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"he hits me and threatens me to tell everyone about my situation. if he eventually tells seokjin, he'll tell EVERYONE. seokjin will tell everyone. i-i'm so scared, yoon," hoseok said while he had his head resting on his folded arms, sitting at the dinner table. yoongi was next to him, eating quietly. he felt much better. for some reason, after receiving a really really soft cookie from one of their co-workers he's been feeling so sick. but now he's been feeling better.

"what do i do?" hoseok had so much stress in him. he couldn't express it but for some reason, yoongi could feel it. after all he's done to keep hoseok safe, it all goes to waste; taking hoseok away from the old place was the probably the worst possible decision yoongi could think of.

yoongi used his napkin to wipe the corner of his mouth before using his other hand to rub his face in frustration. he was thinking of ways to help the both of them but all he could think of....was to send hoseok away from himself. never in the world would he even think of actually sending hoseok away.

he doesn't have the heart to do it. so that's why he's been trying to keep problems away from hoseok. he wants hoseok to laugh not cry. but with the situation as it is, it would be impossible. yoongi is working hard to earn enough money to get a better house. he's paying rent and getting food but with little money, it's scary to think of the outcome.

"it's okay, hoba. everything will turn out good," yoongi tried to reassure hoseok. but he felt like he was lying.

that night, yoongi tried his hardest to not cry loudly. he felt his tears run down his face at the thought of the police taking hoseok away from him. he hated the thought but there was nothing that he could do. hoseok talked about everything that was troubling him but now...he can't. he doesn't want hoseok to worry about him.

yoongi let his silent tears. he couldn't stop the bad thoughts from running around his head. he thought of them but with no one there to tell him that everything will be okay. he has no one in which he can comfortably express his worry.

the next day, hoseok agreed to go without him to work. yoongi smiled while waving him goodbye at the door and when he finally left, he fell to his knees and just cried out loud. he laid on the floor while his tears spilled everywhere. he's never felt so much pain than what he was going through at the moment. he just wanted to sleep and wake up to good news. he wanted to stop time and just breathe in peace. time was just going too quickly for him. he was scared.

after ten minutes of straight crying, yoongi got up to go to the sink. he turned on the cold water and dipped his fingers in the freezing water to place the drops on his closed eyelids. he did that to get rid of some of the redness in his eyes. he used the towel to clean his face. he went into his room to fix himself up and out he went. he got in the car to drive himself somewhere.

he hates not telling hoseok where he was going but this time it was important. he needed to let out thoughts and tell someone everything. he felt himself start to tear up while crying but he knew that actually crying while driving is dangerous. yoongi got out his phone and very quickly dialled someone.

"hello?"

"i don't know who you are but i really need you right now. i need to talk about hoseok and the only person i know that can help me is you. i'm wearing a black buttoned up shirt tucked in black jeans with a black belt. i know where you live and i really need to... i just feel like giving up right now," yoongi sniffed up his words and hang up. yoongi pulled over to have another round of sadness. he just wants to end the pain. he has no one.

yoongi thinks about it once again and redials the phone number, "'h-hello?"

"i'm rethinking my decision. i'm sorry i desturbed you. i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to cut you off and i'm sorry i creeped you out--" before yoongi could hang up, "wait!"

"are you yoongi? if you are, then please come over. i can't stop thinking about you and where you took hoseok. i don't mind you coming over, please do."

"i'm sorry but i can't," yoongi hung up. he took in deep breaths and calmed himself up. hoseok still has seven hours of work to go through but he decided to pick him up early. he needed comfort and some stranger wasn't going to satisfy him.

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