watched some romantic comedy while eating popcorn. We were lying on the couch together and Taeng was hugging me, exactly like couples that we see on TV. I can't believe that I'm living this beautiful relationship. Being there with Taengoo…even doing something as common as watching a movie can become so wonderful because I'm with her.

At the end of the movie, it was already getting late and since we have school tomorrow, we decided to go to bed. That's when things got a little bit…weird. I'm used to sleep in Taeng's room at her parents' house because the house was huge and I didn't want to sleep alone. That was how our sleeping habit started. The thing is…at the apartment, I've always slept in my room so both of us were kinda confused when we had to go to bed.

Sadly, we were both too shy to say something so we only greeted each other good night before heading to our own room. I didn't even get a good night kiss.

I headed to my room and prepared myself to sleep. For the first time since I slept in this bed, I felt emptiness, like a part of me was missing. I rolled over in my bed for at least 1 hour but still couldn't sleep.

When I thought that the night would be very long, the door to my room opened slowly. At first, I thought it was a ghost or some monster so I hide under my blanket and closed my eyes. A couple of seconds later, I felt someone sliding under the blanket. When I felt myself being hugged, I knew it was Taeyeon. Obviously.

"You miss me already?" I asked her, acting like I was completely fine sleeping by myself.

I didn't expect her to admit her feelings. "Yes…I…I don't want us to be apart from now on…never, not even a single night" she whispered to me.

It's impressive how much her words can make me happy. Kim Tae Yeon impressed me every single day, by her actions, by her words…when I thought she couldn't get any sweeter, she surprised me again.

I turned around and touched her face gently, the room was dark but I could still see her eyes, and they were beautiful.

Then it came out naturally…the words…these words that I thought I'll never say to anyone. I don't know if it was the right moment or if it was romantic enough but I couldn't wait anymore. I wanted to say it and I wanted her to hear it.

As I opened my mouth to say out the words, Taeng took me by surprise with a kiss. After that, I forgot what I wanted to say as we kissed each other to sleep.